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Sunday, July 26, 2009
IM SO PROUD OF MY CONTRACT!!!!
11:11 PM
i just love these days, the wind. i wonder what brings the wind in this supposedly-summer season?
3:45 PM
ahh i love my table. the smell of my table. i want to hug my table. but it's be too uncomfortable to do that. anyway, u rmb how last time when you were still a kid u refused to eat those veggies, and then somehow along the way, as u grow up u begin to eat them? this process of "gorwing up" is really no more than becoming lazier. we used to be picky about what we eat and would sit there the entire day picking out the tiniest particle of the broccoli, but now, instead of accepting the broccolis, what really happened is that we couldnt be bothered anymore with picking out the broccolis, we rather just eat those horrible things (i personally love broccoli so it's just an example) that waste time and energy picking them out. but then ask yourself again, if you could choose not to eat it, would u still eat it? no. isnt this what most people call, lazy? heck care? and last time i used to hate putting wallets into the pockets of the school skirts because i thought "man that's just too heavy! why would u put just a bulgy object on your waist??" and then slowly i just couldnt be bothered to take out my money every time i go to the canteen, so i bring the whole damn wallet. and now u ask me, do you like putting wallets in your pocket? no i dont. then why do u do it? because i've become more lazy. isnt it? growing up is just becoming more lazy. in a sense. yeah, and a child asks all sorts of questions. the questions adults never dream of asking. but then as the child "grow up" she stop asking. and why? she has learnt that it's pointless to ask, because it's just like this. another sign of laziness. and i would rather not escape from it. because it is something that WE can CHANGE. i really believe so.
3:32 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
u know what, as soon as i get it done and sent, im gonna fast from the computer and probably tv for the whole of next week. it's gonna be torture, i suppose, no blogging, no music, no facebook and all. and no tom felton. or draco malfoy. oh then my self portrait how!!? but then i guess it would be wiser to use the time to MUG. for block tests which are in like ONE WEEK AND FEW DAYS TIME. i have no idea how im going to pass this time round. it got me.
11:42 PM
today was amazing because i finally get to watch some tv. disney, travel and living. disney had three good movies today. finn on the fly, dadnapped and cadet kelly, which i think is still going on now. yeah man. watching disney movies once again makes me feel light and happy, it's just disney. where everything comes to a happy ending. it's lovely the way they think. especially in a world like this. but then i dunno whats the problem with me, i just HAVE to go make my eyes hurt like crap everyday. and i wont even give a damn about stepping outside to admire the beautiful green outside. actually, i do, but it's nth as compared to when i stare at the screen so its in vain. and then samantha brown goes onto this damn fabulous cruise called the freedom of the seas which departs from miami and goes to mexico, cuba, some island and back in a week. the cruise is like i htink 14 storeys and has the largest on-cruise gym and it has 1800 rooms and i bet it's highly expensive too. but it's soooooo luxurious. and then every night there's this different animal made from towel placed on your bed. u know how sometimes it's the small little things or services someone does that really just make your day? all i want to do then is to hug the person for that nice effort. which is being greatly appreciated. it's also amazing what dolphins can do. and stingrays, how ticklish. and samantha brown's a really REALLY good host for such shows she just knows how to kick it, u know? seeing her have fun and seeing the nice scenery on the tv is pretty good for me, at least. oh yeah. due to a typo error just now, i was reminded on thing: now that we have a new LD, we cant laugh at the way our ex-LD speaks anymore. that is rather sad. but then the new LD is more funny. and she has got this weird accent going on. weird. and she's drama. i would call today.. a day spent in the living room with the TV.
11:22 PM
Friday, July 24, 2009
UUUGGGHHHHH THE DRAWING IS DESTROYING ME. yes yes i shouldve just stopped there. humans just wanna improve and improve but in the process of improving they deprove themselves how very ironic hah. it's like im addicted to making it better but then im only making it worse and then my heart aches somehow i think its cuz i got SO tried of it but i just want to keep going so argh it's killing me. i would describe the feeling as the same as how fangs destroyed the basilisk in chamber of secrets. take a look at it again i feel a little better but i just feel like tearing it up but i know i'll regret it later ugh that's why it's so ... constipated. gah. i'll just forget about it. ARGH. im like getting a headache from it alr. its almost physical but im so sure its just emotional GAH i cant believe a drawing can do so much harm to people. no wonder many artists dont live too long. OKAY I SHALL DO STH ELSE TO GET MY MIND OFF THIS. ...
10:29 PM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
tom feltons songs sound so alike i doubt they are really different. so i did a small test on my mum to find out what her problem is. we were eating dinner at freaking 9:45. so i asked: what time do u want me to sleep today? mum: it's 9:30 now.. you should sleep at 10. and then i got it. WHAT MUM FREAKING ASKS HER CHILD TO SLEEP THIRTY MINUTES AFTER DINNER??? AND having dinner at 9:30 is like HER fault, although i know blaming someone else is really stupid and pointless but it gives me a sense of satisfaction AND anyway, it's HER who wants me to sleep at 10. i dont freaking care if i had to sleep at twelve but SHE'd be the one FREAKING HER HEAD OUT when im still awake at 10:30!! really, u tell me what ther problem is.
9:50 PM
ah. back. i slept at 8pm ytd. and am proud to say that. haha. cuz not many people get to sleep at that time of the day anymore, not that anyone WOULD even if given the chance. so that's nth to brag about. haha. still, it's hard to sleep from 8 to 6. like ten hours. i thought i would wake up at 3 or sth. anyway, on the bus, huipin's junior, from 101, aep, suddenly asked me if i know a certain someone with the initials of s.b.h. and then i gathered that their class hate him too and haha u know what she said he said to them their first lesson? him: "this is the first time i have come to this class and the impression i get from you all is *thumbs down*". like WTF?? so apparently it's not OUR fault, but his, seeing that not only OUR class hates him. AND guess what, he's 101's new co-form. i pity them, really. AND I DIDNT KNOW TOM FELTON SINGS AND PLAYS THE GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then he has this damn nice british accent while singing!! oh man his song is actually nice, or at least that part of the song i heard. but i still prefer tom felton as draco malfoy than tom felton as tom felton. because then he'd be like just any other american popstar (i know he's british). to those who reads harry potter and watch harry potter: do you read harry potter playing a silent movie starring daniel, emma and rupert in your head? like if you see the name "Ron" appear in the book, you'll link it to Ron from the MOVIE harry potter which is really rupert grint right? instead of a faceless Ron from the BOOK harry potter?
8:47 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
OMG BLOGGER IS BACK TO NORMAL! HOWCOME!!! wow. stunning. always expect the unexpected huh! anyway. oh man it's so funny when michael moore brought those ppl on boats to the prisoners island! it's so qianbian though, to know that usa do such stupid retarded things. well, this be the last post till 7 days later i suppose. if i can make it that is BUT GAH TMR I STILL HAVE TO DRAW DRACO MALFOY HOW TO NOT LOOK AT SCREENS!!? damn. must i wait till 7 days later to see him again???? ): ): ): .. .. how.. okay fine. it lasts until friday. yeah. good deal. oh i realized my blog is pretty much of a monologue.
12:28 AM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
oh man. blogger is so screwed. i totally restarted my comp to blog!! okay desperate attempt. failed. anyway, gah, my mum is freaking unreasonable. in a way, she affects us to eat late dinner everyday, and then she wants me to sleep early, and if like by 1030 im not sleeping she'd be FREAKING out. well and at the same time she's asking me to finish all my homework, unlike my dad who understands and tell me "if really cannot finish then dont force yourself". i mean, she just doesnt see it, does she, that she cant possibly get the best of both worlds. no matter how much she may like hannah montana. really, its extremely annoying, to have someone asking u "have you finished all your homework???" and then the enxt minute screaming "OHMYGOD WHY ARENT U SLEEPING YET? GO SLEEP NOW!" and if u pretend ot not have heard her seh's gonna scream "DIDNT U HEAR ME??! SLEEP NOW!" like, GAH. AND the whole hini thing is causing such a pandemic or whatever in school. like today mingzhen was like carrying all her stuff preparing to sit with me during physics, the teacher went "sorry but the school says u cant sit together." then during chinese it was like "there'll be remedial later. it'll only be 45 minutes. because after 45 minutes the virus will spread." and then i shouted "stupid!" and she said "not me, the school." LOL. seriously, "THE VIRUS WILL SPREAD AFTER 45 MINUTES"??? it's like the most retarded thing i've ever heard! then during "assembly", delena was just talking to me at my table then suddenly SOMEbody tapped her on the shoulder with the file she was holding and went "no sharing of seats". it was SO ridiculous u know, the extent they go to just to be cautious of virus spreading. and it's really funny actually. u know it's weird blogging in this small little rectangle and i dont even know if this will turn out to be the post or what in the end but it looks like it so. i realized i cant lbog properly without the blogger screen. like, it would be hard to blog on microsft word for instance. ih. stay up late to battle ih. sheesh. but rather amazingly, my ih aint as bad as my history last year, just that the block test totally pulled down my grades. ohwell. lalala maybe i should be polishing my paragraph like yiting, instead of blogging BUT OH WAIT. damn. it's gonna be the start of my dont-look-at-screens week tmr i guess. tonight my eyes are hurting like CRAP. cuz i fell asleep at 6 sth and woke up at 8:30 for dinner and then stared at the screen from 9:30 till i dunno, 11 plus, and yeah that gives me a PRETTy bad eye ache. OH and im wondering why there's suddenly so many people who like draco malfoy. maybe it's been like that all the while just that there was no movie so there was nth to hooha about. now that there is, everyone's confessing their love for draco. is it cuz he finally seemed like a nice guy in this movie? or sth? its funny, i never really like the actors who act as the character i fancy. cuz i guess in real life no one's half as good anyone in a movie/book? i wouldnt know. it's just that, i prefer draco malfoy to tom felton, but tom felton is SUCH a cool (in the deep dark mysterious kind of way) name. yeah, it's like the name "tom felton" would actually suit draco malfoy (the person not the name). OH and pansy parkinson looks very cute when she was young! ah. this may sound damn immature but i wish there's really this wizarding world and that we are all in it. the actors are lucky because they get to shoot those scenes, even if they dont feel real with those huge cameras around, it's better than being a muggle. ahla. okay so this WILL turn out to be the post. amazing. SOLAR ECLIPSE TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but singapore's not gonna be so obvious effect. still, it'll be cool to be dark in the day seeing we dont live in north pole or south pole. ihope the teachers dont deny us the chance to at least go outside to get a view, even if it's nothing big.
11:48 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
suddenly i was thinking about chinese new year. the festival mood, happy, warm, chatterings, with the annual cctv 4 chun jie lian huan wan hui in the background, so many families gathered on one night to celebrate. i think i took it for granted. every year it will repeat, and sometimes i even dread it. but then it suddenly hit me that there are not many more times i can get to enjoy this happy festival with so many families so warmly anymore, especially if i really go to an us college. have you ever feared what's gonna come after jc? from p1 till jc2, everything's planned and u just have to take exams then they will auto sort you, no worries. but then from college onwards u're on your own, and its really scary. there's no guarantee of anything, your whole life is up to you. but that's a different point altogether. fine, i was just feeling sad because that realization hit me like a big stone thrown into the still waters. counting down, three more merry chinese new years.
8:46 PM
isnt it nice knowing how we tend to forget the sad or unhappy or unsatisfying parts of a certain event and only remember the nicer parts? it's like many times when we do an exam, while doing the paper, we feel so screwed and all, but then after an hour or two u tend to forget about all those questions that you dont know and totally crapped some shit up. but we get this remote feeling that "the paper was okay". and looking at the pool in the gentle wind i finally feel like im living in australia once again, when the sun sets and everything's still.
7:21 PM
you know, if your stupid yan tao hui is just for the sake of TALKING and not actually DOING anything, i suggest you not talk about global food issues. you can talk about stupid old poems for all anyone cares. it's just annoying seeing them talk in such a fake and monotonous way about something that affects the world due to subjective reasons and then knowing that their point in talking about it is nothing but to show off how "well-learned" they are and how good they are in communicating ideas. it's so crap.
7:03 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
EDIT: CONTAINS SPOILER GOSH SORRY FOR THE OCCASIONAL OUTBURSTS BUT I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED HOW COOL SNAPE WAS WHEN HE WALKED THE CORRIDOR HIS CLOAK SWEEPING BEHIND. !!!!!!! maybe i just like heroes dressed as villians. pretty amazing what they do sometimes. i think for snape to succeed, he has to be way beyond voldemort and dumbledore.
10:27 PM
I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY BUT *GASP* ITS.. APPEALING. but sadly it's 99% chance that it's photoshopped. from a second glance it can look like draco's trying to kill harry from behind. but i prefer to think otherwise. HAHAHAA I SOON FOUND THIS ONE: HAHA CAN U SEE THE WORDS ON IT? PRESS ON IT SO U CAN SEE IT BIG. REALLY FUNNY SOMEHOW!! and i think it just confirmed my previous bet that it's photoshopped. which is damn sad. and man im like risking my life heart jumping fast, afraid my mum would catch me with this photo. i think im really bi instead of homo. still. guys are less attractive in real life.
8:19 PM
no, misery is better than nothing when there IS something at all. but nothing is better than misery when there is nothing to begin with, in which "nothing is better than misery" does not mean there is nothing better than misery. haha. confusing aint it? damn watermelons.
7:56 PM
i feel very paranoid and traumatized by bloody monday. in a world like this, anything can happen. and the show actually reminds me of hini. who knows? it's scary, what the world can turn into. we're suddenly alone, on our own. even with the whole world with you right by your side we're suddenly alone.
4:56 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
if not for our feeling bad, there is no reason why we should not-waste food. according to mr lim, there is no lack of food for the world population, it's just that many countries are not producing food because they think it is not a good and effective and efficient method to make big bucks. so i dont see why we should cherish our food. food has become like the banana notes in world war 2, worthless. like the billions of mobile phones, worthless. in fact, food has become like the billions of US, WORTHLESS. - something rhymes: it's racial harmary day, be careful of what u say. haha. no other means intended. really. - man. i just realized the hell lot of stuff to be mugged for for geo block test. i thought intensification of food production was just a small part, turned out to the last ten or so pages of the geo tb. and a hell lot of ppl slides. oh man. will i be able to finish mugging for geo alone??? i dont even wanna KNOW what's tested for chem and physics because i KNOW i dunno whatever it is. ugh and then i can only study if i fast from the computer totally. and then the only reason i choose to blog is that typing is so much more faster and easier than writing.. im gonna have to be less lazy i guess. OH NO math is a DISASTER. i forgot EVERYTHING from graphs and rifthm. i pre-see a huge red easter egg on my test paper already.
10:44 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
is it just me, or is the relationship between snape and harry pretty interesting?
10:42 PM
do you think the darkness of the morning and night is the same? do they feel the same?
10:19 PM
haha u know at the bus stop at west mall while waiting for bus i saw this girl running for her bus and i so wanted to say "jiayou!" to her as she passed me but i couldnt. then later another girl came running for her bus and i was like "jiayou" a bit stonely and then she shouted something which i couldnt make out was what. but i figured she either scolded/insulted me or she said thanks in another language.
9:59 PM
---WARNING CONTAINS SPOILER--- AH AH AH AH AH I FEEL SO... OVERWHELMED AND DISTURBED AND TRAUMATIC no one can say it sucks because it's HARRY POTTER and harry potter NEVER SUCKS. but the thing is, it is not as good. we didnt even see VOLDEMORT for one. dunno why, but the movie had a rather crappy ending, though it was DAMN awesome when they all raised their wands together. it was just grand. but ahhh, the hwole thing was like monotone there wasnt a very highlighted THE ADVENTURE of that book. u know, it's when harry faces voldemort and the whole thing climaxes? for this it's more like the whole thing was the big adventure of some sort, either that, or the whole thing did not even have an adventure. feels kind of blank. empty. but then overwhelming at the same time. dunno why. too much to be absorbed i guess? im so in love with snape and draco. those dark dark mysterious characters. the moview just makes me feel traumatic. its not like any other movie which i can just say it's so inspiring! or it's just nice! or it's plain funny! it makes me all messed up. i dont know what to make of it. but harry potter is just the best series! i mean, when they produce the box set of all seven movies, i'm SO gonna get it. it's worth the investment! it's pointless to continue with this crappish movie review because i sum it up in one line: it is HARRY POTTER but i dont know what to think. wait, this whole post doesnt express what i want to express at all. ah. man, im gonna be in trauma for the rest of the month or something.. UGH. haha which reminds me, u know when we went to watch goblet of fire, in primary school, i longed for it SO MUCH that i nearly cried when the screened showed the famous "harry potter and the goblet of fire" in the font with the dark background with the famous harry potter music. but i guess i didnt anticipate much this time, and maybe it's good because i guess it would have been a good disappointment really. but GAH IT'S HARRY POTTER. AND IT MAKES EVERYONE WANT TO BE A WIZARD SO WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT!?
9:45 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
im becoming a bit corny. suddenly into ndp songs. some are actually nice. as in nice tune. like reach out for the skies, the one we had our year. remember we had to do those stupid dance? more like hand actions? haha it's so fun. can u imagine? all the p5 people, all of US 201 people were there at the same place on the same day never knowing which of the people in the thousands will be our future classmates. it's so.. wow.. and the p1 one was also nice. umm.. we will get there. yeah. so damn sad now they dont teach us those songs anymore. last time in primary school it was so fun learning new ndp songs every year! i miss those times ): I DIDNT KNOW SUN YANZI IS SINGAPORE'S PROFESSIONAL NDP SONG SINGER! LOL her mvs are nice!!! ahh this whole thing makes me love singapore, despite all those occasional complains, that everyone has on everything. man i feel so cornish. * i am so deeply disappointed with america. and that is better than being disappointed with you-know-where because for america, u can actually complain out loud and no one gives a damn, unlike you-know-where. they country i've always dreamed to go, turned out to be such a inhuman hellish cruel money minded place. well, maybe just about everything there is very good, except healthcare, which is like the most important for its people. i just dont get why america cant do it like the british. i mean, okay, i know why, but... do they really need world war 3 to get them to see the light? humans only change at the precipice i heard from the day the earth stood still. it cant be any true-er. i realized singapore NDP songs mvs are actually nice. well, they're certainly different from those pop singers' nowadays. i mean, to me, these ndp songs are really to promote patriotism and all, instead of making money. (am i being biased?) anyway, AHHH STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE REMINDS ME OF THE LAST YEAR THE HOME< YOU KNOW AT THE PLACE WE SANG THAT SONG THEN 201 DID AL LTHE HAND ACTIONS FOR THE SONG "HOME" AND WE HAD A HELL LOT OF FUN?? REMEMBER?? I MISSSSSSSSSS THOSE DAAAAAAAAAAAYS!!!!!!!!!! ah damn. it's getting to me. i miss 201 so much. HAIYA why ndp songs always so emo and sad?? must be happy and high! then can get people to bond by being high amd losing their heads! next time i help singapore write ndp songs, then will have electric guitar and drums and loud screaming and people will love it! ahahaha
9:04 PM
this morning i was looking the morning news on the bus and it was this stocks thing, u know, where they havethe bells that go "ding ding ding ding!" and then everyone is happy like they've made loads of money? that scene. and then i saw this: a spongebob mascot standing on the left. big and square and yellow. what's HE doing there? at a STOCK place? and i saw the words behind: nickelodeon. haha. (if i ever buy shares in the future, i'll probably buy disney. ) AND u know why i blogged this in the first place? to get you think how can a man possibly mascot as SPONGEBOB. because, after my funny thoughts, spongebob's legs are so far apart and there'e no way human can do that! haha and i started laughing to myself again. really! maybe someone would like to enlighten me on how man can mascot as spongebob? it's just funny dont u think? a person having to split his legs for spongebob. then how would he walk? or two persons? then sponegbob would have two human legs for one leg and then the humans inside spongebob would have to jump for spongebob to walk! haha
4:27 PM
a thousand posts. we build our own maze but oftenly it's others who know the way out. sure misery is better than nothing? and, dont you find it sad that two people wearing the same uniform act like strangers to each other? maybe we should get to know the whole school.
3:12 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
999th post. sheesh. i no longer believe in uploading videos and many-photos-at-one-go onto facebook, blogger and similars anymore.
9:39 PM
AH. FUCK THAT GUY. just promptly left at five, without saying, leaving us to clean up the mess, only FOUR of us thank you and make us rush finish the work and he just FUCKING LEFT. and anyawy, no point having cca anymore. foa is like, somewhere in the mist. and yeah, foa. there's NEVER gonna be a festival of arts WEEK anymore. there may still be aep anniversary and foa concert, but the whole idea of the festival thing is gone. and why the hell must we sit one by one. and by register number somemore. IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE TOO UNSTRESSED SO U MUST PUT US IN EXAM ENVIRONMENT RIGHT. i dont get it. and anyway cca's all round singapore gonna start next week what's the point of sitting one by one? if there's a virus, it'll still spread. it's retarded. I WANT SIL TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
6:58 PM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
YAY omgosh today is a VERY lucky and happy day! adelyn and i went to plaza sing in search for lenny. but they didnt have it. they had soft toy lenny, which doesnt squeak when you squeeze it. then we were disappointed. then adelyn said to go cotton on to try find her co jacket. (she lost it some time ago and doesnt remember exactly where she lost it) and so she asked a shop attendant: did ur find a brown jacket? then the person answer: is it something orchestra? *!!!* adelyn: yeah yeah brown color one person: yeah, hold on us: OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!! people in queue: *turns to looks at us* we were SO SURPRISED. it was SO UNEXPECTED. because adelyn said she went back there the second day she lost it and they said no they havent seen it. so she gave up hope. AND WHO KNEW!!!!! we were like so !!! as soon as the person said "something ORCHESTRA". it's seriously surprising!!!!!! AND DAMN HAPPY FOR HER TOO!!! so that began our very funny/interesting day. then, we decided to go paragon's toysrus to find the chicken. well, we were deciding if we should walk there or go all the way across to take bus back. and thats when we saw a 171, and adelyn started screaming. i was totally ???! then she said yijing and linsha was on 171 and saw us. and her expression was very hilarious like totally shocked, pointing. and then a split second later i started screaming too, dunno, to join in the fun. haha. and according to her, both yijing and linsha turned their heads simultaneously out of the bus window to see us and they were as shocked as adelyn and were pointing too. and yijing later said she was banging on the bus window. LOL mustve been very funny. I WISH I SAW!!! THEN, as we carried on walking, this indian girl approached us. saying she's from low income family and we should support them and all. and when she was talking to us, THIS GROUP OF THREE GUYS OLDER THAN US PROLLY JC2 WALKED PASS AND STOPPED RIGHT IN FRONT OF US AND STARTED LAUGHING AND POINTING AT US. we were totally dumbfounded. then after that we laughed too. after that we came up with a few possibilities: 1. they were playing truth or dare. 2. they were the indian girl's accomplice, laughing at us for falling for the girl's trick. 3. they were set up to purposely walk pass the girl and laugh at the girl so as to gain sympathy from us, u know, that others are mocking at a low-income-family girl. lol. it was just weird. having people to suddenly stop and laugh at you. and like adelyn said, the way they laughed was kind of forced. lame guys =.= THEN, later, we were still deciding where to go, how to go. AND that's when adelyn said someone looks familiar, from behind or the side. and she said he looked like kuan git. lixian's.. uh.. senior. and he would sort of know us from some practices. and then we went out to check it out and man it was relaly him and we were starring at him from a distance and he was looking back and we were laughing its so weird. so later we decicded to just go back to plaza sing and have early dinner before heading to paragon/suntec's toys r us. and while queuing, huipin suddenly called TO SAY SHE FOUND LENNY THE RUBBER CHICKEN. i was all !!!!!!! again. u know, it's just so happens that there's "cca" today, so i see huipin today, and i just so happen to be telling everyone about my chicken problems, and huipin just so happen to have seen it somewhere-beauty world before and it just so happens to be on-the-way-for her to check out beauty world again for me, and it just so happens that she could make a good arrangement with her mum so it wouldnt be too much of a trouble (according to her) and it JUST SO HAPPENS THAT THEY STILL HAD IT. see this whole chain of coincidences put together? sometimes it jst works!! it's AMAZING how it works. and also, it just so happens then we decided to eat before going to look for it again. cuz if we had not done that, we would have been on our way to either paragon or suntec when huipin made that call so then we would be like =.= to know we'd "wasted" our efforts walking so much. that's why i said it was a lucky day for us. yay! aish. has loads of work from today. AND i'm REALLY RUNNING OUT OF TIME to do that one hour thing. am thinking of ponning chinese to do it tmr. can i just pretend im sick and need to rest in sickbay? can right? aish. AISH. i cant believe i totally forgot about it by the end of sch today. ah. NOW THAT I'VE GOT THAT CHICKEN I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO MY SPEECH. LOVE YOU LOADSSSSSSSSSSS HUIPIN!!!!!!!!!! (:
8:22 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
LET'S GUESS THE HOTTEST MOST POPULAR WORD USED THESE FEW WEEKS!! postpone.
9:21 PM
argh. what other properties are there??? they are either too common sensical for too cheem to be understood. that is damn depressing.
8:52 PM
yeah it's just me. if i could control my thoughts better. so i wont take control over me instead. it's like me and my thoughts are two separate.. uh.. not connected at all. and AH that one hour thing NO TIME TO DO ALR LA. ever since that time i failed it pathetically, i never got enough interest to do it again. and not time. (that is just an excuse for everything we're pushing) GAH. so trapped. i would do a perfect mime of "i'm trapped in a box" right now. because that is exactly how i'm feeling right now. need. to. break. out. of. box.
7:13 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
for once i shall put my blog to good use and commend on jurong point's good toilets. i felt so happy when i went toilet cuz it's big and sapcious and clean and dry with many cubicles so you never have to queue and there're benches and it's glassy and pretty. omg, my comp is vibrating with that disney disc in it. scary.
4:45 PM
argh. i am escaping. from speech. from ih. from sia. from you. stupid facebook.
2:47 PM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FINALLY FOUND THE CLASSIC DISNEY CDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG SO EXCITING!!!!!!! and i got it at ONLY EIGHT per DISC!!! cuz it was CLEARANCE SALE! and my mum said i was outdated and old fashioned cuz i buy things on clearance sale. BUT I TOLD HER THAT DISNEY WOULD NEVER BECOME OLD FASHIONED AND OUT DATED BECAUSE DISNEY'S ALWAYS THE BEST, no matter how commercialized it is now. i love disney. i was SO excited to blog about it thati typed my password in caps. o.o
1:50 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
i want to be a dolphin. dolphins are so much more advanced than humans. they work together with strategy that never fails. they have good teamwork, better than any of us could have. they take care of one another, never leaving anydolphins out. dolphins are so much better than humans.
7:47 PM
at least now i know my parents wont disown me if i tell them im gay. hard to believe they are actually not against it.
6:04 PM
i see what they are doing. and i will tell you what they are doing. they are squinting their eyes, looking out for things many people do, like, spend money on and et cetra, and then they tax you on them. to make money. and then they turn around and give you all sorts of reasons like it is not healthy, not environmentally friendly, not conservative, against our whatever code. and all that crap. and i am here to tell you that, DO NOT TRUST THEM. they dont give a damn about YOUR health, nor OUR environment. for example, we all love to eat mcdonalds. so one day they decided to tax on people who go and eat at mcdonalds. and they give us a sounds-very-concerned-about-us reason: eating fast food is unhealthy, so we tax to discourage people from eating all that. but underneath all that sheep skin, what they really mean is this: since so many people are eating mcdonalds, if i tax on them, i am bound to make lots of money. well it's not like they put the taxes to good use anyway. they LOVE to make already black and smooth and pretty roads EVEN blacker, thicker, smoother, shinier and "prettier". they also LOVE to dig up land, and put it back, and do it for a hundred times until they get a 100% flat land for construction of buildings. hey u know what? they could might as well use the money on better a healthcare system, or help out more with poor families. yeah. and u know the erp thing? in australia, some highway tolls dont charge when the highway is already congested. because, the tolls are to PREVENT the highways from being congested in the first place. so if it's ALREADY congested, AND u still have to pay, that'd be too unreasonable. but what are they doing here? like someone said, they love to squeeze and squeeze and squeeze from all the drivers' until they have not even a DRIP of blood left. the erp, despite all that sheepskin reasons about wanting to save the environment, is really to make a profit from drivers. because they KNOW, that we would not give up convenience. because they KNOW, that drivers are rich enough to not be bothered by those erp. so in conclusion they KNOW, and have FAITH, in us, that we would continue to drive and just pay those erp fees like a good citizen should. and from millions of cars, even a small amount from EACH car, they will make mountains of profits. and that's exactly what the world is right now. profit-minded. cunning. inhuman. Labels: speeches
3:56 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
TOMORROW IS WORLD POPULATION DAY. world population day aims to raise awareness on global population issues. it is on july 11 because on the same day in 1987, world population reached 5 billion. the theme for this year's world population day is on giving girls (in poor countries) education. for more details visit http://www.unfpa.org/wpd/2009/en/, or wiki "world population day" on wikipedia. something that may shock you is that, the world population doubled from 3 bilion to 6 billion in FORTY years. and it is predicted that world population will tripple from 3 billion to 9 billion in a century. that is scary, really, seeing that it took so (uncountable) many years for world population to reach 1 billion. now u see it's really an EXPONENTIAL growth of people. so u're thinking, what has this overpopulation has got to do with me? it's simple, how many of you go to the suntec IT show every year, hopeful to finally get to look at some computers at last, but end up getting squahsed and shoved and pushed by everyone else like every other year? and how many of you take the trains or buses at peak hours and curse at the crowdedness on the public transport and the never seeming to move traffic? you know what? dont worry, cuzpeople all over tokyo, hongkong, and new york will sympathize with you. or less sarcastically, they would friendly open their arms to you and say "join the club!" so many people affected. yet no one bothers to do something about it. it's OUR WORLD, isnt it? if WE dont take the initiative, who is? God? God only punishes us for not doing what we are supposed to do. there's a famous saying that goes: humans are like cancer. we are vicious things roaming around looking for a suitable place to settle, and once we finished up the resources of that place we move. we do it so much that many many places are destroyed. is cancer desirable? so what makes overpopulation desirable? it's is not that if we have less people now we cannot then support the older generation. that is true, but it is only true for now. it only solves the immediate problems. but if we have more yuanjian and start to prevent possible disasters happening in the future, why dont we do that? the world is bound to have a future. many says that the world wont end in our lifetime, nor our children's, maybe not even in our grandchildren's. so the Earth still has got a long way to go. if we sacrifice, and make the world a better place, is it not worthed it? there is something quite ironic about having children. obviously people would love their children. i mean, parents' love for their own kids. but, do we love people by putting them into some danger we can foresee? in this case, the desruptive effects of overpopulation? there are solutions: adoption, having fewer kids, gender equality, family planning, educating girls from less developed countries etc. that may be big scale. but like every other global issue, if everyone put in their bit, we would make a lot of difference. happy world population day.
7:27 PM
okay. u know how shaole used to called me "ji sha he" last year? lol. this morning i suddenrly remembered and suddenly i linked to this: 鸡杀鹤, which, in english, would mean chicken kills uh.. flamingo? haha oh that's damn lame. but i stilled laughed out. i dunno why these few days i keep laughing to myself about things that suddenly pop into my mind. oh and today we had mo xie on duan xing de (WHICH IS IRONICALLY LONG), and i totally didnt memorize. okay i did, the first three lines, but then i forgot the last line of the three lines completely. and teacher very nice she gave us first word of EACH line. so like 16 words in all. and it wont be pretty to submit a blank piece of paper so i just, yeah u guessed it, wrote my own story. from the impression of the duan xing ge. yeah, and i totally cracked myself up while writing it i think it's damn good. haha, ego. but still i was laughing my head off. and it's not like many ppl memorzied either, since it';s so freaking long, so everyone ended up guangmingzhengda-ly copying. haha. i made a discovery today. when you are standing on a very rowded bus early in the morning to school, there's no way you can be sleepy. i think we are the world has the best lyrics in the world.
6:47 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
WOAH. facebook is tiring man! esp when we upload 201 photos and comment on them, it's like, there'll be a notification every 5 seconds or so. and then ur email inbox will also auto refresh every 5 seconds. haha. facebook is mean man, it's so hard to.. ZI4 BA2 from it. wu fa zi ba.
10:47 PM
michael jackson songs are just so beautiful...
9:10 PM
ah this afternoon was very fun! sat at the dark dark place eating lunch, because we didnt want to embarrass ourselves by going back to kfc, taking take-away out of our bags. lol. and it was very fun talking and taking photos. and we all havent taken neoprints in like years so hah it was real nice. THOUGH IT WAS DAMN STREEFUL GOT THE TIMR RUNNING. though the second one we couldve spent FOREVER designing cuz the time stopped. so cool. the time stopped. then jessy discretely put something on jw when jw not noticing. LOL it was just funny. and great to hang out with 201 people again. WONDERGIRLS!! >< yeah, this is the nicest neoprint, simple and nice (:
7:36 PM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
"Earth Song" What about sunrise What about rain What about all the things That you said we were to gain... What about killing fields Is there a time What about all the things That you said was yours and mine... Did you ever stop to notice All the blood we've shed before Did you ever stop to notice The crying Earth the weeping shores? Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah What have we done to the world Look what we've done What about all the peace That you pledge your only son... What about flowering fields Is there a time What about all the dreams That you said was yours and mine... Did you ever stop to notice All the children dead from war Did you ever stop to notice The crying Earth the weeping shores Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah I used to dream I used to glance beyond the stars Now I don't know where we are Although I know we've drifted far Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah Hey, what about yesterday (What about us) What about the seas (What about us) The heavens are falling down (What about us) I can't even breathe (What about us) What about apathy (What about us) I need you (What about us) What about nature's worth (ooo, ooo) It's our planet's womb (What about us) What about animals (What about it) We've turned kingdoms to dust (What about us) What about elephants (What about us) Have we lost their trust (What about us) What about crying whales (What about us) We're ravaging the seas (What about us) What about forest trails (ooo, ooo) Burnt despite our pleas (What about us) What about the holy land (What about it) Torn apart by creed (What about us) What about the common man (What about us) Can't we set him free (What about us) What about children dying (What about us) Can't you hear them cry (What about us) Where did we go wrong (ooo, ooo) Someone tell me why (What about us) What about babies (What about it) What about the days (What about us) What about all their joy (What about us) What about the man (What about us) What about the crying man (What about us) What about Abraham (What was us) What about death again (ooo, ooo) Do we give a damn Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah "Money" Money. Money... Lie for it Spy for it Kill for it Die for it So you call it trust But I say it's just In the devil's game Of greed and lust They don't care They'd do me for the money They don't care They use me for the money So you go to church Read the Holy word In the scheme of life It's all absurd They don't care They'd kill for the money Do or dare The thrill for the money You're saluting the flag Your country trusts you Now you're wearing a badge You're called the "Just Few" And you're fighting the wars A soldier must do I'll never betray or deceive you my friend but... If you show me the cash Then I will take it If you tell me to cry Then I will fake it If you give me a hand Then I will shake it You'll do anything for money... Anything Anything Anything for money Would lie for you Would die for you Even sell my soul to the devil Anything Anything Anything for money Would lie for you Would die for you Even sell my soul to the devil Insurance? Where do your loyalties lie? Is that your alibi? I don't think so You don't care You'd do her for the money Say it's fair You sue her for the money Want your pot of gold Need the Midas touch Bet you sell your soul Cuz your God is such You don't care You kill for the money Do or dareThe thrill for the money Are you infected with the same disease Of lust, gluttoney and greed? Then watch the ones With the biggest smiles The idle jabbers...Cuz they're the backstabbers If you know it's a lie Then you will swear it If you give it with guilt Then you will bear it If it's taking a chance Then you will dare it You'll do anything for money... Anything Anything Anything for money Would lie for you Would die for you Even sell my soul to the devil Anything Anything Anything for money Would lie for you Would die for you Even sell my soul to the devil Anything Anything Anything for money Would lie for you Would die for you Even sell my soul to the devil Anything Anything Anything for money Would lie for you Would die for you Even sell my soul to the devil You say you wouldn't do it For all the money in the world I don't think soIf you show me the man Then I will sell him If you ask me to lie Then I will tell him If you're dealing with God Then you will hell him You'll do anything for money Anything Anything Anything for money Would lie for you Would die for you Even sell my soul to the devil Even sell my soul to the devil Even sell my soul to the devil Even sell my soul to the devil Even sell my soul to the devil Even sell my soul to the devil Even sell my soul to the devil Even sell my soul to the devil "Gone Too Soon" Like A Comet Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky Gone Too Soon Like A Rainbow Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye Gone Too Soon Shiny And Sparkly And Splendidly Bright Here One Day Gone One Night Like The Loss Of Sunlight On A Cloudy Afternoon Gone Too Soon Like A Castle Built Upon A Sandy Beach Gone Too Soon Like A Perfect Flower That Is Just Beyond Your Reach Gone Too Soon Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight Here One Day Gone One Night Like A Sunset Dying With The Rising Of The Moon Gone Too Soon Gone Too Soon (this last one with the comet reminds me of the little prince.)
10:14 PM
GAH i cant stand how he always so authoritative. it's like, when i went to find CHANG to sign the form, he was there at his lesson. and i called for CHANG, and he came along too. and after i told CHANG what, that GUY took over and looks at it suspiciously, as if i was trying to pon lesson. and he was like "wait i go check with mr gan first" and apparently that wasnt enough he went to almost every teacher in the aesthetics department. THEN he signed it. like wtf u dont even have to ask, it's GIVEN that you'll let me leave early for exam. it's not like i can postpone my exam cuz of you anyway. and he didnt just sign the form he went ot ask around, cuz he's new and all, and while doing that, with the suspicion that i was trying to play truant. u could tell from this voice and expression.
5:33 PM
ah it's finally over. hope i can move on and don't ever need to do it again.
5:30 PM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
it'd be SUCH a joke if WE fall in love. no, not meizhen and i.
6:48 PM
I CAME UP WITH A NEW THEORY IN THE TOILET!!! whenever x is telling the reader something about x, there is going to be conflict within itself. example, when a poem is telling us something about poems, there's gonna be conflict. or rather, when a book called "follow your heart" is about teaching people to "follow their heart", there's gonna be a conflict. because how can you TELL people to follow their heart when you want them to follow your heart? it's a conflict and there's no way to resolve. maybe the only reason for such things is that they make us think. (and get ourselves into a forever-tangled up mess.)
4:53 PM
WOAH this morning the FIRST thing i saw when i stepped into the canteen is that GIGANTIC, GLOWING clock. then i laughed. so i once complained the hands were too small to be seen. now they have this HUGE one. (actually the hands are STILL very small). and it's like GLOWING? HAHA. and there were some weird character at the bottom of it. so i went nearer to take a look and it was some never-heard-of china brand. o.o and today is their last day in nanyang it's kind of sad. but those stuff they said in the conference room were so cliche. ohwell.
3:59 PM
Monday, July 6, 2009
YEAH i DID NOT forget to complain about this postponed foa and all that. IT REALLY SUCKS. if it hadnt been postponed i wouldnt have been doing NOTHING today. i really didnt do nothing today in fact i did many things today just that, i RATHER FOA. and like, the whole week of cca is cancelled AGAIN? whatever FOR? i'll be bored for another full week. and they said it's postponed till END OF YEAR? hell yeah. robbing us of all our eagerness and and, ANTICIPATION. school will be hell for the next three months. hey, i cant believe there's only 3 months of school left. to vacations, again. and im not even looking forward to whatever that's coming because, aactually, time doesnt go that fast. for example, i cant believe singapore is only FOURTY FOUR this year. i mean, it seems like eons ago that we celebrated it's 40 years at the padang, doesnt it? and now it's only forty FOUR? maybe as we grow old, the numbers shrink. or maybe in between these 4 years WAY too many things happened. i dunno. it doesnt seem to pass that fast when you look at it from another angle. weird. time is a weird weird thing. i like what jan said. she said that if we DONT have time, we WOULD have time. haha okay i just put it that way to confuse you. what she really meant is that we only dont have time because we have the concept of time in mind. if there wasnt any "time" to begin with, who would give a damn about "not having enough time"? it wouldnt even exist in the first place, this "time'". from the above i conclude that humans are just looking for troubles for themselves. this can be supported by yet another fact: humans invented money but money is controlling us now. all human ever wanted was a simple way to measure things, to standardize things, and all, but in the end, we cause ourselves trouble. i read in the Bible that God gave different people different languages because everyone then were competing with one another for the highest building of some sort, or some other things. by havig different languages, people cant communicate thus they cant compare. apparently God wasnt into any of these competitions. am waiting for the right time to post this actually.
9:08 PM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
"see, you're walking away from me.."? sheesh. it means way too many things. how can i even reply you? i have so many things, yet nothing to say to you.
11:20 PM
AH. these two days (or just one and a half for me) were a BLAST! first off it's USA INDEPENDENCE DAY TODAY. so i painted my nails red white blue red white blue red white blue red. no, mum helped me. then this morning i drew this usa flag on my face. on the right cheek. but there're no visible stars nor 13 lines. there are 11. and we ate new york new york for dinner. and ordered something SO SHOCKING that when the waiter caried the plate, according to my mum, the whole row of diners turned to look at it. LOL. mustve been a sight! i'm gonna upload the photo soon.. wait, now. [image supposed to appear there's something effingly wrong with computers and phones and connections] it's an EIGHT INCH burger. with like, ONE WHOLE BIG PACKET OF FRIES. u know packet as in when you buy frozen fries that packet? that's a hell lot right! and yeah the plate was GIGANTIC that's why it caused so much attention. and the waiter was probably looking for some fat people in the restaurant. haha but damn tired from the shopping and all. walked orchard road ytd night. and this morning. OH YEAH WE WENT ORCHARD CENTRAL TODAY!! and we didnt know it's the opening today. it's SO COOL like TEN floors, with TWO ROWS OF GLASS ELEVATORS. and two or three THREE-STOREY ESCALATORS. SO amazing. the shops in there were also quite cool. i bet you guys would love it. AND there's this five storey ROCK CLIMBING WALL in the mall too! it's REALLY fantastic. WE SHOULD GO THERE SOMETIME! took loads of photos. of the glass elevators and all. there was also this artwork/statue of a woman in red boots, and shopping bags. it had BIG feet and small head. so when you look up at her, it's like seeing humans from an ant's point of view and i thought that was pretty interesting because ants feel small among all the people doing shopping and something else which i dont know is what. i got this t-shirt from baleno which messgae is environmentally friendly. but the shirt is damn big. so i either look like an auntie in it, or a hip-hop-er. it's cool though. i put it over my hongzi immediately after i bought it. and made my mum give them back the extra plastic bag and mum told the seem-like-gay-which-is-cool counter about how i try to be environmentally friendly, and the seem-like-gay-which-is-cool counter thanked us for that. :D and my mum kept going around telling shop assistants how i "like guy stuff". like when i was looking for shoes, and i complained about pink and all. she told TWO people that. and i DO NOT like man stuff, i said to her. i mean, girls DO wear that kind of shoes too. oh well my mum highly thinks im a tomboy. i'm guessing she wont be TOO surprised if i told her i was gay. or near gay. i realized my parents are very nice. , just that mum breaks into a door-closed toilet. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE WHOLE PURPOSE OF THE DOOR??! and we said that during SIL-in-class yesterday and huilin yiting and me couldnt stop laughing as i told the story. it was hilarious. i will continue with this post later. meanwhile i will talk about something else. which i JUST figured today, and it makes LOADS of sense. if u remember, some time ago, i said, you2 (oil) and mi3 (rice) zhang3 jia4, you and me die1 jia4. meaning oil and rice increase in price while us decrease in value. cuz there're many people. and today i realized humans can actually parallel with BANANA NOTES. remember when the japanese printed SO MUCH banana notes that the price inflated like crazy? becuase the money's value decreased like crazy? that's exactly what happens when u have overpopulation. we bian3zhi2 like the banana notes did. SURE NO ONE WANTS TO BE A PIECE OF BANANA NOTE SIN THE JAPANESE OCCUPATION? oh yeah, we bought two michael jackson cds!!!! at hmv late last night. APPARENTLY the prices of his cds didnt soar because apparently everyone has ALREADY got the most famous singer/dancer's cd. and i only felt sad and it only hit me hard when we were listening to his songs on the car. it's like you'll be thinking "this voice is gone forever from this planet..." and that really is sad, even though i didnt really love him in the past.
7:43 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
oh yeah, funny how people dont mention the bad things someone did when he dies.
5:13 AM
u know when we say "we're too old for that movie, only kids watch it", does it mean: we dont believe in happy endings anymore or we already learnt those lessons the movie has to teach us? because i really really really like hannah montana the movie, mostly cuz of the songs, which play a big part in the movie.
4:46 AM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
so that is the truth behind his death. so now we know that rich people may not live a happy life after all. and i bet the prices of his cds and all totally SOAR in one night.
10:56 PM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
when the music was playing my head felt burstin' full of stuff. chaotic. when i stopped the music it's still as chaotic. and it only emphasizes on how much it's self-generated. my brain is bursting out of my head. so many things on my mind right now. for example, math homework, IH homework, how sim is SUCH a sonnawabitch, how chang might be leaving, geo sia, chem sia, packing, oh yeah, memorizing gui sui shou. AHHH SO MANY THINGS
11:03 PM
WHAT THE FUCK THE MATH IS HORRIBLE AND PLUS MY MUM IT'S UNBEARABLE. THEY TEACH SIMPLE STUFF IN SCHOOL AND SET ASSIGNMENTS TEN TIMES HARDER. AND MY MUM ONLY MAKES IT WORSE. MY MUM SUCK SHE JUST DOESNT UNDERSTAND AND ALL AND SHE WONDERS WHY IM SO ANGRY I MEAN SHE WOULD HAVE FARED MUCH BETTER BY SIMPLY NOT ASKING WHY AM I SO ANGRY? I FEEL LIKE YELLING FUUUUUUUUUCK AT MY MUM. EVERY TIME I JUST WANT HER TO ASNWER ONE SIMPLE QUESTION AND SHE HAS TO EXAMINE THE WHOLE QUESTION AND MAKE IT COMPLICATED AND ALL. AND I DUN EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHAT IS THREE BRACKET NINE TO THE POWER OF X. AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT'S WITH EVERYONE TELLING ME "IT'S NOT AS COMPLICATED" AND 'IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE" EVERYTIME. WHEN I THINK SIMPLE, ONE PERSON WILL HAVE TO COME UP AND SAY ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE. WHEN I THINK COMPLICATED, ANOTHER PERSON'S GONNA HAVE TO COME UP AND SAY IT'S NOT SO COMPLICATED. SO WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK? SOMEHOE EVERYTIME I THINK I AM WRONG. AM I NOT ENTITLED TO THINK AT ALL? I AM SO SICK OF IT. YOU TELL ME HOW TO THINK, OKAY? I AM GONNA WRITE TMR: SO WHICH IS IT NOW, SIMPLE OR COMPLICATED? FUCK.
10:26 PM
omg what if he's some evil maniac who wants to take control over aep, then the school, ?! HE IS THE WORST EVER. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK HIM. SON OF A BITCH THATS WHAT HE IS. WE ARE SO GETTING CHANG BACK. and he was asking me "do you behave like that in other teachers' classes as well?" and i almost said right into his face "LIKE WHAT?"
9:29 PM
now for the A and G. A stands for air. on the bus i saw this compact truck, u know compact, the tissue paper brank with a sumo? haha that one. it said on a truck: buy more tissue, instead of air. and i laughed. it's so true. G stands for guy. on the bus there was this guy from a certain school i shall not disclose lest they gang up and come kill me or something. and he kept moving closer and closer towards me, and it's not like he really didnt have space to his right okay. AND since he boarded the bus he was on his phone, no, earpiece. and a speaker. and he never stopped calling okay. im thinking he made about like 5 calls on the bus. and his voice was like very qianbian also. and he KEPT calling and talking and i was rolling my eyes. gah. you are wrong lisa. you are making YOURSELF upset. hey you i handed in physics sia. thanks for directing and calling so many freaking times for so freaking long and then not doing anything at all.
6:46 PM
OH MAN he suck to the max. he might as well be sucked to the core of the Earth. and he's gonna be taking us for studio work for the remaining of our time? it just makes me hate aep. and it's not like sova's interesting or forward-looking to either. why the hell they get so many teacher,s some more all so damn "pro", eligible to teach aep. see, i TOLD you thewre's overpopulation. and if i didnt "cherish myself" i wouldnt have drawn that 911 thing, nor would i have told you there was MEANING in those squares. yeah and u told me other people would love to have this opportunity and that i wasnt CHERISHING it? probably no one cherish me more than i do myself. i dont need that from you THANK YOU VERY MUCH. yeah, and he though i didnt know what a still life is. i mean, sheesh. HE totally distorted the definition of that phrase. yeah and if you want to be that way fine not like im DEPRESSED or anything really. it'll be over in no time and dont think there's anything you can do to hurt me, because you will never succeed. and you only bring more sadness to yourself by doing these, really. after so much i've long become heck care of all these.
5:12 PM
OMG I JUST REALIZED IT'S NOW JULY.
5:33 AM
AHH HA! i rembed what i wanted to say. if teachers ask why do we always hand in homework late, i would this: then set easier assignments. if teachers wanna listen to our problems on handing in homework on time i'd say this: us being NANYANG people, we'd like to complete the assignment to the best of our ability. but the assignment is very difficult. so we push it till the end. and when like the next minute is the deadline, then we'd be bo-chap and just anyhow do. or copy. more of the copy. and the chances of people really doing the work is really slim. so in the end, everyone'd end up copying that one or two person's. and obviously it's slow if everyone copy a few people's work. so we'd end up handing in late. in conclusion, set easier assignments.
4:38 AM
OH GAH HAVE. TO. BAN. MYSELF. FROM. BLOGGING. AND. FACEBOOK. shit i cant rmb what i wanted to blog about when i clicked blogger.com. AND JINGTING IS ONLINE TOO!
4:27 AM
Yours Truly To put it negatively, I am just yet another human being on this badly overpopulated and ruled-by-money Earth, but on the bright side, I am proudly from 201'08 and I love 201'08.(: I love my CCA.(: I have big dreams.(: I believe in Squigglerism.(: I like using the penknife. It is convenient and neat.(: I am more than glad to be in Singapore, letting me be more than satisfied with life.(: Exits
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