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Sunday, November 30, 2008
and i am wondering, why is it against the law to be homosexual in singapore. IN CASE ANY OFFICIALS OR PERSONS FROM THE GOVERNMENT READS THIS, i am telling you i'm merely just ASKING a question and raising my OPINION, with no intend of breaking the law or similar acts. and neither am i telling you that im a homosexual. i am just asking this question from a neutral point of view. and i am going to support my stand, but i am not going to get into any arguments with the government. somehow, humans do not choose who they like. the end. so you shouldnt make homosexuality a crime. just because it is not a conservative act, and just because it doesnt go with the flow, it doesnt make it a wrong thing to do. it's just not very good. but there are many not-very-good things to do. like smoking. (yeah i really think the WORLD should ban smoking. it's worse than homosexuality actually. at least it doesn harm people. i mean, smoking KILLS.) and even things like smoking are allowed, why isnt homosexuality allowed? both are not-very-good. what makes the difference? (in a neutral tone) the end. simple. Labels: some thinking involved (:
10:57 PM
ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH YES MAN NEXT YEAR?????? it comes out dec 19. can one day after school go hanghang. 201ers hanghang! haha and OUTSIDE is SO WINDY. but my mum close all the windows and WE SWEAT LIKE HELL in the house. LIKE WTH.
1:17 PM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
yay we went orchard today! so i met xuyue and meizhen at heeren. (you know on the way there i saw this guy with a LONG DRAGGY MEATY face at the orchard mrt station. like serious! i didnt dare take a second look at him.) then met them at punkstar shop. hmmm so we were being EXTREMELY indecisive. i realied being indecisive is just part of being a 201er. we're so bonded we influence one another so easily! awww.. so xuyue was pondering over buying wallets, then over buying ONE, or TWO wallets, then over WHICH wallets. LOL! so in the end she bought two (cuz two for thirty!) and later she couldnt believe she did that hahahaha xuyue's so funny! then meizhen bought nana shirt. and she couldnt decide between the M and the L which have diff materials. LOL. then talk to the auntie, who was very nice. then try try try, and still ask auntie to reserve the shirt for her when she's wearing the other one. LOLOL then in the end she bought the M one which smelled of plum to me. chao weird smell. anyway YAY YOU TWO your bought nice stuff your like!! (: then later hang around abit at heeren, stone while looking down at fountain, which reminds me of a certain time there. then decided to go send xuyue off at mrt. and waved and waved until she's gone. haha >< then later meizhen and i hang around aimlessly. okay not cuz we were looking for that nescafe thing hahaha then found the orchard shopping mall's 7-11!! but the nescafe very cheat money so didnt buy then went uhhh cine eat subway. yeah. I EAT VERY SLOW MAN. she finished eating the cookie alr i was still eating the sandwich. =.= ehh yeah then talk and talk alot very fun (: later guang guang at cine and went out. walked aimlessly. looked at shiny lights. then yi bian zou yi bian jiang. very shuang. ohoh then we bump into this guy who claims he's from poly and he's trying to "make use of what he's learnt in school". huh. by trying to sell us stuff? they were telling us about how this waterproof marker with alcohol smell is very good and that we should buy it to support them and all. AND IN THE END. having no other choice, we bought one. well on the positive side WE HELPED THEM! THAT makes me feel happy. cuz i personally rmb how i felt when someone walked up and dropped coins into the can i was holding so pathetically on to. then went ngee ann.. ehh yeah walk around. hmm didnt do much just talked. actually ew talked all the way till we left. as in. u know. then i FOUND OUT SOME VERY VERY INTERESTING STUFF WHICH i dont htink im supposed to tell. ha ha ha. seriously la. it's SO DAMN COOL! we sat at weird places and talked. watched the sky turn dark. it's funny how u can only feel the speed of time during sunset and sunrise. because for the rest of the day, the earth facing which direction towards/away from the sun makes not much of a difference. yeah that's a realization. then wow we were tired man. OH SORRY digress. i realized that the word realize is supposed to be real-ize, not rea-lize. cuz you realize sth that's REAL, like u realize a fact. the fact's real. so you REAL-ize it. and "ize" is considered an.. u know, the opposite of PREFIX. yeah. so u REAL-ize sth. WOW that's a good realization i think. haha or am i slow again? dont tell me the rest of the world figured that out yeras ago.. =.= yeah so we went back to ngee ann hang around listen to LG phone advertisement. U KNOW my cough's ONLY going to get worse tomorrow after talking so muc hadn screaming so much. ohwell. i dread waking up tmr. i always feel AWFUL when i wake up in the morning when i have sorethroat or cough. AWFUL i tell you. then went somerset mrt and waved goodbye. the end. of a good (long, yeah as if) night. (:
11:16 PM
i had a tennis lesson ytd night at my friends house and my conclusion: the teacher a bit naggy. and his voice a bit soft. there's a lot of things to learn for anything. tennis is fun. the teacher's basket for tennis balls very multi-purpose. it's very interesting! so there's this long thing that u can hold. then, u can invert the thing and the handles become a stand for the basket. then u can also just press the basket down to collect balls, the bottom's just 3 very thick rubber strings. so cool right! i try to draw out then post here. haha can understand?
12:26 PM
if i am a PC person, i am not supposed to be at home right now. but i am not, and i find that a total waste of time, well sorry i'm not so sociable.
12:13 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
i think i will miss playing the sheng when i go to JC! then i will still have the scores and all. then i can only look at the scores but i will NEVER be able to play the songs on a sheng again. i just realized this.. it's gonna be so sad! maybe i should join HCJCCO. dunno.
4:34 PM
if you think: imperfections make us perfect, then you'd probably live a happier life. because since we cant be perfect to be perfect, then we can be imperfect to be perfect. because no human is perfect. so to be a "perfect" human, we have to be imperfect. does it make sense? Labels: some thinking involved (:
8:59 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
go look at this skin, it's DAMN COOL. for ALL 201ers. go look and you'll know why. http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=146096&action=Preview so cool so cool!!! ohyes and im changing blogskin. i dunno if i should change though. i just wanna try out. ur must gimme comments okay! if ur dont like then i will change back. i think now im quite used to reading my posts in full screen le haha
8:58 PM
i just watched the video of our competition. the music sounded as happy but we were really sooo stiff. haha go watch the video and listen to the joyous song here: http://www.nydizi-together.blogspot.com/ is some dizi sec 1 video de. (:
8:05 PM
lian-ing in m401 alone is pretty fun. although the first time i went in it was pitch black and scary. u can concentrate totally. OHYES GUESS WHAT MAN. WE GOT GOLD!!!!!!! SO AWESOME RIGHT! and mrs ee was hopeful to think that we would get silver. and the other group got gold too!!! haha nanyang IS pro! although the best award is BEST IN GOLD la. but still, not bad! anyway i never wished to get first in anything before. we totally thought we wwould just get COP-certificate of participation. haha >< PLEASANT SURPRISE! sooo happy! and we got a certificate! but form the cert u can see the event wasnt big at all. it was printed with primary colors, blue red and yello. (xiaohan now i know why the color combi so weird le! our's is red blue YELLOW cuz it's gold award. it's silver and brownish for silver and bronze award i think) OHOH AND TODAY i saw something you SHOULD never see in singapore: A HUGE YELLOW TRUCK WITH THE DRIVER'S WHEEL ON THE LEFT!!! so cool! cuz at first the truck was in front of the bus and i saw this sign at the back that says: left-side drive. then when we pass by the truck i looked into it AND OMG THE WHEEL REALLY ON THE LEFT! gosh. so i guess this proved that left-lane system isnt a must for right-side drive. right? so cool i wanna tell my dad!! and today, i was stuck on the road with the german european school, or the old with the old holding sch for chij bukit timah, FOR LIKE TWENTY MINUTES. i almost wanted to get off and walk. man i think im really impatient. then later i rmbed my exp about the 187 then decided i should just be patient and wait. skarly i walk then at some point the bus overtake me then very sian. =.= and it wasnt some accident it was just JAM. like so weird! out of nowhere or in the middle of nowhere there's a huge jam. AND it caused me to take one hour and fifteen minutes to reach school. HOW RETARDED. ohwell. tata for now!
7:24 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
WHAT THE HELL'S WITH PEOPLE'S OBSESSION WITH WIDE SCREEN???? now freaking youtube is widescreen too. omg. and for TV, widescreen either cuts off some top and bottom parts, OR make the people fatter. there's no third way, unless the film was filmed in widescreen. AND i REALIZED THAT ALMOST HALF OF OUR HOLIDAY IS GONE!!!! there's like only a month left! serious!!! i mean, it sounds more realistic when i say theres only a month left, but NOT AT ALL when i say HALF OF OUR HOLIDAYS ARE GONE. but it's A FACT. our holidays are 8 weeks right. GOSHGOSHGOSH. this year's holidays pass even faster than last year's and all the years'!!!! OMG IM GOING TO DIE MY TO DO LIST COMPLETE-STATUS IS LIKE...
7:06 PM
i have a LOT to post. so they may not be in chronological order kay. so i woke up at 4 sth this morning yeah and took the FIRST 157 of the day!! the outside was damn nice. it was dark, cooling, quiet and not much people. i love it man! the period before dawn's the nicest! (: then boarded bus 157 with quite a lot of people. um yeah we practised early inthe morning i reached school around 6:25? damn early can. then we started practising in m401 then someone came in and said to us i think the boarding school people wake up alr. HAHAHA so funny. mainly cuz suona was very loud competition... was stressed, not happy at all can, i just couldnt think that linlao and wanglao wer there. the atmosphere so tense. then in the end.. i guess it was okay overall but we got gan3 pai1. but quite together. (: but yeah energy wasnt so good. and i guess i forgot to mention about how we had to CARRY OUR SHENG UP AND DOWN STEPS FOR MORE THAN 5 TIMES. that ind of 4 or 5 steps de staircase. gosh. then the skirt so dman annoying! then everytime go right, there'll be one person lifting ur skirt for you, extremely funny. and i think today we all trained arm muscles huh! then later came back to school and went to plaza sing. there, i went toilet for 3 times. the same toilet. and do u want to guess what's more amusing than oging into the same toilet for 3 times? going into the exact same CUBICLE for 3 times too. serious! huipin and i went into cotton on and criticized almost everything we saw there, lol. then we left saying how the shop owner must feel really demoralized. (more like ANNOYED!) hahahaha ACTIONCITY has the new bread thing. there're long breads now. SO DAMN CUTE lor. then the smell also still damn nice. got donut now also. goshgoshgosh. tempting. at kfc, me and huipin went all crazy and laughed like mad for like numerous times. then xiaohan was about to tell us about her great theory then we kept digressing and laughing. then she said "okay im not going to talk until you remembered me". then we said "okay we're ALL EARS" and started laughing like mad again! then later i said "huipin's ALL MOUTH" cuz she kept talking and tlaking whenever xiaohan wants to talk!! LOL then when we were on our way to the bus stop back home, we met this funny girl who wanted our spare time to ask us a few questions about Christmas. omg i almost thought she was going to convert us!!! then huipin asked if she could take a photo of her and she said okay but dont put it on facebook and write "i met this funny girl with a mostache" okay? AHAHAHAH. at first me and huipin kept laughing when she talked to us. ohman i cant stand the smell of constipated rain. it STINKS. constipated rain's the rain that comes without thunder and lightning and wind. it's normally drizzles i think.
4:34 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
did i mention the coke structure was kind of disappointing?
7:48 PM
so my alarm clock rang at 4 this morning and.. i woke up! here's a brief summary of what i did this morning incase u wonder HUH THEN WHAT DID U DO FROM FOUR TO EIGHT??? (my cca supposedly starts at eight thiry today) from 4 to 5: wake up, laze around on the bed, press snooze button for numerous times. from 5 to 6: feel less sleepy, wash face brush teeth from 6 to 7: shower, change, get ready to go from 7 to 7.10: eat breakfast while watching tv till 8:05am: board the bus go to school. so. you could say i was in slow-mo this morning. i used 4hours to complete what we can normally complete in forty minutes maybe. and today i gotta sleep early again. it was my first time sleeping so early ytd. i went to bed at like 9:15 or sth. but didnt sleep until 10. =.= THEN tmr EVEN BETTER OKAY. need to reach school at a freaking SIX FIFTEEN. yes, 6:15 IN THE MORNING. cuz it's the competition day and the bus leaves nanyang at 7:10 and we need to practise just one more time. gosh. so, tmr, i really need to wake up at four already lor. and xiaohan even worse, have to leave house at 4:45. and dun even know if there's MRT at 5 plus lor. gosh. this is sooo kua zhang. still say i extreme man! sigh. anyway, WISH US GOOD LUCK FOR TMR OKAY!!!!!! i just realized today i'll actually be quite scared... skarly press wrong notes then DIE LE! okay. must calm down lisa. sigh. if im any calmer i'd be dead. quotes billy ray cyrus. i liked today's lunch!!! we all ate pao mian and some bakery stuff from polar and delifrance. YUMMY! yes let's do it again thursday jessy! ANDAND GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE GOING FOR SAP INTERVIEW TOMORROW!!! I WISH YOU ALL ALL THE BEST! haha sth funny happened on the bus just now. jessy and i went up the bus, i was waiting for the bus ticket to come out u know the when u give coins, yeah. then wait for a while, nth happen, then i thought i didnt pay enough, so i turn my head back to look at bus driver. then ms teng was right behind me. then when i turn she got a shock and was literally taken aback. then later jessy saidshe saw ms teng was really very close behind me. hahahahah then imagine lol so funny!! reminds me of the hsm2 extended edition where sharpay smacks troy in the face with her damn long hair when she bowed. LOL. then jessy and i were laughing like mad on the bus! then later saw an ad and we talked about the mc's big yello hand thing. i said i wanted one. jessy told me it was five dollars. lol then i had this retarded idea and said ooh one dollar for one finger. lol and we started laughing again then larer jessy said "the palm comes for free!" LOL gosh we were really retarded!!! and anyway today cca was really funny and all too. today BOTH teachers made it for xiaozu, for like the first time in dunno how many months lor. we were kinda laughing thruout xiaozu. linlao + wanglao + guanyue/shengsuo (seeing the dizi are so quiet) = ultimate fun! see, that's the smart formula i just came up with. LOL. and i gtg sleep at 8 plus today. HAH. how very unlike me. maybe i should bore myself to sleep by reading romeo and juliet. (oh no!!) lalalalalala oh yeah. red m and m's look like the saga seeds. is it called saga seeds? u know the ones u see very commonly in singapore, by the sidewalk and all. oh and when we went out for lunch, as we were walking out of the metal gate for cars, we heard this rustling sound. it was this huge coconut tree leaf falling. then in front of us (huipin and i) were 3 or 4 sectionmates. then they happened to be right in front of that tree (but across the road la) and when they saw they were totally rooted to the spot. like so cute can. 3 or 4 of them all stopped and stared as the leaf fell, and at the fallen leaf. haha then huipin and me were behind laughing our heads off. at frist i thought they walked into some bush lor, cuz of the rustling sound andthem not moving, and the absence of a tree near them. then later i realized is the tree opposite the road. hahahaha omg so funny their reaction!!! OH and the sky was so pretty just now. it was orangey! (: i hope we all can be as happy as today tomorrow!!! then we'd play the music well and enjoy ourselves!!! then the judges will also enjoy the music yeah! i LOVE our song. (: and the smiley/frowny on my wrist bothers me alot. everytime i will think there's sth on my hand.
6:25 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
jessy actually thought my hair was nice! THANKYOU JESSY! she asked where i cut de. lol. then when i told them i cut myself, she and xiaohan got a shock. she thinks i better not cut my own hair in case i screw it up. haha hmm i feel quite accomplished today. i finally cleaned the floor! and i fixed someone's blogskin. actually i kinda screwed it up for her. sorry >< lalalala. im going to have a sore throat. it was itchy in the monring now it aches. and tmr im going to wake up at 4am to make it for dazu at 8:30am. all cuz i was 40 minutes late this morning!! and i had the best reason cuz i told them the truth (=.=) so eveyrtime i'm late, u know my reason is: my alarm clock rang, i was sleepy and felt it was noisy, so i pressed it off, and didnt press the snooze instead cuz it takes two quick clicks for a snooze (one's for the light) and i dont have strength in the morning to press two times quickly so i just off the alarm and then i go back to sleeping and i will wake up like 2 hours later, making me late. maybe i can wake up early and do sth meaningful. like read a book. o.o lalalalala bored. ive a sore throat but im still eating gummies, mango tic tac (at first i heard mango KIT KAT hahahaha) and m and m's. AND i'e run out of water. ohohohoh today i went all the way to orchard and took the photo!!! and i was nice enough to accompany xiaohan window shop at bugis street man it was dizzy, hot and quite boring. actually she was there to get sth from chinny de. shall go shower. toodles. man im bored. waiting for you. we only have a week. and i bet you havent realized.
5:42 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
so i spent my night doing sth that was really unpredicted, sth that was kinda way out of a normal lisahe-routine: i watched the channel 8 anniversary gala 2008 just now. it's their 45th birthday. wow. (i was supposed to watch the cheetah girls 2:alternate ending!!!) some parts were REALLY funny i was almost tearing! my gosh. esp when the guy imitated chen liping's face. EXTREMELY XIANG OKAY!!!!! then later quan yi feng imitated someone else also VERY XIANG. my gosh soooo funny. then liang popo came out too!!! i cant believe. she's still wearing that same old jacket and all!! i watched that show when i was still living in yishun! imagine how long ago was THAT. they look as good as ever! and i remember myself imitating liang popo. i still have the photo!! i think they did a great job tonight. it was nothing like those lame charity shows in which they do heart-stopping stunts so that people can call in to donate. (i think if those old people with heart diseases watch those shows, they'll get a heart attack man. so unhelpful, their stunts) tonight's was really nice with all the dances (im not very into their dances but still) and songs and funny items and all. they had this guy wearing shiny shiny costume holding onto a shiny shiny stick which he will look at more than once with the "it's-a-powerful-powerful-thing" look. then he uses it to hit shiny shiny surfaces. it's quite weird, i didnt understand at all. but he had arm muscles. and the hitting of the surfaces didnt have variation in volume too. a bit too... boring. it's just rhythms. i like their funny shows the best!! it really made me laugh! they had actors imitating other actors it was damn funny! AND YOU COULD SEE GUOLIANG IN LIANG POPO COSTUME. so at first he pretends to be liang popo in the costume. then later, cuz he's one of the emcees, he resumes and talk in his normal voice in his liang popo costume. THAT WAS DAMN FUNNY!!!!! everyone was laughing like mad, u could hear it. gosh. i'm quite amazed atactually, that mediacorp can produce such a.. show. i think i really underestimated them huh. sorry!! >< this show thing tonight really enlightened me! hmm what was that chengyu again..? ohnvm. ohwell, cca for the next 4 days. serious. monday: practice for competition. tuesday: normal holiday cca practice. wednesday: THE COMPETITION. and we have to arrive in school at like what, SEVEN TEN?? so i have to wake up at.. FIVE THIRTY?? thursday: normal holiday practice. from friday till dec 31 2008, NO MORE CCA FOR ME!!!! because just so coincidentally, i'm leaving the day after our cca holiday ends. muahahahaha man i feel so evil. but right now, i actually look forward to cca tmr! i think it's cuz i like the song!! it's so HAPPY! and JOYOUS! and CHEERFUL! and it makes you wanna BOUNCE AND BOUNCE AND BOUNCE BEHIND YOUR SHENG BECAUSE YOU'RE CHAIR-BOUNDED! omg oh yes u know in orchard road there's this pyramid made ENTIRELY out of GLASS COKE BOTTLES?? it was SOOOOO cool. and then and then, in the pyramid right, some of the bottles were painted black in side or sth, and the black bottles FORM THE SHAPE OF A LARGE COKE BOTTLE IN THE PYRAMID! it was SO AMAZING!!!!!!!! GOSH. i literally screamed when i saw it on the bus. omg.... WHAT A REGRET i didnt take any photos. it may be gone just tmr. ohwell. i shall go orchard tmr to take photo! remind me dont buy anything hor! (i'm really broke..)
10:29 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
aging population in singapore? I TOTALLY THINK SO. Labels: some thinking involved (:
9:00 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
went out for amost the entire day. morning we went exploring. it was so fun! it's so nice to have someone to accompany you when you go explore this kind of weird thing. and it's best when that person has the experience and understands how you feel too. (: and after we kinda accomplished our goal, we went to a mall and stoned at a playground. talking about all sorts of things. i realized i like talking to friends because it makes me think too. then get to hear what others think as well. it's very nice. then later we got enough of that place and went to suntec city. went to a CD shop, build-a-bear where we exclaimed "so cute!!" at just about everything in the shop, then went to popular and saw more cute things like the 7 little dwarfs packed into one long box and it looked real funny. then met yumo at bugis mrt and went to bras basah popular and began our popular trip. it was okay. there were lots of things (english books very little though) and we bought stuff and we saw meizhen. ehh.. it was damn funny when we put our baskets under some place so can dun block the way. then went to bugis eat kfc (u know i ate mcs on tuesday, kfc ytd night and longjohnsilver this afternoon) then after that walk around abit in bugis and OMG WE Saw this woman who has a BOWL HAIRCUT. it was seriously funny. sad no photos. then asked qianbian guy where's the bus stop and said bye and went home. and my arms felt like dropping on the bus. gosh. one whole day out and i feel soooo tired. better go rest now. and i know this post aint detailed.
9:59 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
let me add on to my previous post about why math is soo... annoying. so i stopped at saying how math always makes you go HUH CAN LIKE THAT ONE MEH??? then later, after you learnt the method, you use it in your working. then, you got ur answer WRONG! then turn out to be your method is, WRONG! then you will want to go: HUH BUT I THOUGHT CAN LIKE THAT ONE??? and that's when you'll want to start arguing about how you saw it somewhere and you could do this and you start to wonder your head off why you cant use the same method for that question and then comes some stupid cheem explanation by ur parents or teacher on why u cant use that method then you'll be like: WALAU SO CONFUSING and I'LL be like: WALAU DONT CARE LAH. MATH IS DAMN STUPID MAN. and basically, this is the reason why i hate math and physics sometimes. but most of the times, this is the reason. Labels: some thinking involved (:
9:57 PM
YO! cca is getting better and better as days go by even though the songs are really hard but.. u know. and i figured out sth today. every person, yes, EVERY person, has a good nature. you see, even bad guys want to do their dirty jobs PROPERLY. or maybe we can just say humans have the instinct to put in their best.? and i read a book and it said the present lasts forever. if you think it the other way, it's true. because for forever, you'll be in the present! which, well, is a very good thing because you can always look forward to "the present" and u know one thing that'll never leave ur life is.. the present. I LOVE KUAI LE DE JIE RI! i recorded it down! but listening to it doesnt make me as happy cuz i think music sounds nicer when you're playing it. maybe i can post it here sometime then can SPREAD THE JOY!! it really makes me jumpy when i play the song okay! it's sooo HAPPY! i hope we will win the competition!!! i bet we will make all the judges very happy then they will let us have the first prize! haha >< people tend to think about unhappy stuff when they're lonely/bored. why? why not think about happy stuff instead? there're at least some in your life. or at least some that you're anticipating for. think about achieving your dreams or living in a huge bungalow, or becoming famous and (quotes xuyue) filthy rich.and so what if you think about it again and realize they're not that easy to achieve? (never say "impossible") think about it. picture it in your head. before you know it, you'll be smiling to yourself and i'm betting the sky's orange right now. the buildings opposite look orangey. Labels: some thinking involved (:
6:33 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
here's two personality tests. made by me. so it's not very accurate but there are some logic behind it. question one. imagine ur showering. your holding on to a piece of soap and suddenly it slipped ur grip and drops onto the wet toilet floor. do you a) think the soap became dirty cuz it dropped onto the floor and wash it before using it again? or b) think the soap cleaned the wet toilet floor because it is soap afterall and dont wash it and continue using it? or c) think the soap cleaned the wet toilet floor because it is soap afterall but still wash it before using it again? question two. recently, there's this mosquito in your house. and ur windows are usually closed. one day, you came across this opened window in your house, do you a) think the mosquito must have came in thru an open window like that one and close the window immediately so that no more mosquitoes come in? or b) leave it open so hopefully the mosquito will finally find a way out of your house? scroll down for results!! question one. a) average, a bit to the pessimist side. b) rather optimistic person. but sometimes it MAY cause you trouble for being too optimistic as you dont tend to think of the consequences. c) quite optimistic too. but u like to play safe and you know where to draw the line. question 2. a) rather a sensitive person i guess. b) haha very optimistic. and naive maybe. haha so do you think it's RATHER accurate? well it might just be crap since it's thought up by some 14 year old who IS rather immature sometimes. or often. okay. but hey there IS logic still okay. just that the logic might not make much sense and might to make sense to the end. PS eh btw they arent random questions dont worry i'm random but not yet THAT random. i personally came across these situations lol. PPS give me ur feedback on the test haha thanks (: Labels: some thinking involved (:
6:26 PM
mission accomplished. mission's mission not sure though. i have to check. so i just came back from my ultimate journey. first i went to school and bought two textbooks. yes 2, quite silly huh. geo and LA. cuz i wouldnt be able to carry if i bought the math too. saw yumo at school popular. then, i took a bus and alighted at a mall and walked aimlessly around and about a chocolate mcflurry (i asked for mcflurry only but she heard wrong i think but anyway it's nice so it's okay) the mall looked not familiar at all, except that escalator. which is still running the same direction as it did many years before. i could picture us there. then left the mall and started on my long long walk to this certain place. man i havent been there for ages and nothing changed. or nothing much changed. took a few photos, and got stares from others. and i cant believe the distance between 2 mrt stations. it's real funny how 2 minutes on the train can be 15minutes on the pavement. it wasnt really tiring but my foot the back there was hurting like hell it was rubbing against my shoe. u know, typical. then after visiting that place for the first time in like many years i took the train back. yeah didnt walk back this time. after i reached that mall again, i started to find the bus int so i could take that bus back again to school. to home. man that bus int was so hard to find! i walked back and forth (crossing the underpass for like two times) then finally see it. it was cold on that bus. first it was raining outside. (u know i consider my lucky enough today. when i walked the long long route, it was a bit cloudy not very hot and when i got onto the bus it started raining) i liked riding that bus. it's fast. and doesnt stop as frequently as 157. well, with that done, it's another off my to do list! (hey i realized that can be my signature line cuz it sounds quite me since i've like a long to do list and i like the feeling of accomplishment) Labels: some thinking involved (:
4:41 PM
OMG I'M ADDICTED TO TRANSPOSING. YEAH O.O I KNOW. i dont mind doing it as a job! Labels: out of boredom/crap posts
10:33 AM
i've never felt so happy for a long, long time. but i dread what's ahead. i'll miss you. it's quite funny how you always manage to hold me back. in a good way. you. and only you. Labels: haha
9:11 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
ahh i like my hair today. it's smooth and straight. okay it's weird seeing LISAHE posting about her hair aint it? o.o ehh oh yeah.i wanted to blog about my sink. sorry might be a bit disturbing. if u just ate, i suggest u skip it. my sink's clogged up. and together with the thought of UNclogging the sink, the thought of a dead lizard/disgusting creature/huge insect being stuck there also comes across my mind. gosh. gross. btw, 44 more days to the end of holidays. GET'CHA ASS MOVIN' YO!
10:58 PM
OKAY VERY GOOD VERY GOOD. i found that beef noodle song. it's called gu huai xun gen. (see from the title it already start to sound like a beef noodle. cuz first, u have "gu" which means bone, but the word is "ancient" that "gu". then like, the "gu3 pai2 mian4" u know? thenthen.. "gen1" also give a very springy effect. somehow. okay shall say no more. i post the link. ur go. i put in comments for certain time frames. then ur go listen. and see if u get the same thoughts as me. http://www.imeem.com/people/tEI1QI/music/ZqXWVn_T/hkco_mvt_v/ okay: 05:10-05:20 --> sounds doughy. like preparing the dough. you know like pressing it and all. 05:21-05:55 --> continue preparing dough. adding more stuff and bigger actions every time a new instrument comes in. you can picture him sprinkling flour and stretching and pulling and rolling out the dough. the music really sounds doughy huh! 06:07-06:12 --> gets MORE doughy! (i really think the doughy effect comes from the erhu) hmm maybe he stretches the dough more? and hits it harder onto the table? or also can be a man starts to eat the spicy beef noodle. like he uses his chopsticks to lift the noodles. and maybe it's spicy so it's loud and accented. and builds up tension cuz he's gonna eat something spicy. 06:13-06:20 --> either he guy stretches the dough EVEN more and hits the dough EVEN HARDER on the table and stretches it EVEN more and even longer, or the man who;s eating the spicy beef noodle started eating and he found it very exciting cuz it's VERY spicy! then he eats more and more with each mouth and eats faster and faster. after this scene, it goes back to the kitchen scene where the cook continues to make more dough and noodles. in case you didnt know/hadnt realized, i'd been talking about la mian throughout this post. not maggie noodie (omg typo error but i realized "noodie" looks and sounds sooo cute i decided to leave it ahahaha) or spaghetti( i never knew i could spell spaghetti) or other noodle okay! it's LA MIAN. so. what do you think? do you picture it? or maybe u picture sth else. if you do, tell me okay!!! cuz i think the song's really interesting cuz it's very.. imagination-provoking. yeah. oh btw i realized i made no link at all to the "beef" part. i dont know why either leh. ahaha but i think it's cuz i always eat beef noodle and it's kind of a classic and beef adds to the "springy-ness" cuz u know beef got the.. er you know the transclucent meat? the very.. like jelly that part of the meat? it's called niu2 jin1 in chinese. yeah. btw this is one of our choices for syf. but most likely wont choose this one. since most people wants the CHUN(spring) which i ABSOLUTELY HATE I TELL YOU. first it's damn hard (many chords), second it has: F major B flat major A major G major C major D major. SUCK HUH. so i have to transpose it. yeah, like AGAIN. cuz i did xiaohan's ytd but didnt have my own with me so wth yeah. as if one transposing exercise aint enough. third. i havent figured out the fingerings yet. four. i will really die when we practise that on thurs if (touchwood) xiaohan cant make it on thurs!! five. at first at the part where there is really little notes, it's damn slow. and i cant even hold my breath for so damn long. and it gets damn fast at the parts where there are LOADS and never ENDING triplet-chords. like seriously.. omg im so gonna die. six. it's freaking long. the scores are smaller-than-normal. yeah the numbers are small too. Labels: some thinking involved (:
9:49 PM
gosh i was late this morning i totally forgot we have to be there by 8:45! then i happily thought i was only late by 10 minutes. then we got lectured by mrs ee. okay you know what i'm going to be there on thursday at like 7am or the first person to reach. and xiaohan i'll pray for you tonight! even though im not christian but still. you must get well before thurs okay! (or i'll die) okay that's very mean and selfish. but if you recover it's good for yourself too! (: AND I HATE HATE HATE CHUN. HATE IT. i rather do that stupid beef noodle song. OHYES you know xiaohan or her sis's phone VERY COOL. got TUNER some more!!! and can play keyboard, drums and dunno what. SO COOL!!! im so getting a sony ericson phone next time. i kinda got tired of nokia. tell me i'm slow. then later jingting and lisalee very nice! they came and brought us food (: at first we saw jingting at the audi door but i nearly coudlnt recognise her! then i was thinking how come jessy knew this random person at the door. then realize it's jingting!!! haha she looked very cute in the new school jacket. then when we were about to end xiaozu they came in, asked if we wanted food, and we said we couldnt leave yet. then later they brought us food! they're so sweet!! haha then at first this nice uncle also came in and told us we could go eat cuz got a lot left over. haha he also very nice (: nice people! ah well. oh yeah why everyone goes to hongkong huh? first yuxin, then huipin, then linsha. o.o (heh maybe it's the disneyland that's so attractive. but even I don't think so) OH NO cannot sign in to msn. ohwell. yay i'm very happy today! and no one's online??! gosh, unlikely ba.. aiish. okay so people are appearing offline.
6:05 PM
ahh finally i figured out. i feel smart. (: and we need a calm brain to figure things out. it's weird though. sigh i dont understand. never have. and will never, i guess? .. i dont know what to say. i'm not feeling anything anymore. numb, probably. but i wasnt numbed by the sadness and all. it's just, numb. how weird. maybe april 17 2009 will just be another day. because i'll be out of it. but i don't want to. man who am i lying. i dont even care. or do i? oh damn the song's not making me think properly.. right. so.let me sort out my complicated thoughts. man.. nothing's helping. i'm in a emotional state of complication. uh, if there's such a term, but i think there isnt. ohwell. ohwell at least now i figured out the root to the problem. if i can talk myself into ignoring the root, then POOF the whole problem will be gone. but how..? OH NOW then i see why they call it the "root" of the problem. because plants, without roots, cant grow anymore! just like how problems will cease to exist! okay i really think i'm sloooowww... yeah so now i know the root. but man that tree's grown so huge (is it?) and it's hard to dig up the roots now. way too hard to. Labels: haha
6:58 PM
so i read xuyue's blog. who blogged about linsha's blog. there wont really be an end i guess. because yeah things will be so gradual, we wont be able to feel a thing. but i think that's actually a good thing, for a sad separation. it numbs out the sadness, although there is never a perfect fullstop. but what is an end? doesnt that mean 201 people will never see each other ever again? i dont think that's really going to happen actually. at least until JC2. so in a way, our real "end" is in JC2. for this year, it might just be the end of 201'08 because we are never going to be called by others by this name anymore. 201'08 will never exist in others' eyes anymore. but it will and always will in any 201ers. because memories can never be permanently deleted. we arent computers. they'll just be dumped to the back of our heads and maybe one day twenty years later, we dig up this object, given to us by our dear classmate as a birthday present. wont we recall 201'08 again? and if we care enough we would arrange to meet up some time and all. so in a way there's never an end. anyway, since it's a sad thing, why make a steep gradient for yourself? a gentle one is much more easier to handle. well here's my theory to live a happier and less sad life: when you have one happy event coming up, make the difference between your before-happy-event time and your post-happy-event time very big. so you can feel maximum joy and all. we can control our emotions cant we? well at least for people with high EQ (which i dont have said my dad =.=) example:the best example is the eoys. remember what we said about how we didnt really feel MUCH less stressed after eoys? remember what we said about ho maybe we werent THAT stressed during the eoys so we wont feel much? remember what i said about how the exams are spread over a week so the end to the exams is more gradual? yeah this are precisely the reason why the gradient wasnt steep enough for us to feel enough happiness over the end of eoys. so as the achieve maximum happiness, you have to push yourslf hard to study for every test and give yourself pressure. but that means going to extremes and people generally dont like going to extremes. okay so it's only an example. maybe they could've put all the tests into 2 days. maybe ghanaian could've collected those drawings faster. maybe he didnt have to make us clean up the tables. etc. every little thing contributes. when you have a sad event coming up, do the opposite. make yourself sad first so the real sad thing wont seem so sad. or other ways, which i havetn figured out. but it seems to be that we have to be sad in order to be less sad/happy. now this is a bit weird huh. but i quote readers' digest: the nice part about being a pessimist is that you are constantly being proven right or plesantly surprised. it's by george will. what a.. nice family name. so in a way, you be sad because you want to be happy. but doesnt the sad part in front count too? i know. if it's the end product that you're looking at, this would be a good way to live a happier life. but i figured it doesnt work for people who cares more about the process. ohwell. and i also figured few of my theories really work out. ahahahaha but anyway, all these to show that it's actually good to have a gradual end since it's a sad thing that we're separating. oh wait i forgot. you see, if you want it to have a perfect ending, wouldnt that be even more sad? so let's see, a perfect ending... how about all of us group hug and mass crying? yeah that's very united i'd say. i understand people think that "we ended without a perfect ending" and how regretful that is and all. i agree. but on the other hand, a perfect ending means a real end. an end. like how this sentence ends. if we've no ending, it means it will continue. and/or end gradually. and we do want it to continue dont we? so there it is. my opinion. (sorry it's a bit long ><><) oh yeah btw, according to many people, the world has begun it's end already. in fact, scientists/philosophers said the world's end had began long time ago. and said by many people too, the world's end will most likely be a gradual one. even if an asteroid hits Earth, it hits only a part of it and then the other places get affected slowly. that's to show how ends are gradual. and that just proved me impossible for wanting to see World end. ohwell. Labels: some thinking involved (:
8:51 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
i feel lonely. and bored. i feel like blogger's my only campanion. or the internet, rather. i wonder how everyone else keep themselves occupied. i want to be occupied. i want to be so occupied, i won't even have time to think. because right now i feel like i'm wasting my life away... i think i can see my future. a useless person doing nothing meaningful, stoning around here and there everyday, in the end, cause of death:boredom. how very... boring. yeah i'll live a boring life, most likely. not like i aint right now anyway. ohwell... does everyone go thtough this "lazy" period? like you dont feel like doing anything but lazing around..? or is it just me? sigh.. Labels: out of boredom/crap posts
9:47 PM
my goal: finish transposing 4 pages of scores by tuesday 9am.
9:35 PM
ahh i've never enjoyed the sun so much. i think now i understand how it feels like to sunbathe. BYE I SHALL GO ENJOY THE SUN AGAIN!!! read a book and get some green tea. ah thats the life.
1:45 PM
adapting makes you fit snugly into the environment. like everyone else. like any other flea on the fur of a rabbit. Labels: some thinking involved (:
11:53 AM
heard this song at GAP ytd i thought it was nice. it's called "Let Me Die" by nicholas tse. uhh sounds like asian huh? Are we at war tonight Will there be angels whispering to midnight Don't wake when lightning strikes My heart for you is true Let no one take that from you Time is running tight Can't change from wrong to right So I'll close my eyes and dream a little Just like how we used to be baby It's time to say farewell now No need to cry of feelings Oh it's alright I'll end the (?) of lies Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you Let me say these words before I go I will love you till the end of time Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side But I'll rest in peace My sweetheart would you Let me die in your arms with you Only you can stop the rain tonight Only you can change my world from black to white So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more Are we at war tonight Will there be angels whispering to midnight Don't wake when lightning strikes Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you Let me say these words before I go I will love you till the end of time Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side But I'll rest in peace My sweetheart would you Let me die in your arms with you Only you can stop the rain tonight Only you can get me straight to fight Till the sky is burning It's the end of time Look ahead tomorrow Long and winding road Keep the faith of mine Don't let it go You're the only reason That I'm growing cold What would I do Without you I will love you till the end of time Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side But I'll rest in peace My sweetheart would you Let me die in your arms with you Only you can stop the rain tonight Only you can make my world so bright Life no longer ends here with you in my heart In my heart... anyway, 46 more days to the end of freedom.
11:11 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
so it was like we were walking walking walking and SUDDENLY we saw some classmates run down from the stairs screaming something we couldnt hear properly. then more classmates came running and screamed sth too and we still couldnt make out what they were saying. then someone said clearly the CLASS LIST IS OUT!!!! and we (okay or maybe only i) screamed too and dashed to G.O. we were screaming as we ran there. but there were a number of people crowding at the small noticeboard. and i didnt want to know my class. i thought being ignorant of it all will help me live in the 201 time for a while longer. i was staying at the back of the crowd, uninterested, rather, in the class allocation. waiting for the crowd to disperse first, at least. i couldnt see a thing anyway. suddenly mingzhen and sammy were very happy cuz they got into the same class. and blahblahblah. ohwell that's my story of the release of class allocation list.
11:08 PM
the nights are never as dark as before. and the lightning are so cool, they dont even look lightning. it looks like some alien invasion instead. like the UFO lights or something. and one co song sounds like some beef noodle. you can actually picture a man stretching the dough and pulling it and hitting it hard on the kitchen table and stretching it again and banging hard again. cuz the whole song sounds very.. doughy. serious! you should listen to it. Labels: some thinking involved (:
10:57 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
JINGYI AND NICOLE: GET WELL SOON!!! (:
10:39 PM
curry chicken rice saved the day. reminder: 48 days to the end of holidays. this is to encourage people to start on their holiday to-do list. (:
8:45 PM
they said i have many phones. haha i have 5 phones. i just counted. not a lot actually, lol. and.. weiqing xiaohan yumo eunice xuyue came today and we digressed damn lot. but quite fun. discussed our holiday plans and how we didnt do anything yet and our agreements! people went to facebook again O.O haha and they had fun using the tablet. (: ohoh u know i read this long article about how a girl survived all her medical difficulties.. she had this weak heart or sth, then they had to attach a donor's heart to her heart when she was really young, like 2 or 4. then she got this post-transplant cancer, for like 4 times. then in the end they said the only way was to remove the donor's heart from her heart. so she defeated cancer for like 4 times before she was eleven or sth. but when they opened her chest they saw both hearts grew together, into one big lump of "reddish-blue mass". sounds quite gross. and they said she wont make it if her own heart couldnt take all the load, since all the while both hearts had been sharing the load. and in the end.. she made it. it was so... inspiring OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT INSPIRE ASIDE YOU KNOW WHAT. YOU KNOW WHAT. I AM NEVER EATING ARTIFICIALLY FLAVOURED STRAWBERRY WHATEVER EVER AGAIN. IT'S FUCKING GROSS IT MADE ME LOSE MY APPETITE. OMG. I AM SERIOUSLY NEVER TOUCHING THOSE STUFF AGAIN. I THINK I'LL JUST DRINK POISON IF I DO. OMG. DAMN GROSS. I HATE IT. I NEVER KNEW I HATED IT BEFORE TODAY, WHY AM I SO SLOW???? IF I KNEW EARLIER, I WOULDNT BE IN SUCH A DILEMMA NOW. CUZ I DONT FEEL LIKE EATING AND MY MUM'S.. CALLING AGAIN TO ASK WHAT I WANNA EAT AND THING IS, I DONT FEEL LIKE EATING ANYTHING OMG. F. DAMN STRAWBERRY ARTIFICIAL FLAVOURED STUFF. DAMN. now i don;t feel like posting anymor either. thank you very much you damn gross taste. Labels: some thinking involved (:
7:47 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
mr liao once said the sunlight was blue. imagine living in a world where everything is blue. it'd be quite cool, wouldn't it? it'd be kinda like, la vie en bleu. LOL it's funny, there's two translations for la vie en rose. some say it's "life is like a rose" while others say "the life in pink" which is a literal translation. hmm so which is it? it quite a huge diff aint it? Labels: some thinking involved (:
9:52 PM
today, cca was really REALLY slack, even our SL. or maybe, especially our SL? okay i shouldnt sound so mean since we were slack too. but we were slack cuz she wasnt in a mood to practice hard. lol. so. ohyeah xiaohan and jessy bought this really nice notebook at popular. then later when they opened i realized there's this patch of green. read the description below and realized it was for you to relax ur eyes and there's this weird scientific chemical thingy involved. like, o.o japan and korea stuff are always so interesting and different. haha it looks very cute too. i wanna go buy! ohohoh and we decided to use william shakespeare notebook for LA (and alit for xh) next year. LOL funny lor. blah. tmr's guitar lesson. hmmm what would you guys want to learn im wondering.... nvm settle that tmr (: ohwell. then we went poolside to eat. lalala. cuz it was raining, so many co and cca people went there. lol. AND I THOUGHT MY SHOES WERE WATER PROOF!! maybe the soles are just worn out. shit i need to go shit. bye.
5:54 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
so one day passed. so fast. and i realize everytime i go back to the same theme. how times seems to zoom by. ohwell. and please don't tell me it's a foreshadow of what's going to happen to us next year. i don't want it to happen, although... i'm quite sure it'll happen. people change, for one thing. look at them now and they might be a whole new person just 2 years later. or even one. pessimistic, optimistic. makes a whole lot of difference. really. i personally feel that this year's c and d werent as great as last year's. our energy level were much lower this year i guess. rmb how we attracted customers last year by doing the weird and funny dance? and meizhen running as zhubajie to jianfei. this year it was all so.. calm. give me a better word, my head's not so awake right now. damn still got cca tomorrow must wake up damn early and we got released damn late tonight... ... why am i always speechless i wonder. and omg why did the class allocation come out today i thought it was to come out on friday. and it rained the best rain today and yet i didnt get to enjoy it. it created this nice atmosphere i think. okay maybe not nice but it went well with the class allocation thing. i get the very empty feeling. is it just me or what? (oil prices are dropping dropping dropping. is the economy getting as bad? i dont want to be broke. because i want to save up for your birthday present next year. or maybe i should put in something else.... which is.. what?...... (if u really want to know what's going on inside my head right now, it's really this: .......... .......................... .. ................. sigh im just sleepy aint i?.... oh, if one says sth from his heart, he will convince others more, is it? (i hope!) OH AND U KNOW WHAT. i just thhought of the most brilliant (yeah right) holiday job: BE THE NANYANG SECURITY GUARD AT THE BUS STOP. seriously lor. everytime we want to go out the gate's locked. only opens at CERTAIN HOURS. cuz why? cuz the security guard wants to rest in her nice little comfy office with aircon. (said others okay ><) so i wouldnt mind sitting in for them when they wanna go enjoy the aircon. i can just sit there and read a book. listen to music. draw. write. throw a party. whatever. and im in 312 next year. same class as jingyi and sammy and mingzhen. omg the 308 people damn funny. sanba ban. got xuyue yumo jessy jingwen. lol. and gosh like so many 201ers got into 306 HAHA it's gonna be the 201 class next year man! and just now when yijing said bye she asked "what class are you in?" and it felt like... we are all separated already. and i answered 312, half convincing myself that i am already sec 3. gosh. ahwell. im too tired to think more. there's loads of thoughts. all messed up. all jumbled up. cant tell one from the other. blurry. unfocused. unable to focus. but i wouldnt want a chip in my brain to help sort out the mess. i realized that sometimes, in order to retain humane-ness and human-ness, we cannot choose the better of the 2 options. Labels: some thinking involved (:
11:55 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
ah. i havent used the comp for like a night, 24 hours, and a DAY. day as in when-the-sun's-in-the-sky day. not 24hrs day. blablabla tomorrow's our day! and kind of the last day....... damn i hope i wont cry tomorrow. it's not as if not enough people are leaving my life already. ... .libertango's nice. esp when CO did it with a twist/spin of their cellos/basses. haha the song's so... tango-ish. LOL and today during CO we came across this KFC coupon ehhhh haha then we shared it. xiaohan lixian and me. YOU KNOW WHAT? O.O the neighbour oppisite my block was shouting "ni qu si! qu si!" at dunno who omg she damn freaky. her children also damn freaky. everyday scream like one can. then the voice is like... low and horrible omg... OHYES i want to confirm who's coming on friday for guitar lesson!! anyway ANYONE'S WHO'S INTERESTED, TEXT ME OKAY. or tell me on msn. and is anyone in favor of a sleepover at my house? >< (my dad's overseas now so yay we can have more fun!) lalala now i shall go eat kfc with my mum since on the coupon it says "walid till november 11" o.o ohwell.
7:39 PM
OMG OH. MY. GOD. I JUST GOT THE MOST RETARDED IDEA EVER THIS NOON. i was walking with fellow section mates out of school for lunch. we passed this certain somewhere near the lobby. i saw something and BAM it hit me. GOSH that was like the MOST AMAZING thing ever, if only i could do it. but i'll sure be kicked out of school if the school finds out. and it's UNlikely that no one will find out. also, i'll be damn broke if i did/do it. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG THATS THE BEST IDEA EVER but DAMN SAD CANT MAKE IT A REALITY. GAH. GOSH. Labels: haha
7:19 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
it IS amazing that the world is even existing. it IS amazing how the other players in your Audition game are pressing the same arrow combination as you. i guess it's also amazing that im so bored i can post 5 posts a day. Labels: some thinking involved (:
6:29 PM
bananas are nice. anyway. i htink we better treasure the holidays. just think of how you always dread to do your unfinished compo, project, and math homework during the schooldays. and now, we're free of all these dreads. live and love it while it's still here! one week gone, 7 more to go. my to-do list status: 0% completed. get what i mean?? anyway if i continue blogging like this im really not going to finish cleaning up my room... GAH. Labels: some thinking involved (:
11:51 AM
goal for today: dont be late for guitar lesson. clean up room. (this is the 3rd day im doing this and my mum was complaining how slow i was, AM) drink milk. goal for 2009: dont be late for school not even once. (i was so near to getting a demerit point for being late this year okay) Labels: some thinking involved (:
11:39 AM
oh gosh i am SO not interested in going after you any more. you wanna run away for so many times, and see who cares enough. well you got what you want. now i quit this game of yours and you can run away to some far away place and dont worry i WONT be checking in on you. who do you think you are?
11:04 AM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
out of sight, out of mind. then what about absence making the heart grow fonder? Labels: haha, some thinking involved (:
4:32 PM
this is my weird theory on why using umbrellla on a rainy weather causes more inconvenience (and is more gross): when you carry an umbrella, esp under heavy rain, it shelters the upper part of ur body, only. and when you walk, your legs will still get wet because water splashes onto your legs from the ground and water also fall onto your legs from above (the sky or the umbrella or the building). sure you have experienced that many times, esp when you accidentally step into a puddle. so this is why it's more gross cuz your purpose of using the umbrella is to keep yourself as dry as possible. and you actually succeed in doing that for the upper part of your body but not from leg down on wards. and it's like partially wet and partially dry. okay i think most people wouldnt think this is gross cuz they arent extremists. o.o and anyway using an umbrella IS inconvenient. like u actually have to use one hand to carry it, and sometimes when you go thru this small door like thingy the only way to go thru is to clse the umbrella first and umbrellas are wet and all and is thus hard to keep esp on the bus with crowded people. and also, when you use an umbrella, you tend to be afraid that any part of you might get wet. since part of you are already dry. so you have this so called phobia. you'll want to be careful not to step into any puddles, be careful to take small steps so water doesnt splash onto your legs, be careful to stay under the umbrella at all times and stuff. leads to: worries. so conclusion: afraid of getting wet thus being more careful (also known as unnecessarily careful or worried) and the umbrella itself can cause the inconvenience too. on the other hand, walking in the rain is much more convenient and is less gross. let me prove it: (although i bet it's a high chance you wouldnt agree with me) when you just walk in the rain, you dont have to be afraid that you'll get wet because that is exactly what you want. you see why walking in the rain is not gross. or less gross. okay i think it's gonna be crap lol. cuz when you walk in the rain, rain will fall onto your head and every part of your body. and sure you'll walk in open areas where there's no interception of rain. (you'll see why this comes in useful later) so it's like, the rain kind of washes your body. so even when your legs get wet from stepping into puddles and all, the rain from above will wash it off and it feels good to have a shower from head down doesnt it? anyone wants to shower from feet up? okay so you might say, but the water from above is dirty and all, cuz they fall from buildings and blah. yeah thats true but when you walk into open areas, the rain will be clean and will wash off the dirty rain and dirt left on you and stuff. (this point doesnt make sense, if you think about it) also, walking in the rain means you dont have to carry an umbrella so all the troubles about carrying umbrellas will be gone. however, walking in the rain means getting wet (and possibly sick) and your things get wet too. this is undesirable when you have things that shouldnt get wet, example: your aep homework. uh.. that brings us to raincoat? okay no that's funny. nvm. now you understand why i personally prefer to walk in the rain rather than to carry an umbrella. im not persuading you to think im right or toagree with me. im just giving my point of view so next time people understand why i dislike using umbrella and will leave me alone when i walk in the rain, cuz i believe in reasons, rather than actions. PS: AND STOP CALLING ME EMO WHEN I WALK IN THE RAIN! you know the rain is a good thing to enjoy, esp when your in open areas. the rain falls from the SKY onto you, wont you feel.. heavenly? and rain can be as clean as ever. (uh but doesnt that make the atmosphere as dirty as ever since all the dirt are then trapped there?? so this doesnt make sense) Labels: some thinking involved (:
10:22 AM
Friday, November 7, 2008
quiz #2. sorry im really bored. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? no one. without anyone the planet will not work the same. and i like how it's working now. kinda. minus the money crisis. but not one person's responsible for it. and i cant kick a whole nation off. that'd only make the world worse and more different. (hey i guess one person's the same as the butterfly effect. kinda. like if one person's gone, it wont just affect the person's family members. but his company, friends, friend's friends and all. or maybe there's so many people on earth that one person really wont make much diff. or maybe one person is really tooooo.. small and trivial as compared to the world? damn i think im going to give essay-length and theory-ish answers to every question) How do you flush the toilet in public? depends on the toilet. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? no. unless i sit at the front. Do you have a crush on someone? haha i still find "crush" funny. i always think of the ice. u know, the machine crushes the ice and all. and i think of a person sitting on someone else, and then crushing that person. (gross) Name one thing you worry about running out of. uhhh money?? esp now. not money as in allowances but money as in money. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble? MICKEY MOUSE. am i right AM I RIGHT??!! (gah =.=) What is your favorite pizza topping? topping = ? Do you crack your knuckles? no and i find that quite scary, esp the sound. What song do you hate the most uhh i dont know. i bet it's song singapore song. okay i dk. Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head? no What are your super powers? i have no super powers whatsoever. oh wait. i figured im very good at.. estimating. really. every time i leave just-enough lines for my math homework qns that i dont know how to do. haha and stuff like that. Peppermint or spearmint? whatever polo is. Where are your car keys? i dont own a car. dad does. Whose answers to this questionnaire do you want to hear? im not a stalker so no one and im filling this up out of total boredom (yeah right) What's your most annoying habit? hm good question. makes me reflect. AH. giving up too easily. giving in too easily. (wow this is cool) sometimes perfection-ism. Where did you last go on vacation? china. What is your best physical feature? i dont.. know? what do you think? What CD is closest to you right now? huh. hsm soundtracks. instrumental and with voice. What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator? uh, ice. thats for sure. and medicine that're months pass expiry date. and i dont know, some PRs like certain candies i guess. What superstition do you believe/practice? i believe aliens exist. i believe the world's ending soon. idk. What color are your bed sheets? yellowish Would you rather be a fish or a bird? bird OF COURSE. then i can fly into the sky and be free!!! oh i know why u asked "fish" cuz the sea's oftenly called "wu bian wu ji" too right? LOL anyway who wants to be a fish man. (maybe by mum and grandpa cuz they believe eating fish makes you smart. yeah right. in the end, eating just about EVERYTHING makes you smart) Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive? i dont drive. What are your favorite sayings? sheesh. aish. What song(s) do you sing most often in the shower? dont know depends what im addicted to If you could go back or forward in time,where would you go? i would go back in time and not go anywhere but relive 2007 and 2008. or maybe i would forward it so i land in usa in my designer house that's dust-free cuz im in minnesota. What is your favorite Harrison Ford movie? sorry dont know who that is What CD is in your stereo? dont have a stereo What CD will be in your stereo in a few minutes? How many kids do you plan on having? i dont want any kids If you could kiss anyone who would it be? uh definitely not a guy. (very random here but i still dont see why my parents think tomboys are as equally gross as sissies) What do you do when no one is watching? nothing special. what, you expected "stealing" and "killing" and "having sex with myself" is it? If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would be you? no one because no one can play my role better than i do myself. Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep? uh very extreme huh. neither. i want to die immediately after i have lived to accomplish my biggest goal. hm maybe sth like die when i touch the peak of himalayas or sth. (uhhhh =.=) wait. isnt that dying in a blaze of glory? ah whatever. not the latter, that's all. it's too boring. Coffee or Tea tea i guess. Favorite musician(s)/bands you've seen in concert? nvr been to concert (yeah i know my life cant get any boring-er) Have you ever been in love? who hasnt? Do you talk to yourself? then who did u think i had been talking to all my life? nah. i dont really talk to myself. except during the checking of scripts when i told myself to "calm down, dont freak out" before every script. i think people who talk to themselves things like "okay, here goes" and "it's okay, cheer up blah blah blah" only exist in movies. i dont know why either. i think its cuz normal people just THINK to themselves? oh well yeah that makes sense cuz if actors just think to themselves in movies, the audience wouldnt know what they're thinking so they have to say it which is why people who talk to themselves mostly exist in movies. (do i make sense?) Labels: quizzes
6:40 PM
it's a miracle i didnt take 3 sci. the subj allocation list doesnt look right, with "geo" in row no. 8 under class s2-01. it WOULD look more right if it was just "3s" right? weird. i cant quite believe i chose geo. but at the same time i also cant quite believe i cant believe i chose geo. =.= o.o i dont know what to say. i think, someone has changed me a lot. this year. ohwell. i think im gonna like geo. yay(: however, i was totally wanting 3s at the beginning of this year. OH MY GOD.i just realized. there's 2 songs. one's called: at the beginning. guess what's the other called? scroll down... - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - wait for it... - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - hah! got'cha. so you thought i would tell you in the end huh? get it get it??? AHAHAHAHAHA it's so fun! Labels: some thinking involved (:
5:11 PM
SHEESH. im tired and sleepy but i cant even sleep cuz all my junk are on my bed waiting to be tidied up and u know i slept at around 11 sth last night and woke up at 10:55 this morning??? thaat's almost the longest i'ver ever slept! or not. Labels: out of boredom/crap posts
4:36 PM
im so bored right now. so i got inspired from ls's blog. and i realized quizzes arent called "quizzes" anymore insteda its called surveys i never knew what exactly theyre called and i can never find them right away. what are u listening to right now?: noises. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: i dont know. that he's a guy? When shopping at the grocery store, do you return you shopping cart?: in singapore, that's what you HAVE to do. if you want ur dollar back, that is. Favorite flower?: i have no likings for any type of flowers. in short, i dislike flowers. Favorite TV show?: loads: AFV,hannah montana and wizards balances out each other, um some nat geo shows are really nice and i love those top beaches shows on discovery channel Favorite holiday?: what d'you mean? place? THE occasion? Favorite restaurant?: if mcdonald's considered a restaurant. Favorite time of day?: i prefer to like every second of the day cuz both day and night has their good uhhh... qualities? and i said that more like cuz i DONT KNOW if i like morning or night or AH! i like dawn most. i think. it's nice looking at the sun rise. its nice seeing and feeling how the sky turns from pitch black to orange. the orange sky looks BE-U-tiful. Favorite football team?: no obsession over football. Piercings?: nope dislike piercings. Tattoo?: i dont mind getting a temporary one. Oldest CD you currently own and still listen to?: none. how i hope the answer can be disney classics. damn im still looking for where to buy it. seems like TS doesnt sell them anymore Last place you went out to eat?: uhhhh i really dont remember. i guess mcdonalds. Funny or serious people?: people that're both. Chocolate or vanilla?: depends. Hugs or kisses?: hugs. warmth and all Ever showered with someone of the same sex?: yesyes!!! okay i dont know why im so excited. =.= i guess its cuz most people have never. but i think everyone did, back in nursery and kindergarten? Do you have an "ex box" with letters and pics of past lovers?: uh no. does that thing even exist? Ever lied to get out of a date?: so what's ur definition of a date? i dont think so. or maybe. i dont know. if its a date with a certain girlfriend, i certainly have. Ever met someone you met on myspace?: nope. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?: why not? im free thinker anyway. If you could fast forward your life would you?: nope i prefer the now. but i wouldnt mind if i could fast forward then pause it, at exactly where i want it to pause. How many pillows do you sleep with?: 2 that're sewn together by my dear dear grandma Do you look like your mom or dad?: uh everyone syas i'm a duplicate of my mum i think that's supposed to be a compliment in china but i dont want to look like my mum. nor be like my mum. i mean it. Last thing you ate?: polo sweet. (you know they're almost the cheapest thing around these days. it's still forty cents a tube) Last time you cried?: during the surprise party. sorry nicold >< Last movie you saw?: i cant rmb. after the movie marathon. if its a full movie ur talking about it'd be shes the man. Last person you received a text from?: adelyn. Last thing u ate?: i think u just asked that. Do you have a secret fetish?: okay i dont understand what a fetish is. Ever fired a gun?: not a real one. Are you a gullible person?: WHAT DO YOU THINK? probably the MOST on the planet. Are you missing someone right now?: not exactly. Do you have any strange phobias?: im phonophobic. you know that suck-in toilet flusher on the plane? gets me everytime. Last concert you went to?: concert? ...... uh guzheng concert? scarlet final inst. aint considered a concert right? Ever kissed someone of the same sex?: nope im clean as ever. (=.=) Favorite drink?: uh i really like how the gas of coke refreshes me EVERY time i drink it cold and freshly opened. other than that, bubble tea (: (btw u know i realized mcdonals is damn smart they put coke in ur meal cuz coke is the most popular drink ever. hey, what would happen if you took coke out of mcdonalds?) Favorite Starbucks drink?: i dont know i dont drink there.. Have you ever cried in public?: yeah.. Do you sleep with or without clothes?: you mean you sleep without clothes? What kind of jelly do you like on your PB&J?: no idea never tried PB&J before. thats really western aint it? hmm does it taste nice to have jelly on peanut and butter? (i think peanut plus butter is gross enough) Have you ever went to someones myspace more than once a dy just to look at their: no Thing that scares you the most?: anything appearing out of sudden and literally and verily SUDDEN. Last person to tell you they loved you?: nobody. then i guess my disappearance from the world wont make a difference huh Pet Peeve?: hmm loads. people talking very softly. that kfc ad with the skaterdude giving directions, i realize this can be a good long list if i think hard enough. anything stuck in the middle and is neither it's both ends. example: the 1980s to 1990s. and that makes me an extremist, doesnt it? Name 1 secret noone knows about you?: then it wouldnt be a secret anymore, would it? Do you sing in the car?: yeah along with the music that is How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?: a guess less than a cup when i was three. really. i got drunk when i was around three said my dad and my face was red and i started talking loudly (as in louder than usual) and he even brought me to mcdonalds when i was drunk. what was that for? Do you want to bring sexy back?: i dont understand the question. and i realized doing surveys/quizzes is a very good waste of time and it makes you think as well. Labels: quizzes
3:53 PM
the sky, so blue. the clouds, so high. and the wind, so gentle. you wouldnt know until you take some time off for a stroll one weekday afternoon. it feels so nice. (like im not in singapore but in usa or sth) then you dont have to worry about anything because the breeze takes away all your worries troubles pain. people just get cooped up in their houses nowadays. including me. but when you get out there it feels so different and so cooling and free. although the sun makes it hot and all, the wind still makes up for the stickiness and sweat. i love how this works. how the wind balances out the heat and this is something i dont (or rather, didnt) see often in singapore. and now im wondering why my obsession with weather in singapore. hmmmm weird. and i guess if you change all the hdb flats to bungalows, it would really feel like usa. i like the outside. Labels: some thinking involved (:
2:48 PM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
i realized sheesh has the same effect as aish. and that i kept saying sheesh and aish today. and i dont want to have kids because i dont want to pass on my many bad qualities (like the fact that im slow, stupid, slow, being unnecessarily nice at many times, stupid, not smart, short, slow, laziness, habit of procrastinating (trust me i wasnt anything like the procrastinators when i was in P1 u can see how much ive changed) and have i mentioned slow?), making more people suffer. is this thought very childish? i realize it's impossible for someone to stand in anyone else's shoes unless that person stand somewhere else. in other words, if you want someone to stand in your shoes, you have to move away first. (but the latter wouldnt make much sense and sounds mean anyway so ignore it. it's just another way of phrasing i thought of) dont ask me why im looking down on myself. so badly. and ive got weird mosquito bites on my feet i TOLD you mosquitoes are become more powerful these days. i wonder what's the insect repellent feeding them nowadays. OH and i feel proud of myself that i can join in with the others (by hook or by crook) for that competition song i only played that song officially for 2 practices. and today was the 2nd. i feel too tired to go for c and d tmr. sorry adelyn >< when it starts raining, do you think it STARTED RAINING or do you think you walked into the area where clouds above rain? (if you even understand the question, cuz it sounds confusing to me too) YAY subject combinations are OUT NICOLE IS A GENIUS. with double meanings. ohwell im taking physics and geo and i can say that hmm not more than 10 or 12 people in the whole cohort chose that combination. what's everyone's obsession with BIO??? sorry it's really just a question. 3 really smart people from 201 got into HP all of us still have AEP uhh nth much. blah. im not taking a shower. yes i realized that too thanks for pointing out. my life.. is uh... lazy and stoning around and never doing anything productive hey maybe that's how i shall live the rest of my life! but i cant because of the existence of the concept of.... MONEY. yes. dreaded word by many esp in this bad economic situation. you know the oil prices are like 1.4sth the cheapest and the best quality is like only 1.7sth i cant believe it. but hey if the oil prices are low then.... somehow, in a long lazy-to-be-explained-and-might-not-more-like-does-not-make-sense cycle, wouldnt the economy recover? well cuz i dont understand how economy works i guess. i dont know what im doing i wanna listen to songs but my parents slept already. yay im so happy we're doing poems for LA next year. and i like the themese of the poems too. theyre things like "life and death" and gah i cant rmb. if you realized, this post does not have any main content. i just dont want to sleep yet. i rmbed i havent blogged about the mean girls theory and the food thingy. YAY somehow very happy obama became the new president. sometimes people say smart isnt everything. it's true when money doesnt exist. (that's crap i thought it up when i was typing) in my case, smart IS everything, just that the end product isnt and will never be money. bye i shall sleep. Labels: some thinking involved (:
11:24 PM
it was weird. i think i was way too freaking nice. why did i do that? sigh. nvm. we still have one last chance. well since it's the 400th post maybe i should blog about sth.. happier?? but im not in a happy mood. ohwell. okay.. well the plays were.. okay... OH i LOVE the idea of continuing the journey to the west thing! the whole idea's so cool!!! i bet its the same teachers right. but i like our class actresses better. hah call me bias. blah. there's really nth much to blog about today. u know i realized one thing. after i spent a long time with friends, i would be very annoyed by my parents even when they did nothing wrong. maybe i should go america and study and never come back. o.o random thought sorry ohwell toodles.
10:59 PM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
399th post. and this is my "wanted" list. 1. the rose score/tabs 2. zombie score/tabs 3. somewhere i belong lyrics 4. shadow of the day mp3 5. interrupt gah my dad's leaving for australia for 5 freaking months for work and gah i shall be nice and eat whatever he wants to eat and to fulfil that means i'll be having mcdonalds for lunch AND dinner today. =.= 6. hsm3 piano scores (even though i will totally not play all the songs but i still want the book) 7. yay tomorrow is fund raising im gonna take loads of photos today was damn fun and funny shufang and huipin and me totally went mad (again) after rehearsals. you dont want to know what we did. 8. leave out all the rest lyrics (sounds very.. got meaning. [cuz "meaningful" doesnt sound right]) aha i heard "im strong on the surface but not all the way through" okay =.= 9. zuichangdedianying mp3 10. i also want to charge my handphone for the third time in uh three days. and charge my camera batt. btw i nvr knew handphone games can be so fun and addicting o.o
7:41 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
ahhh i miss the chalet. it was definitely awesome. all the movies, screaming during exciting scenes from the movie, cheering, smoke from bbq, playgrounds, going crazy, having fun, being a child again, sleeping-bag, curling up in a sleeping bag, kboxing, getting high while singing, uno, stupid lame uno cards magic tricks, chatting, feeling disgusted by the excessive food, sleeping late, watching sunrise, waiting for sunrise, walking and stoning in the early darkness, eating junk food, eating cup noodles, looking at huipin spread the kaya and peanut butter in all sorts of funny ways, the attack of the wangwang stickers, the huge messy room filled with people's bags, the dirty floors, the nice circle thing in front of the tv, people sleeping all over the place, overhearing people chatting about guys and all, sharing what we overheard and laughing at it, the nice traditional swings, staying with friends, walking in the rain, squatting down together immediately when a thunder's heard, walking all the way from downtown east back to chalet in the rain under an umbrella called mr coolman, sleeping with friends, doing things unglamly, being with friends, sharing, caring, nicole's surprise birthday party, inspecting the bbq chicken for uncookedness, talking in sub-consciousness about hawaii university, clearing up, eating cup noodles from chairs, pointing out lizards and insects, confessing we didnt brush our teeth since day 1, confessing we didnt shower after a hot day, looking at the cute kittens, walking on the pasir ris park pavement, playing with that cool black gun of jizamiong's, the cool staircase, getting high in the middle of the night and cleaning up the kitchen, seeing somebody and having somebody around, the loud creaky bed, the cooling aircon, the funny aircon remote, comparing a movie with the golden compass and narnia, the messy living room, the sight of around 7 or 9 handphones arranged in a line, having almost nothing to worry about, just totally enjoying and relaxing, being happy, having no restrictions, hugging a nice soft cooling sleeping bag feeling cozy because there's so much warmth, being the garbage collector that i was on the bus with 3 plastic bags full of plastic bottles hindering passengers' way, somebody being exceptionally nice to me, watching movies in the dark, the things that happened, (can i put this i really want to even though its a lil odd somehow) BEING WITH DEAR 201ers, ... but all these would not have been such nice memories without the people. and our 201 spirit. [anticlimax begins here] and it felt like it was just JUST NOW that i thought "its okay we still have class chalet and c and d night" and it felt like it was just JUST NOW that i told myself "it's nov 2 start of chalet and cherish the last few days". and now two and a half days passed. so quickly. that i wonder how. i love class chalet. if only we could have one every year. until JC. until uni. we'll always be that gang of crazy, fun-loving, clique-less, united and bonded people. [anticlimax develops] on the bus i was freaking sleepy and tired. and i reached home and did nothing but sat on the sofa and stoned. i really need to catch some sleep cuz i slept from 1 plus in the morning to 4:30am on the first night and uh.. 1 plus in the morning to 6 in the morning. and people were staring. at my bright orange luggage bag. i really need to start bringing smaller bags for camps and chalets and sleepovers.
6:45 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
sigh procrastination has taken over me. uhhhhh oh damn why do i feel like screaming again. i really want to make my room as messy as possible so i can feel shuang for once. gah i want to heck care all the dust on the floor. i already heck care my grades and stuff, which is why i feel happy for my grades. (hah it wont make sense to you but it does to me) lalalalalala sigh. adding one more to the list. i think my life will just change completely within like 2 weeks or sth. be more environmentally friendly and i dont know what im talking about no link anywhere blah who wants to watch jue shi hao bra its damn entertaining and funny. crapcrapcrap. crap reminds me of 1C from RV thats shirley's class. awww i miss shirley and jinni a hell lot. im just bored and okay ireally dunno why even though im freaking sleepy i dont wanna go sleep. whatever bye. Labels: out of boredom/crap posts
11:23 PM
Yours Truly To put it negatively, I am just yet another human being on this badly overpopulated and ruled-by-money Earth, but on the bright side, I am proudly from 201'08 and I love 201'08.(: I love my CCA.(: I have big dreams.(: I believe in Squigglerism.(: I like using the penknife. It is convenient and neat.(: I am more than glad to be in Singapore, letting me be more than satisfied with life.(: Exits
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