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Sunday, January 31, 2010
went to resorts world at sentosa and loved singapore for being so like usa with the singapore feeling. went to chinatown and hated singapore for being born in the tile period. u know bricks and tiles makes a hell lot of a difference?
1:22 AM
hey guys. greetings from the inside of my head. well, been really busy these days. i havent really watsed much time on the computer the past few days, yet i dont have time to finish all my homework. and the thing that wastes the most time every night i get home after school is - having dinner. yeah. and ccas are so demanding now. like i said before, what is moe's expectations of us? at this rate, half of the nyco people can aspire to be professionals at singapore chinese orchestra. what was meant as an EXTRA curriculum activity has now become a compulsory professional trainings. whatever for? i do not blame this on mrs ee, or any teacher in charge, nor the sls, nor lixian, not even moe. i blame this on the nature of humankind. advancement. advancement may not be so advance afterall, if it only leads to destruciton. i have express this countless times im finding it annoying. anyway. was happy to do coursework in bugis mrt. thanks to meizhen. (: funny now i dont have much to blog about anymore. why's that? OH YES. i have been wanting to say that, the assembly on graces dress buying was completely redundant. not redundant in the i-alr-know-everything way but in the we-do-not-need-to-know-those-stuff way. see, te more we learn, the more we're going to criticize. they tell us things like how to dress to look good. and the next thin we know we're on orchard road, pin pointing at people, criticizing their dress, whispering to our friend tht she has such bad taste and has no idea how to dress herself. what i mean is that this talk makes us more judgemental. and that is bad. because we're16. (or maybe i'm the only one who thinks that 16's a child) we're not 21. people at age 16do not have to start learning all these dressing up and making up stuff. it's too mature and too grown up. where did all our innocence go? how to look better than others? and you know she had in one slide "how to make yourself look slim". i mean, that's like the worst part because it encourages people to think that their misbelief that "i am fat" is true. come on. it's so horrible. okay, maybe society IS horrible, which i doubt needing to even doubt, or the school's pushing us too much. i know nanyang people tend to look a lot younger/childish-er/less mature than people from other schools. i dunno how. it's a miracle. maybe one day the scientists will finally become mad and say that studying can make a person look younger. but yeah we do look younger. last time when i was in primary school i used to look at secondary school people and think "wow so grown up". but now that im in the last year of secondary school i certainly do not feel so. i dont know, do you feel so? even now i still look at other secondary school people with the same thought i had back when i was in primary school had i not grown at all? not possible. you wont believe the discoveries i made in the last 2 years. but i think you will, because i think we've all grown emotionally but not looks-ly. oh well. yeah, if you could see the time, it's posted at 12:50 or sth. and now it's 1:07am. how early in the morning! we'll miss nat. but i feel darn right excited for her. you owe me something you'll never be able to return. it's not that im such a sadist. it's just that.. i find it funny that you actually owe me one of the most important things i have ever wanted. and among all of the people, you. even you felt sorry afterwards. man i was angry. but we let it go. and now that i suddenly remembered.. ..it's worth laughing at knowing it'll be forever.
12:50 AM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
HA.. .. next time people will be born with an email address, or a electrical identity.. so they can be located online, wherever they are, and so they can only have one email address, so they can sign in to facebook, blogger, and gmail and hotmail and everything all at once, instead of needing to switch. but that's not my point of coming here today. infact, i forgot why. went to see nat's school online, thought it was pretty cool. it looks pretty and it's a girl school. and it has a nice school motto, which is to encourgae every student to pursue her dreams. isnt that so disney so idealistic? i hate this wasteful, non-appreciating life. we do the same things everyday. and as i went into the bathroom for the infinityth time since i moved here, i felt as emotionally unhealthy as i would feel physically unhealthy if i ate macs 5 days a week straight. that's how it feels like. it's passing by so fast, we're doing nothing to slow it down, and neither are we appreciating all that we can appreciate. we're just, taking everything for granted, rushing and moving on blindly, not knowing exactly why but just, like a flock of sheeps, being chased around by the shepherd. and how ironic. because shephards are "tutors", in the other sense. i dunno what. i want to say so many things but yet nth comes to mind. and i dont get why avatar is winning so many awards. it's just a crappily plotted movie with maybe astonishing 3D effects. but hell, i was dizzy and headache enough when i watched the 2D one. it's quite superficial, really. i think 3 years in nanayng i learnt to crap alot, and tell if an essay is really good or what. so i rea dsome very crappy essays in the newspapers. and wonder how they got published. what, is that why our school's supposedly a good school? obsolete? but i just dont like functions. loads of functions. aimed at making life easier, happier. but no. what's with all its applications, the screen is a mess. becomes something u need to carefully design or you're sure to leave certain f(x)s out. functions, f(x), math, science, technology, not global warming, not climate change, we die in their hands. we, in a net. trapped. i would be much happier without a blessed mind. you are so... weird. who are you? i can't find her. lost her in the crowd, in the microscope. what have you done to her? wait, what have you done to her? what if, it's you who caused it all? and that is very likely. or what if, it's her? but it doesnt matter, not really, anyway, the past is gone with the wind. never comes back, never. and don't cry, because she'll come back. because we believe that 201 lives within our hearts, even though we're not physically together. it has become a habit. it's now a part of us. in fact we dont have to miss it too much. it's all already part of us. we are our experiences. maybe its just our sincere friendship that moves us to tears. cheers to natalie. cheers to 201.
9:28 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010
yay we had nat's farewell party just now! it was scorching hot. the cake was so clever, if you know why. am damn damn proud of the cake, though the deco sucks. its just damn lucky i thought of it in time. anyway, yeah i guess all the hard work all paid off. and last but not least a big thank you to 201 for making it a success! :D HAPPY FAREWELL NAT!
12:03 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
i'm sorry. but is the society STUPID, or STUPID? everyone's saying they're so tired so busy but then NO ONE (except for me) knows that it's time for soceity to reflect and take a break from all those never-ending duties commitments chores assignments homework work and etc. instead, EVERYONE ELSE just says "that's how it is and we got to get used to it. because that's LIFE and we MUST get used to it." fine. survival theory from charles darwin? but ironically, a SOCIETY is made up of HUMANS. so what would it be if HUMANS cant even control what they form? see, a TEAM is made up of humans too. and this TEAM have CHOICES, to win, or lose. they can work together and say they want to win and work towards that, or they can choose to lose and just dont do anything about it. THEIR FATE IS IN THEIR OWN HANDS. but look at SOCIETY. is society's fate in society's hands? i certainly do not think so. or maybe, maybe our team is SO BIG, made up of SO MANY people, that we can no longer control our fate. overpopulation? or "advancement" in society? when everyone's saying they're tired, what is humane is to reply "then let's all take a break". just think of you and a group of people trekking in the forest. all the people in your group are saying "im tired, im starving, i need a break, i need food". and how do you feel, if you are the leader of that group, to ignore all their pleadings and force them to carry on trekking? only a stupid leader, or as history has shown, a heartless japanese commander taking over singapore, would choose to do that because his group members may just die from starving or tiredness. and they will certainly walk a lot slower if they are tired or starving. so it's not EFFICIENT. my grandpa's right. sometimes, in order to do something well, you gotta do it's opposite. you wanna work well? then take a break. anyway, besides being more efficient, taking a break when we're busy and tired is also HUMANE. we gotta be responsible for human race, we gotta be responsible for our physical self, AND our mental self, for our busy-ness and tired affects not only our body but also our minds. ask everyone, do they want to live their entire life in complete busy-ness and blindness? obviously not. but then again, how many people are actually MAKING AN EFFORT to NOT live their life busily and blindly? almost none, again, except for me. you say, my idea's too idealistic. too simplistic. and that would be as achievable as communism. but i say, i just refuse to sink myself in the business of society, and that i wish to see beyond the common heads and eyes to what life to me is reall about. so if i decide to fight for my right to REST, and my RIGHT TO LIFE, and others are simply too blind and too busy to even realize they HAVE that right, it's completely not my fault that they are still as busy and i bear no responsibility for the others at all. and i am not being selfish, because i have tried to warn everyone, but nobody's listening. so am i wrong just because i am the only one doing the right thing? am i wrong to be the only one who fights for my rights? and on a sidenote, if the society fails to put fate back into their own hands, it would be as much a tragedy as how the money is now out of control by humans, when humans were the ones who invented it.
11:14 AM
Friday, January 22, 2010
it is now physics. haha and we're in lab 3. lol feels like in cgs where they use tablets for class. anyway, just want to say that i am so touched by the 95% attendance for the phototaking during lunch. totally didnt expect so many people to turn up. it is nice to know that the 201 spirit still lives. i have so much to blog about but i cant rmb anything. well. got to concentrate on physics now.
12:56 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
HAHAHA MY PROJECT'S CALLED men... oh PAUSE!!! lol. though there's no link between my project and menopause. LOL and wordpress is fun. maybe when one day i'm sick of blogger, i will jsut publish it as a book like adelyn said i could, and move on to wordpress/livejournal. but i guess wordpress. i looks more sophisticated haha. but blogger has like less stuff crowding round on the posting page so it looks neater and it's less distracting. OHWELL I TALK TOO MUCH SERIOUSLY I WILL SHUT UP NOW. GAH. i realized i havent been to blogskins.com in like EONS. ohwell. i like my skin now so no worries just that, how come that website's so ancient from my impression!! it reminds me of p5. OKOK LISA SHUT UP RIGHT NOW.
9:24 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
OMFREAK. i was on facebook and saw this group calle "i hate flying cockroaches" and i decided to go find one that says "i hate lizards." AND WHAT THE HELL THE FIRST THING I SAW WHEN THE PAGE LOADED WAS THIS GIGANTIC PICTURE OF A GIGANTIC LIZARD WITH TRANSLUCENT SKIN. and i gasped. and i think i will be so horribly disturbed by it that i wont have a good sleep tonight. how could i anyway, seeing i still have 3 items on my homework list? and to put google to good use, we must know to ask the right questions first.
10:15 PM
this is the first time in one year i put in so much effort for ZUOWEN. now i have side headache. i dunno what it's called cuz i never really had it. i guess its from writing on the sofa. im proud of my zuowen!! (: i realized one thing about me that hasnt changed since sec 2: i still like to walk and run in the rain. isnt it good to know something that hasnt changed when everything else is changing?
9:25 PM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
my dad just made me feel as insignificant as a shit of a fly.
9:37 PM
and i think factories and companies should stop producing so much cute and useless stuff. because production involves lots of earth-pollution so the more they produce the more they harm the earth. AND, DID YOU KNOW, that anything will decrease in value after we buy them? a thing cost 5 bucks in the mall. after we buy it, as everyone would know, we can no longer sell it at a price higher than 5 dollars, unless we are businessman. why? because it would be considered bought and 2nd hand and no one would want it. so after you buy something and decide you dont want it anymore, it becomes RUBBISH, WASTE. and depending on what material it is made of, it may or may not decompose after you throw it away. or ideally, you could donate. but anyway who would want a cute and useless thing?? you are donating to people in third world countries, do you really think that they will want such a useless thing when they dont even got FOOD? they wont give a damn. so i think, they should stop producing those cute and useless things because it's just a waste of everything. and the fact that the companies will lose money/not make lots of money, just because a few cute items are now off the product list, is not even an issue because clearly they are targetting at capitalism, which in the first place is a bad thing. and don't you see how humans have already fall into the evil hands of the god who wants to destroy human race? he has a master plan to destroy earth, and he's making use of our greediness, and capitalistic minds, and OVERCROWDEDNESS to make his plan easier, because then we're more VULNERABLE. it's like hypnotizing us, then he could do whatever he wants with us - which is to kill us all. don't you see? with overcrowdedness as a best example: when some disaster such as a tsunami comes, and there are lots of people at the beach, is it extremely hard to evacuate everyone in time? OF COURSE! the more people, the harder! and it's HARD TO CONTROL. isnt it obvious? it's always harder to control a large crowd! so it's the same. when the god of human-race-destruction finally strikes his plan, we're going to have so may people that there is NO WAY for the authorities to evacuate us because we're SO CHAOTIC. i dont know about others but this thing is as obvious to me as how continents were initally merged together to alfred wegener. and we should take a hint.
3:12 PM
why is getting to facebook hanging? anyway, i hate people who smoke in crowded places because he would have to cause many people around him to breathe in the smoke, whether willingly or not. we all have a right to breathe in fresh air, so STOP SMOKING IN PEOPLE'S FACES! it's almost the same as forcing someone to put on a carbon-monoxide mask. and if they choose to deny themselves of that right, they can very well go to ulu places with not a single person and smoke for all they want for as long as they want and no one would give a damn. but they should not do it in front of other people, and especially in crowded places. because for all i know, i havent heard of an anti-smoke mask yet. till then.
3:07 PM
Friday, January 8, 2010
there is a reason why the Pause button was invented. sometimes, in a movie, you just need to hit "pause" to enjoy the beautiful scenery for a bit longer, or maybe just to take a break because your eyes are aching from the movie, or you decide to go grab a popcorn and come back, or you just have to go to the loo. but whatever the reason, being able to pause the movie is a pretty important thing if you do not wish to miss any part of the movie, because humans just can't concentrate for such a long time. and i'm applying this concept to life, which we're all ironically familiar, yet unfamiliar to. sometimes in life, you just wish there was a pause button somewhere for you to hit. so you could enjoy that beautiful moment, for just a bit longer. sometimes, you have so much to do, so much on your mind, that all you really want is a break. from all those work, stress, and people. and other times, you feel that life is doing nothing but fastforwarding at the speed of light, cruelly leaving you behind, breathless trying to catch up. but to no avail. you realize it's as useless as running after a train that has left the station. and you give up, and pant. i refuse to let my life be controlled by a giant's thumb pressing heartlessly on the "fast-forward" button. even if its thumb is as unmovable as a mountain, i will try and move a thousand rocks onto the "fast-backward" button, just to balance out the rush forward. and i will definitely remember to find time to hit the "pause" button every now and then, just to make sure i don't miss out too much at any part, just to make sure i get my deserved break from my fast-forwarding life. and now is when i really want to hit the pause button. and if i don't do it soon enough, i'll be too late. and i'll fall into the clutches of the cold-hearted time-controlling giant who knows not how to appreciate the beautiful parts of the movie.
8:06 PM
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
life is sad and boring without TVMobile and nice cha ye dan (tea leaf egg lol) here's the story of the first buy-only-chayedan customer: me: “有茶叶蛋吗?” auntie: “有啊。”*points to some not appealing looking eggs. they were lu dan, not cha ye dan. me:*decides to give it a try despite its appearance* “okay, 我要一个。” auntie:“饭?” me:“er, 不要饭。” auntie:*looks a little surprised, as if didnt know ppl could just eat cha ye dan only.*“哦。”*took out a small red oval plate* me:*sees plate instead of familiar plastic bag* *oh no i miss the old vendor!* *being positive,nvm,like that more environmentally friendly* auntie:*hands me plate with slippery egg* me:*pays* "谢谢。” auntie: “谢谢。”*smiled to me as if i was the only customer who went to their stall and as if she was so appreciative* me:*smiles* *in my heart: O.O* the new vendors not nice de. the old ones so friendly and everything. they rmb us. the new vendors reminds me of the word "hostile". and the food is not nice too. WHY DID THEY CHANGE IN THE FIRST PLACE??? make it less sad for us when we leave nanyang right.
9:03 PM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i should SERIOUSLY cut down on my interests to concentrate on schoolwork else i will never reach my goals!!!!!!!!!! BADDDDDD i like everything. guess im just displaying human's most primitive charactieristic: greed. ahhhhhhhh it's so hard to let go of any one of the things: 350, philo, writing my thoughts and thus LIVING A LIFE, .. checking emails, GAH. i feel exasperated only on SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND this is like the first year form the 3 years that teachers didnt start giving SIAs on the first day of lessons! HAHA
9:41 PM
i had a sudden thought, a breakthrough, i would think. and i think that all world leaders should hear it, it's certainly something new. there's no reason for the countries to be afraid of commiting to cut down on carbon emissions just because it'll harm the economy. because if we carry on to live like that, soon we'll all be dead. and it's just ridiculous to be concerned about money when you don't even have a life anymore. so i think that choosing to sacrifice the economy is the better option, although in the process many people may suffer a little. because if we choose this greener path, we know that human kind will survive. and on the basis that humans are very smart creatures, i believe that as long as humans still exist, human can find a way to live on. so it doesnt matter if we all end up poor and begging on the streets due to greening-the-environment, because we can always explore other means besides burning coal and the money concept. it's like a whole new generation of human kind. a startover after a fall. even though this process is much harder and slower, but since humans have such a strong sense of survival, it's really worthed it. if human survival is what we want, then it is the only thing that we need.
7:57 PM
Monday, January 4, 2010
even if nanyang turns into crap, i still rather be in nanyang than hwachong jc. we should get a i love nan yang shirt with nanyang in chinese. who cares if we copy hcjc man.
9:30 PM
sometimes you really don't realize how insensitive you can be.
8:55 PM
Sunday, January 3, 2010
WOAH. i wanted to close that windows live thing then it's ALL the way up at the top then only the bottomest showed at the top of the screen then i just couldnt close it. so annoying. then had to right click. -.- ANYWAY, i think saying just another time of "time passes so fast" will make that concept as cliche as cliche can be. but funnily though, i don't this concept will EVER be cliche because it applies to everyone after the age of 12. well. but seriously, i think time passed so fast. it's like sec one ytd and sec 4 today. and because the middle is all so chaotic so rushed, it's a blur and we cant see anything clearly. im pretty sure this year will pass as quickly as all the other years too. for all we know, it's first day of school today, and the next thing we know is grad night. it's scary. i wonder why no one filmed a movie about time passing fast. or how time is so warped. i think they could have. make it sci-fi-ish, might be an interesting movie everyone can relate to.
8:18 PM
Today i received PhD in The Usage of Penknife. so i am now officially the Penknife-master.
8:18 PM
Saturday, January 2, 2010
weird. i still cant used to the fact that 2009 is past tense.
8:58 PM
Friday, January 1, 2010
i really don't understand why girls like guys. you know, eve only chose adam cuz he was the only other person on the planet. what if there were one girl and one guy for eve to choose from? my mum was teaching my gradma to use her mobile phone just now. and i wonder, what will i be teaching my mum to use in the future?
8:13 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! hope this year will be a bullet-free year for everyone! i still think 2010 looks funny. a sudden change from one digit to 2 digits. and jan 1 2010 certainly looks.. odd. how long do you take to get used to a new year?
11:56 AM
it's very sad that our 201 calendar expired.
11:49 AM
Yours Truly To put it negatively, I am just yet another human being on this badly overpopulated and ruled-by-money Earth, but on the bright side, I am proudly from 201'08 and I love 201'08.(: I love my CCA.(: I have big dreams.(: I believe in Squigglerism.(: I like using the penknife. It is convenient and neat.(: I am more than glad to be in Singapore, letting me be more than satisfied with life.(: Exits
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