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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
just as i about to give up, i saw it. if i hadnt turn back i wouldnt have seen it. but i did and i saw it. does it give me more hope? yes it does. no its doesnt.
8:24 PM
just now on the corridor i heard two women talking: a: zai zhe li wei mao? b: aiya bu yong jin de la deng yi xia jiu qing li diao liao a: bu hao la, wo qu gao ah b: *cant hear* a: qiu qiu ni bu yao la *blahblah* WALAU F MY MUM. i didnt do anything wrong lor. i just blogging and when she came in pressed on the email tab and she sounded DAMN PISSED when she asked if i was SLEEPY today, cuz i slept "late" last night. OH SPEAKING OF WHICH. this morning, i was in the toilet, she just came in, and stared at me, for a long time, and i was damn pissed, i mean, i am doing my business cant i have some privacy??? so i just "what?" pissed-ly. and U KNOW WHAT SHE FUCKING SAID? she said "我看你还困不困" i was like SO EFFINF PISSED BY THEN I JUST SAID "NO?!" and she left, pissed. what the fuck is wrong with her. it's all cuz i was GONNA be late for school and she decides to let me sleep in and get dad to send me instead. and in the end i decided to tkae the 6:30 bus so i can still make it in time so i wake up. and cuz of THAT she stoood in the toilet to see if i was still sleepy. CRAZY WOMAN. and i secretly think that she was pissed cuz that meant she'd have to walk me to the bus stop and she relaly didnt want to she wanted to sleep. and it's not like i FORCED her to walk me there u know. in fact, I DO NOT want her to walk me there it's HER who INSISTED and now it's like MY fucking problem? ohgod.
7:59 PM
woah today was AWESOME!!! on the bus it was funny cuz saw sam and hupin. at furst i was sitting at the front, and saw sam, and moved with her to the back. then talk talk bitch bitch, then saw huipin board, and move back to front to talk to huipin. then in the end moved to the back again cuz there were three seats. LOL. haha and we had a fun time talking on the bus in the dark early morning, when everyone else are still sleeping on the bus. in the morning it started out with reeaaallly looooong math lesson, which is actually good, because for the first time time passed slowly, even though it's math, but it didnt matter, because the log thing wasnt as bad as the graphs.. and i was thinking "IT'S NOT EVEN ONE THIRD OF THE WAY THRU BEFORE-LUNCH YET!!!!" then was LA in which we tlked about all sorts of stuff like gay rights, and how guys fucked really weird things, bullying in singapore and japan, really scary, and yeah, funny stuff. then it was geo and mr lim didnt turn up so then we went off early for "lunch". or just the 50min break. and yijing came to sit at the 312 table haah but seriously no one cares lor! someone told me the school was trying to do a stupid thing: trying to confine the virus, if any, to the canteen, WHICH EVERYONE GOES. HAHA. and lnch was really nice because somehow we ended up at atrium bench talking to nat. yeah i was with yuxin and mingzhen. then we started to bitch about simsons. and then more people came out from 304 classroom, yumo linsha jingyi and samantha. then we got very excited bitching about a certain subject matter. and we retold the stories to those who havent heard it. haha i heard yuxin's story so many times already but it's still funny everytime!! and we talked quite long. because lunch felt DAMN long, it felt way more than 50 minutes. and it was weird because there were so few people walking aorund yet it didnt seem that lesson had started. then we realized we were late for class. physics was funny. mr tan marked our quiz and saw POTENTIAL in us, and decided to spend 60% of his time on 312, despite we were only 22 people. HAHA and mingzhen laughed and said "so are you INVESTING more time on us?" LOL invest. and really, what POTENTIAL can we possibly have, beside chinese prc students? and chinese. u know the stupid DUAN GE XING? damn it. cao cao is just this greedy guy, who pouts over the fact that he doesnt own some TALENTED PEOPLE. i cant believe he can be so emo over something like that to ACTUALLY WRITE A WHOLE FREAKING POEM ON THAT. and i was looking forward to recess because somewhen during physics i realized half the year passed AGAIN, and that it has been one year since i told yumo that. i still have that post in this account. so i went to look for her and said "HALF THE YEAR PASSED" but she said it was last week or something because this is week 27 already. ): i missed the half year event. CANT BELIEVE ONE YEAR LIAO!!! okay wait, i can. times just flies. but really, these two days, time seemed to have slowed down. and at many time i wonder, if at our age, time already flies like the way it does, then what's it gonna be like when we're adults?? it's so scary! and then yuxin and sam came along. and we saw mr gan. and three of us yumo yuxin and i went to ask mr gan why he not teaching us anymore and if he was ever gonna teach us again and we kind of asked him to be our teacher again and told him cuz simsons SUCK TO THE MAX. and he said that simsons actually told him that "the lesson went well". like yuxin said, WHAT A LOSER. and sat on the steps and talked. no wait. bitched. and IH was totally like, politics. and money. and things i didnt understand. isnt economics controlled by humans? i was so tempted to say to the teacher "but WE invented money. and then money is now controlling us." but decided against it. yadayadayada. and after school met up with adelyn (: and we talked for a long time, before we finally deicded to do something instead of standing at the bus stop talking. so we went out and continued talking and all. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH YOU ADELYN! (: thanks for the afternoon! ohyeah we also saw chinny and her friend! it was like that: adelyn: *stops abruptly* eh chinsian and (forgot her name) eh!! me: *SHOCKED* HUH? adelyn: there! *points to entrance* me: *turns to where she's pointing* *sees chinny and unfamiliar person in hc uniform standing rooted to the steps at the entrance* *screams softly* us: *recover from shock and proceeds to say hi* gosh damn funny! OH AND, taking lrt is SO COOL!!!!! it's the first time i've been on there since.. in years. i went there once when it opened or something. it's so cool! and the windows become more opaque when the train passes flats which are near. SO COOL! woah. i think lrt is cooler than mrt man!! the small small train is so cute. haha. and it has so much less people too!! awesome. oh and, i kindly took the flyer from this guy. (sam said that they can only go home when they finish distributing the flyers. ever since then i decided to be nice nd help them. haha) and folded it into a plane on the lrt. and flew it when i got off at chinese garden in the grass patch and IT REALLY FLEW! for like 3 meters or so!! SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! and i was smiling to myself. and i walked back and that's the end of this very very awesome day. okay, i think the only word i know is like awesome now?! um... today has been a very.. DAMN IT trying to find that word from harry potter, remember, when he gave that really big word when all the girl asked was "how are you doing?".. REMEMBER?? WHAT'S THAT WORD???
7:18 PM
Monday, June 29, 2009
now i CERTAINLY know what people are doing when they arent on facebook. and i cant believe it, even the most unlikely people.
10:23 PM
I AM MORE THAN EXCITED!!!!!! HOPE HOPE HOPE THEY GRANT IT.
7:42 PM
i dont care i'm SO gonna do it, even if it means shivering from head to toe for a full five minutes. yeah the Earth's still gonna spin even with a million h1n1. nothin's gettin' in our way, huh.
7:26 PM
it's funny how i just stopped seeing those red vans, or trucks, for that matter. it's even funnier, and freaky, how these two things can stop simultaneously. it's almost as if, it was planned.. and no doubt you're just reading this to mock at me. so that you feel smart EVERYDAY.
7:17 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
this is cool: Cancer cells proliferate rapidly and uncontrollably in the body; humans continue to proliferate rapidly and uncontrollably in the world. Crowded cancer cells harden into tumors; humans crowd into cities. Cancer cells infiltrate and destroy adjacent normal tissues; urban sprawl devours open land. Malignant tumors shed cells that migrate to distant parts of the body and set up secondary tumors; humans have colonized just about every habitable part of the globe. Cancer cells lose their natural appearance and distinctive functions; humans homogenize diverse natural ecosystems into artificial monocultures. Malignant tumors excrete enzymes and other chemicals that adversely affect remote parts of the body; humans' motor vehicles, power plants, factories and farms emit toxins that pollute environments far from the point of origin.
9:55 PM
there was this damn screechy music playing from neighbour's just now and i froze for like a second thinking it was a mosquito. and whoever raised that point on the if-you-pull-up-your-pants-before-you-wash-your-hands-after-you-go-toilet-then-your-pants-would-get-dirty theory, he/she makes a lot of sense. if we're to wash our hands after oing toilet, that means going to toilet will dirty our hands. but what's the use of washing our hands after we've pulled up our pants? and isnt our pants gonna get dirty? but washing our hands BEFORE pulling up our pants are just as insane. haha, it's actually quite a funny thought.
8:27 PM
OMG AHAHAHA this is soooo ridiculous and true. on 080808 (last year), this guy in hongkong was found to be fucking a PARK BENCH, with a lot of holes in it. well yeah he got stuck. and he totally had to call the ambulance. and then, they couldnt do nothing about it except cut off some part of the bench, AND BRING THE REST OF THE BENCH WITH THE GUY TO THE HOSPITAL. DAMN FUNNY omg
7:57 PM
why do u give up so quickly, all i did was to let u have a try a it. okay, maybe i was lazy. but u dont have to change your mind so quickly. and worst of all, in a freakingly annoying tone. and no not talking about you.
7:25 PM
oh yeah. u wouldnt how selfish my mum can get. this morning we were gonna look around the marine barrage. or whatever barrage. and we were looking for a parking lot. and once the guard mentions "but u could drop off", she unfastens her seatbelt, wanting to get out. and i was disgusted by that selfishness. why can SHE go and look around first while dad's still finding a parking lot? and how she always has to say whatever she wants to say FIRST. she cuts everyone off everytime. and i just cant stand watching her talk to my grandparents every week. the way she treats them. gah.
3:01 PM
so maybe we have to keep it going. but who ever said the population right now is desirable? there was a guy who said the sichuan earthquake to targeted to kill the excessive number of humans on earth, and even though the whole world disagreed with him, i am happy to find someone who finally agrees with me. it's a well known fact that sichuan IS rather crowded. and the h1n1, u know why china doesnt get hit so badly? it's cuz they are self conscious enough to know there are way too many people in their country so they have a birth limit. well, unlike other countires who get hit very badly, like those crowded AND developed countries. they need God to punish them and teach them the lesson. but thing is, people are not getting the hint. the SO OBVIOUS hint. and here. i am not at all surprised there're loads of cases here seeing it's crowded AND very much developed. even if the whole world has to disagree with me, i still believe in it. u dont actually need EVIDENCE or PROOF to believe in something. if you believe it enough, the belief itself becomes something u can rely on. and of course we can die, still never seeing what we had all along believed come true, but people who believe will think that it may not have happened in their time, but it will still happen. well that's the difference. we all say, "but what about those people? who's going to take care of them?" and "we need to keep up with this nuber of people so in the future there wont be a lack!" but the thing is, it IS realdy overpopulated NOW, it's like for example, there's 100 people now. but the desirable is 70. but in order to keep up with the pace of 100 people-society, we encourage more births, so that in the future it'll stil be around 100, or the now 100-people society will be gone. but thing is, if u choose to go that way, there'll only be MORe and MORe people. soon there'll be 200. out of control. instead of pushing and pushing and magnifying problems, wh dont we just solve it once and for all? there's a 100 people now. but we want 70. so, once and for all, the 30 will have to be jobless. and would u realyl rather live in a place with SO MUCH competition EVEYRDAY? almost to the point where u have to COMPETE to get onto a bus? and everyone knows that more people=more competiton. anyway, if u have less people, it will certainly stop the rapid rather of development we're in right onw. this acceleration theory. and the h1n1 out of control is due to globalisation. people from developed countried fly from here to there to there and here and there everywhere. of course it'll spread quickly. and u know the fact that h1n1-originated-from-mexico-but-end-up-killing-more-people-in-developed-countries is really a funny and ironic thing? it only shows that even when LDCs get hit, DCs get hit worse. it's worse than if h1n1-originated-from-DCs-and-thus-kills-more-DCs-people. oh right.
2:09 PM
Friday, June 26, 2009
and my hand STILL feels weird due to the sand, that i wonder if that feeling will EVER come off. - it's not an end. it's just the beginning. i know you're tired. so i am.
11:50 PM
UGH if school reopens am going to DIE still LOADS of undone work!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and unfair hci got one week extension holidays, heard from xiaohan. not that i want extended holidays seeing i;ll just die even worse, it's just that, HOMEWORK! GAH. so we all agreed to day on three things: 1. school would be MUCH nicer if there weren't sias. 2. school would be MUCH nicer if the assignment are easier. 3. school would be MUH nicer if we;re allowed to just go there to socialize. AND PEOPLE LET'S WEAR MASKS ON MONDAY KAY! when they stop u at audi cuz u're wearing mask, say like huipin said "sorry lah, aiya, u know ah, singaporean mah, kiasu lah hor, .." LOL and during concert, every time someone sneezes, huipin and i laugh. but really, it'd be quite cool to wear mask to school! but it'd be stuffy under ur nose/mouth though. haha
11:44 PM
CLASS OUTING WWAS DAMN FUN! love the sea and foam parts!!!! we played monkey with linsha's big beach ball. it was nice in the water. ahaha and as we were walking later on we saw this dad and his child holding the EXACT same ball. then the ball keep floating away. and poor huipin always had to swim far to get it. kind soul, huipin (: then we played race piggyback in water lol it was alot of catfight and shouting and sturggling. then we also played dare or dare in which everyone eventually, after much unwillingness and hestitation, stripped. their shirt. haha so cool! so linsha went first cuz she was wearing a, thermal wear inside? then we were in a circle so we went clockwise. eunice went next, HAHA she strip no stip no difference one lor! then in the end all of us were just just wearing bra or sports bra. in the water. and weiqing was wearing tube and she submerge herself in water such that cant see her tube at all so frojm above it looks like she;s really NAKED. lol very fun. but we wore back our shirts immediately. since u cant really do much without a shirt on, esp when there's so many people opposite and all. then they did sand spa. lol. supposed to make ur skin smoother haha dunno if that really worked! and then we went to koufu and eat. then walk back to train station. ON THE WAY we passed by this foam thing. haha so glad we were curious enough to go take a look at it cuz it turned out to be DAMN FUN. it was for kids. but i guess seeing we had such a deprived childhood as we were playing SO HAPPILY with the foam, the guards just let us. OH AND they were playing the high school musical soundtrack!!!! the moment i heard BREAKING FREE I SCREAMED. someone said something about the music THEN i heard it. and as expected we're all in this together came next and i screamed. and sang, and danced. really, when your playing foam, and listening to hsm, and dancing, you really feel like a kid all over again. and i really mean it. and it's like u dont even have to care about anything else, u just do what u love so much. that;s why i thoroughly enjoyed the foam bit. we had foam fights. haha. we were so close to just jumping straight into the pool. at first we just took some off the edge and blew at it. then we end up whole body covered with foam! ahaha then had to go wash AGAIN. lol. it was really fun with the foam! u can blow at it, try to catch it, u can attack someone with foam and all! hahaha there were kids playing in the thing, as in they really jumped into the thing. then this small boy was coughing out foam, then we all laughed at how cute he was. this fat mom brought a little girl into the foam thing. then they came out full of foam, and LOL we saw that when they were all cleaned up, ready to go, the mum still had this one bit of foam on her back. LOL dunno why but it;s just seems funny!! and we went to change. cuz we were all salty and soapy. and WHOA huipin. but i think i got used to it tonight so there's nth much to say about it. well yeah and she shocked so many people at CO concert! ahaha oh no this is going to be a long post if i include the CO concert part too. and went back to vivo. and.. walk around. they went to check movie timings, and decided not to watch. then went tothe back of seven eleven, a nice place. it became smaller from last year, or just that we grew. rest there and eat and drink and talk, about math sia, bio sia, undone homework, how we should all wear masks on monday, talk about h1n1, etc. then jingting meizhen weiqing left. then we went walking around uh.. fashion stores. haha xiaohan quickly started looking thru clothes and all and stated that she DOESNT SHOP. in vivo. there is really something wrong with my fashion sense i think. because i wouldnt wear 99% of the clothes i came across in my life. so i decided recently that i will only get clothes from billabong roxy surfers paradise, in short, surfers brand. they;re the ONLY kind of style i like. (well at least there is SOMETHING that suits.) then yijing lingsha eunice decided to "go for real" lol. cuz they kept saying they're going and kept going into fashion stores. o.o so then the three of us xiaohan huipin and i were very very tired by then AND XH STILLED KEEP WALKING SO DMAN FAST?! then went to the outside the place with the water in the wave shape. ran past and jumped over the water, AHAHA WHAT HUIPIN SAID!!! was SO tempted to go zigzag in thw water! but that would be too much of a sight.. maybe next time when i go out with crazier people (as if huipin is not crazy enough. IN A GOOD WAY(: ) awesome, i realized "(: )" is a smiley whicever way u look at it. see, this is optimistic(: okay nvm . nvm i shall blog about co concert tmr.. well basically people just freaked out when they saw huipin. and saw me in fbts. huipin was trying to cover with her shawl. lol then lixian was so funny she was talking to us in the all serious-but-funny-looking-face and as she was talking she went to pull away huipin's shawl so she saw what was underneath and was shocked and amused and laughed fora second before going back to her all-serious-but-funny-looking-face talk. lol lixian really cracks me up! and wendi and wenli just giggled at how their senior suddenly become so different. haha they are ultimate cute twins can! then i had to tell so many people that id be pulling a skirt over, when they said sth about my fbts. BUT CHINNY AND TAMMY AND JASMINE CAME IN SHORTS!!! AND STH-LIKE-FLIPFLOPS!! and just as i awas about to pull on my skirt, chinny took it and looked shocked and said no and i told her then i just go in with fbts meh? then i literally pulled it over my head slide and pulled it down. and i was adjusting to find the front and back not that it matters from outside but feel weird still right, if u wearwrong side so i had to pull it open to see the label inside and okay i think that was quite obscene. but somehow, when u know u're wearing fbts under anything, u'll never feel a sense of obscenity. okay really gotta rest now OH AND WHO SAYS I DONT HAVE SUNBURNT LOR MY NOSE AND NECK NOW SO DAMN RED LE. haha actually quite cool to get sunburt cuz it'll be red and u'll get to look like those angmohs! haha
10:43 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
july 11 is the WORLD POPULATION AWARENESS DAY. on july 11 in 1987, the world population hit 5 billion. it is estimated that by 2050, world's popluation would have reached 9 billion, THREE TIMES the number of people just, merely, a century ago. that is frightening.
7:53 PM
right. i almost forgot the reason why i was awake since 2:30 this morning. yesterday for lunch i decided to have beef lasagne from pizza hut. and at night, dad suggested eating at pizza hut. not wanting to change this initial plans, i just agreed. so we had pizza. well and it was a late night to begin with, read while waited for mum until nearly 11:30. then i was listening to ipod, couldnt sleep with the air stuck in between my gullet and stomach. and i was really tired and sleepy i guess, cuz i yawned till i cried and till my neck ached from the efforts of yawning. also from the efforts of putting my head on the bolster so i could read. took me a long long while to finally sleep. and i woke up at 2:30 in the morning too pee. when i got back to bed my neck was aching. and i had a runny nose. it's always like that at night i dunno why. so having a neckache and a blocked not nose but nostril, haha, there was no way i could sleep. but i thought i would eventually end up sleeping. but no. once i woke up i didnt manage to sleep again. so yeah i was awake all the way since 2:30 this morning. my head was certainly not all right i tried to remove the pillow and it helped but only for a few seconds. blame it on the reading. and the other reason why i couldnt get back to sleep was that, i suddenly remembered two things: the song "the complicated song" re-written from complicated by avril lavigne and the fact that i had beef lasagne AND pizza earlier that day. now you may not see any connection but man i tell u it was real disturbing. u know how the lyrics of "the complicated song" goes: pizza party at your house i went just to check it out nineteen extra larges what a shame no one came, just us, eating all alone, you said, take the pizza home, no sense, letting all this to waste, so then i faced, pizza all day, and everyday, the cheese round the clock, is getting me blocked, and i sure dont care, for irregularity... tell me, why do you have to go and make me so constipated.. ... and GAH it just KEPT replaying and replaying in my head. and it just reminded me of the lasagne and the pizza i had, and i didnt even had appetite to begin with. and man i was so sick of the pizza! i was thinking hell i wont ever be eating again. and the cheese. gahhhh.. and i tried to sing some other song in my head like hoedown throwdown but it just wont work. my mind kept going back to the pizza song. yeah it was making me feel constipated for sure. and then i thought of the "next day" when jingyi and sam are coming over for project and how we might be eating that same pizza again for lunch and i was so disgusted by it already. i really would have puked if i thought harder. and there was NO way i could sleep with that tune (complicated) in my head anyway. and trust me, the night is certainly shorter than we think it is. it was three fifteen. and it reminded of the movie exorcist. and writing stuff, stoning, idling around, i look at the clock again and it was 4:15. an hour passed. it was really quick. and then another hour passed with me doig nothing but writing down something random stuff and to do stuff. another hour passed. and another. it jsut went on like that. but i figured out some stuff like: humans invented figures and money. now look at what they're doing to us. they're controlling us, in a bad way. and if humans continue with their latest robot technology, in no time, and without surprise, robots will be in control of us as well. all the things we make robots do, we, humans, can do better. you just have to find the right people. and really, you'd rather be patient and find the right people than be under control of robots. it just makes me realize (all over again) what a sad world we're living in. and since i had nth to do i decided to see the sunrise from the balcony but to my disappointment it rained this morning. the air first smelt like forest fires, or those you get from the factories. then it somehow became bitter. i never knew air could smell bitter. it was no good so i ended up reading again. it's a nice book. oh and while i was waiting for the sunrise, i read shakespeare's short biography, which was there since last year november but i just didnt bother to read it. and i think now i would like to read quite a few of his plays sounds pretty interesting. okay and sorry for wasting your time since this post merely describes my activites from yesterday noon to today morning.
8:26 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
haha recently, we implemented an "automated message" for every call to our house: "metropolitan is already sold. you are?" and by saying this u can "sieve out" agents from friends and all. because according to mum, the agents will straightaway put down the phone. so many calls regarding the metropolitan that we're sick of it already.
5:21 PM
haha china is really pro. you know how they ban families from having more than one kid? and u know the reason why families have more than one kid, they want a girl, or a boy, so tey try until they get it.. yada yada.. so here is an ACTUAL advertisement in China, encouraging one-child policy: it says: 生男生女一样好,女儿也是传启人。 and this woman in the ad, is equivalent to singapore's campus superstar champion in China. she's a tomboy girl. THEN, some funny person on the net made this with photoshop:
HAHA. i also saw this on the internet: The world’s biggest problem is not CO2 emissions.It’s overpopulation.Overpopulation results in destruction of habitat, generation of waste, stress on food and water supplies and, of course, emission of CO2 (among other greenhouse gases).Government focus should be on reducing population, not CO2 Dieter, Bangkok,
3:47 PM
hey dad, how about an agreement that goes like this: you stop smoking while i force myself to eat more. sounds good?
1:32 PM
YES HOORAY THEY DIDNT EXTEND HOLIDAYS! i was so eager to watch the news ytd night for like the first time in my life. and then after i heard the news i did a happy dance. AWESOME!! it would mean that aep anniversary, july 4 plan AND FOA would be carried out as planned!!! WHOOHOO!!!!! BUT something sthink and that's NO CCA FOR THE WHOLE OF THIS WEEK! AHHHH i was SO LOOKING FORWARD TO TODAY CUZ THERE'LL BE CCA AND REHEARSAL I LIKE REHEARSALS! WHATS WITH THE AUDI AND STUFF. GAH. but we cant have the best of both worlds can we, so just, might as well, study for the chem quiz coming up next week. i only started like, YTD WTH. funny thing, within 2 weeks, both my parents and i took turns to see the doctor. stupid flu thing. yeah man i'm gonna hate pigs. .. .. uh, or not. . ah whatever. u know, i have a life long goal now, and it's damn cool, haha, not damn cool, but a good goal. it is to PROTEST AGAINST SMOKING IN ALL COUNTRIES. in other words, BAN SMOKING WORLDWIDE. i relaly dont see the benefits of manufacturing cigarettes (workers can do something else), selling cigarettes(sellers ought to feel guilty), buying cigarettes(with money saved u can do so many other things), and last but definitely not least, SMOKING. and as mum said, government cannot not sell cigar cuz it makes a lot of money. but really, WHICH HUMANE SOCIETY WOULD SACRIFICE BASIC HUMANITY AND HEALTH OF SO MANY BILLIONS OF PEOPLE TO EARN MORE MONEY? EVEN IF IT'S SKYLOADS MORE MONEY? it's just not humane. maybe i'm too naive, or idealistic, but really, that's like heartless, just to make money? and here's a quote i've seen from somewhere and i relaly think it makes LOTS of sense: the saddest thing about humans is that they use their best to do their worst. you get it? we use our intelligence and hardwork to do something destructive, like the smartest terrorists do, or using our smartness to make as much money as possible out of poor people. it's sad. really sad.
11:22 AM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
NOOOOOOOOO I DO NOT SUPPORT EXTENSION OF SCHOOL HOLIDAYS I WANT AEP ANNIVERSARY AND FOA!!!! cant wait till tuesday!!
8:52 PM
man i really wanna get to know her
7:36 PM
realized fish dont have memory. they were trying to bite on this cucumber-like thing but realize it's inedible. after a few minutes they all swarm around the same thing again thinking it's edible. and being a fish looks really boring from a human's point of view they just swim around doing nothing.. especially those in a small pond. i wonder if they communicate? or laugh?
5:42 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
my mum's really gotta learn to LISTEN more. i just cant stand the sight, or rather sound, of her talking and interrupting every time my grandparents are saying something. makes me feel really bad for them. makes me hate my mum for it. WHY is she so insensitive? and somehow along the way the conversation headed to my eating problems, and mum started SIGHING about how i dont have appetite (which is really not a surprise nor any remarkable nor even a MENTIONABLE comment since i've been like that since i was born) and how i dont eat much and all. i mean, what's so worrying about that. and she was SIGHING it really annoyed me. so much that i just had to leave. sorry grandma and grandpa i left so abruptly. i wouldnt want to be like my mum. this is another of my complain-about-my-mum posts.
10:32 PM
AHH IM HALFWAY THERE! THE DANCE! AWESOME!
1:59 PM
I AM SO DETERMINED TO FINISH ALL THE REMAINING HOMEWORK THIS WEEKEND AND I JUST DECIDED TO GIVE UP ON MATH, CANCELLING ONE OFF THE LIST. BECAUSE, FUCK MATH.
11:48 AM
who DOESNT hate the new jurong point? everywhere you look you see things you DONT WANT to see. those stupid highly commercialized stuff such as dead sea salts spa treatment like totally inhumane and those fashion stores with all the same clothes and all. if they had extended jurong point to make it more successful, i shall tell them in their face that THEY FAILED because more people prefer the more DOWN TO EARTH OLD JURONG POINT. yeah? and this new one is purely, COMMERCIALIZED. i mean, even the new IMM isnt as commercialized as jurong point what the hell happened? yeah? and i dont get the way people dress nowadays, and like, especially GUYS, what's with those act cool stuff they just remind me of the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR, u know, the stuff they sell in 77th street. EVERY GUY's wearing those stuff they gah, it only makes me hate guys MORE. and what are girls wearing nowadays, i mean, LITTLE girls. their auntie-like mothers dressing them up like BITCHES AND BIMBOS that's intolerable. cant children have back their kids way of dressing? well i should be so happy im not a KID caught in this modern society. and it really irks me, how asians, or singaporeans, can look SO horribly terrible in the same outfit say, an european wears. it's just this singaporean thing, that makes them UNsuitable in ANY outfit yeah im not saying i look nice in anything and sorry for being so, racist. and i dont get what's with all the discussions about li lian jie becoming a singaporean i mean, GIVE HIM A REST ALRIGHT. what, is it as ASTONISHING as if obama becomes a singaporean? no? then shut the hell up. and my mum was telling me "this is how li lian jie looks like" and "here's his daughther, next time maybe you'll see her since they live so near your school" i was like, trying hard to refrain myself from pushing my mum away and tearing that newspaper up. and i feel like i'm never going to buy another thing from anywhere, because im no longer in pursuit of materialistic needs. because something(s) suck and that does not put me in the mood of buying things, or, consumerism. if i was the puppeter of the world, i'd be laughing at how everyone is discussing about their puppet lives, talking as if they know what really is going on. and it's not that i know what's going on either it's just that, it's another way of seeing things. dad said they'll only announce if there'll be extended holidays on like saturday or sunday because if they announce it too early and if they announce yes there WILL be extended holidays, some annoying and inconsiderate people will plan to go somewhere AGAIN and in the end when they come back they'll have to be quarantined another week and thus not helping the country at all. and i was saying "who's so qian bian to do that?!" and my dad said "apparently LOTS of people are qianbian". no, actually, i made that up. but yeah that's what i gathered. those young shop owners, they dont have anything better to do. they think opening a shop is like the easy way out SURE IT IS because duh business is the new trend and who doesnt want to make money and all the bitches need to know is how to sweettalk people including fat aunties into buying those clothes and do some sums that's all. they are brainless people. and those heavy makeup they put on. what do they think they are? prostitutes? all in all, the world is becoming such a nasty place to live in.
10:43 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009
AH feel so relieved. should have said it earlier though. meanwhile just live happy without worry. (: neither full hard determinism nor full soft determinism is going to make one happy. when things go wrong, think "hard determinism". other times just think "determinism". the cause thing is so senseless. like somewhere someone said, if you're to continue all the way, it's lead back to eternity ago. why dont you just stop somewhere to reduce the trouble. and, there need not be CAUSE to everything. if everything has a cuase it'd be too tedious even for God isnt it. and when we cant figure out the cause of things just leave it at that and say "things happen" instead of chaining eternity back.
10:42 AM
nadia's theme is actually gothic. heck it's still nice.
10:38 AM
just now went to clinic and i pointed out the fishes in the tank are gone. then my mum was at counter. and she heard me, she said to the nurse at the counter: why are the fishes gone? they also have flu? haha. .. and i actually laughed at that. but it IS funny, isnt it?
10:24 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
just after i said these nights are getting a little better, they got worse. i hate that darkness, and the feeling of loneliness, and i can think of anything in this.. soul-less world. and nothing good. i hate the night, still trying to convince myself i dont hate it. on second thoughts i want school to reopen asap. i need people in my life else it'd be no different from living alone on an island off off off south america. nothing on the internet can make me feel connected to the world, not even facebook. nor msn. because everyone is busy with their own things. either i just dont have the mood to get into my own thing or i just dont have any my own thing, which is false because look at that homework list i'm just procrastinating but nothing can motivate me to starte on it ..... i know of a few possible reasons... yeah, and, .. i need to rest.. mentally. not so much physically but i just tired myself out ytd? or did i? what's happening? does everyone go thru this dread-the-night phase?
8:48 PM
somewhere someone said about being bound by freedom. now i get what that means and how that feelsl like. the internet is freedom. me sitting in front of the computer getting sick of internet is bounded. well, or something like that. tmr's boring oh day.
8:08 PM
nadia's theme is nice!!! it sounds familiar. feels like finding back something, but it cant be compared to if when i find out that song.. i think the song will turn out to be a disappointment but i guess it's just that two words. anyway, i totally want to go live in boarding school until my dad decides to quit smoking. i hate all smokers. gah. they are stupid and inconsiderate. but i must not think the worst. must not must not. hmm, dont you find it somewhat, forced?
7:41 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THE SONG HOEDOWN THROWDOWN FROM HANNAH MONTANA MOVIE! IT'S CATCHY! AND THE DANCE IS NICE I AM DETERMINED TO MASTER IT.
11:10 PM
it finally feels like i have a life again.
10:41 PM
there's this red glow in the distance. and it dyed the clouds orange red and it yeah it glows. like, alive. it looks like fire from here. i tiptoed and tried to see but all i saw was bright orange red look like flames. mum said maybe fire. fire in indonesia? the clouds are real red. dad said school holiday may extend. okay i dont read news or listen to news so i may be a few days backdated but yeah it's.. good and bad, like everything else. but i would want school to resume so i can go run in the morning the breezy morning at the track is nice. and so i can occupy myself with work so i can stop thinking about stupid things such as mosquitoes laying eggs in your food while you're not looking and when u eat the food the eggs go in too. EW. and my parents still dont believe lizards can go places other than walls. they just need to see it for themselves dont they. but of course if they dont start school, it'd be so cool cuz then we'll have more holidays, nearing the states. but no where near. and my dad said they might cut some of the stuff we learn in school if we have more vacation but i told him i knew the system better and that no way would they cut down on the syllabus. the only possible way is, from what i gather, one more week of school end of year. these nights are getting better.
9:23 PM
mum wore a grey pumpkin to work today, i wonder what her colleagues said about it. I LOVE THE HEINEKEN AD!!! u know the one where the women scream about walk-in wardrobe and the men scream about heineken? HAHA WHO DOESNT LOVE THAT ONE?
9:10 PM
AM SO GONNA LEARN THE HANNAH MONTANA DANCE!!! WOAH THEIR MASS DANCE DAMN COOL
7:39 PM
hannah montana the movie may be one of the last movie you'd consider watching, from a mature's point of view. however it's really good. it's funny plus touching, not that i like movie movies but the fact that it makes people think its touching means it succeeded dont you think so? so anyway it's really nice yeah and FUNNY and i developed this huge crush on EMILY OSMENT she is so.. i dunno how to put it but something about her. i like her better than miley cyrus. and form the movie, miley's not as bad as everyone says she is, but still, being an ACTRESS. AND EMILY OSMENT CAN DANCE!!!!!!!! i am going to need to attend a how to be decisive workshop. felt so odd one out with adelyn and xiaohan o.o
6:42 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
AHHHHHHH *HYPERVENTILATES* DID I MENTION ZHIQI WAS PLAYING A HARP FOR CO JUST NOW??? OH MAN FREAKING COOL IT REALLY SOUNDS ANGELLIC AND LIKE MAYXIN SAID IT REALLY SOUNDS LIKE THOSE SOUND EFFECT WHERE THEY SHOW A PERSON DOZING OFF TO DREAMLAND AND U CAN HEAR THE BUBBLES COMING OUT AND THEN THE NEXT SECTION OF THE MUSIC IT'S IN DREAMLAND IT"S SO AWESOME THE HARP AND DID U KNOW YOU HAVE TO REST THE EIGHTY TO NINETY KG HARP ON YOUR SHOULDER WHEN U PLAY IT? TIRING!! AND IT HAS SEVEN PEDALS, ONE FOR EACH NOTE, AND THERE'S THREE UM, GEARS THATS WHAT I WOULD CALL IT FROM SHARP NATURAL TO FLAT. IT LOOKS REALLY HARD AND CONFUSING BUT WOW SO COOL U KNOW!!! man am so excited about FOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10:20 PM
OH EM GEE 900th post this. okay and i didnt mean to sound like a bimbo up there. heck. i hope this is just a phase. you know, when one gets paranoid at just about everything. like death, and stuff. it's really scary. and tiring. and sad. night comes i'm like the most depressed and sad person ever. night dark solitude sleep still quiet lonely sad i used to like being alone but now i rather be around people. i realized lots of things recently, like how having real friends is important and how being homo is ten times as hard as i thought it'd be. cant believe i JUST figured it out. YAY FINALLY BOUGHT HSM 3 DVD SO ONE DAY THIS HOLIDAYS I'M GONNA WATCH IT FOR THE THIRD TIME AND HAH I GOT MY NAIL POLISHES FOR FOA!!! yay man happy 900th post post! PS AHH THE AD ON THE SIDE OF BLOGGER AFTER U PRESS PUBLISH POST IS SCARY.
9:44 PM
i am not going to become anorexic i am not going to become anorexic i am not going to become anorexic i am not going to become anorexic i am not goint to become anorexic i am not going to become anorexic food is nice food is nice food is nice food is nice i am hungry i am hungry i am hungry i am hungry i have appetite i have appetite i have appetite i have appetite i have appetite i have appetite i know the answer to the popular question from last year now: would you rather be anorexic or obese? my answer: obese. at least u didnt state HOW obese and i can still force myself to exercise whereas anorexia is a state of mind and is scary.
9:09 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
there was this ad, it started out big and inspiring: (audio) imagine if every child has access to the world of knowledge.. but it ended off like this: image: a poor african girl standing (audio) donate a laptop. WTF?!
10:11 PM
the school teaches us how to write letter of compliment, of complaint, of suggestion, of this of that, but you know what's one letter the school wont teach us how to write? it's the parent's letter. else everyone'd be ponning school and cca everyday.
8:50 PM
have you ever thought that the whole universe might be part of the "Earth Package"? you know, maybe humans were programmed to think there's this whole universe out there. and of course humans are also programmed to be able to see such things we believe exist. but of course if that holds, then everything we touch may also be the case - they may be imaginary. you see, you can't tell me "but you see the words on the screen as you type, thus it must be true!" because since i';m programmed to think i'm typing on a real thing, then i must also be programmed to see the words that i type on the screen too. and maye there's isnt even a computer in front of me right now. and you say "but you FEEL the keyboard!", and again, we might be programmed to feel the keyboard. so somehow, there's no way of knowing for sure what reality is. we can only know what reality is from a human's point of view. it's different, the reality from the puppet's point of view and from the puppeter's point of view, aint it?
10:01 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
chang is so funny. his flight was at 1 ytd afternoon and he was still in school at 10. and lim told him "you have to be at the airport two hours before!" and chang was like "yeah i know".
2:35 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
OMG TODAY IS THE HAPPIEST AND MOST ACHIEVING DAY IN THE HOLIDAYS GUESS WHAT WE ROCK MANZXZXZXX WE MADE FREAKING THREE HUNDRED AND SEVENTY BADGES IN ONE DAY, FROM TEN TO SIX THIRTY. ALL THANKS TO HUILIN, KYMBERLY, SAMANTHA, KANGNING, YITING, EUNICE, YIJING AND ME. and mr lim will remember us forever because he know 312's the class that cheonged all 370 badges orders in ONE DAY. FEEL DAMN DAMN DAMN ACCOMPLISHING. AH. and we were all cutting, pressing and drawing till our arms and hands and fingers hurt. until in the end huilin wasl ike" did i put plastic?" "aiya nvm" *slams down machine handle* *take out and see* "oh i did" LOL and it was all very very fun and funny thanks to everyone because out of boredom we talked the weirdest things, like "aiya who cares got the circle shape can already" so it was more interesting than dry. yeah and kym was like chao funny. and here's my personal story: nearing five, there was still like less than 10 orders so i was so determined to finish them all today. and at the very end, there's this 33 and 44 orders. so i went all the way to coro again alone this time to photocopy it nd MAN THAT UNCLE WAS VERY SLOW but he really knows computer stuff yeah so i was like "patience.., patience.." and midway he was like tending to this angmoh and i was so impatient liao. but in the end he did a very good job, in ensuring there are no wasted ipieces of a4 paper and in the quality of the colors and all. it was worth the wait and it was only, not only, 14 bucks. i am so not going to confess to my mum that in the end 20 was still not enough. i felt damn stupid. as i was going back to school, saw eunice on the escalator and she decided to come and help us cut since it was like 14 pieces of paper times 6 circles for 4 people. yeah and yijing came too so it was a lot faster so AH finish at like 6:20 and PHEW RELIEF MAN we were really like "okay two more two more.." "okay last one!" woah. i bet huilin press the machine until hand and arm damn pain also alr. history better remember us man our three hundred and seventy badges in 8 hours. minues one hour for lunch and all. in 7 hours. you think it's easy? want to try? can die man, esp if you're doing the cutting. AH. feels so nice. all done. finished. goodbye. - dance concert was worthed. it felt worthed cuz of that video clip. and some very cool dances such as hcjc hip hop and rjc hip hop and the malay dances they were refreshing and ny chinese dance but it'd be SO MUCH BETTER WITH CHINESE ORCHESTRA PIECES THAN STUPID QING HUA CI WHICH IS DAMN MODERN? the beautiful costumes are wasted on a modern song lacking flavour. gah. and the modern dance the ending part was very nice! one girl reminded me of yingxin! haha then yijing said look like "yi qun gui zai kan xi" LOL OMG BELLY DANCE WAS CHAO FUNNY that time, the music was kinda ending and you could feel someone was going to come out from behind the curtains and anticipating and i said to meizhen ' i bet te fat one going to come out" and then GUO RAN SHE CAME OUT AND WE STARTED SCREAMING-LAUGHING TOTALLY FUNNY. and we were like "huh got FOUR belly dances" and we totally dread it... it really dominated the whole concert can. i mean the music sounds the same and it;s freaking seductive EW I HATE SEDUCTIVE gah sorry but to me they're as good as prostitutes. (there'll always be mean people who gives mean comments so i just happen to be one of the mean people this time and i dont feel sorry for that because there'll always be mean people who give comments) - many 201ers miss two one. TWO ONE!!!!!! ):
10:53 PM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
we always say "moving on" is a great and noble thing to do. but actually forgetting about it and moving on isnt solving the problem. it's merely escaping. (it's not a reply to xuyue's post titled "deleted".)
6:51 PM
AHAHAHA this photo is from class chalet last year. it was like that: someone ( i think is shufang but cant be sure) was going to brush teeth, then squeeze the toothpaste onto toothbrush alr. and by the time she walk to the sink in the kitchen she realize the toothpaste is missing. LOLOLOL then they searched for the toothpaste everywhere. in the end some one found it. and guess what, here it was: yes, right on the wall. and you must be laughing and thinking "HOW THE HELL DID IT GET HERE?!" i was laughing my lungs out when i saw this photo!! and do you remember what we were playing with on the last morning of class chalet? HAHAHA NOW YOU REMEMBER and i have a photo of cute jiza laughing at meizhen: ahh.. good times..
12:29 PM
when i can finally sleep before eleven, i wake up at two thirty. this sucks. and it's not like i think therefore i cant sleep. it's that i cant sleep and therefore i think. and the horrible things i think of. these nights somehow are the most torturous.
9:05 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
a song of sadness it's a world of smoke and a world of tears it's a world of wars and a world a fears there's so much to live for but we're all too busy it's a sad world after all it's a sad world after all it's a sad world after all it's a sad world after all it's a sad, sad world there is just one life but we're too obsessed over money cuz it controls our lives there are too much humans than the Earth can ever support it's a sad world after all.
10:14 AM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
if only i had read it last year, or last last year, then i wouldve understood the whole movie. it gives me the goosebumps now, when i listen to the song.
4:38 PM
i am most likely a bisexual who does not want to like guys. anyway, here is a short story on my newest idol: 李敖 my dad told me this story:(it's best told in chinese) 一天李敖在大学里发言。最后是发问时间,很多人都提出了问题和看法。 突然,一张纸朝李敖飞去。 他打开字条, 里面写着:“王八蛋”三个字。 李敖看了便高高举起那张纸,给在场的每个人看。 他说:“很多人问了问题,但忘了签名。可是这个人只签了名,而忘了问问题。” 立即,全场一片欢呼与掌声。 *in awe* so anyway, i read this article in which the guy said "banning same-sex marriage is protecting homosexuals from the cost of weddings, adultery and divorce.", which is quite smart.
12:59 PM
so whenever i pull a cap off a marker, i think the ink stained my nails.
12:08 PM
Monday, June 8, 2009
... yeah so i ended up sleeping. haha jingting at least u survived!! (: lady gaga. she reminds me of mingzhen, somehow. no offence, mingzhen, if you dont like her. i'm dreading the night more and more. night is somehow longer than day. sad. its so dark. oh and dublin looks fun. just a different style from singapore i guess. GAH. ..think i told way too many people. haha ku xiao. i just feel damn sian now, nothing i want to do. wasting my time away. it's hard to blog anything nowadays. because then everyone would know. hey i realize lady gaga songs very nice.
9:35 PM
starting from three i'm going to stone for an hour.
2:56 PM
i wanted to have a drink and i wanted to reach for a tissue to clean the keyboard and just then the phone rang and i didnt know what to do and that's typical multi-tasking
2:30 PM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
so for some reasons, i decided to have black nails. and ever since ytd, after my foster sis talked about chionging finish most sias by term 2 and after me getting so sick of procrastinating and all, i have decided that: i must finish all my homework in a minute, and the quality should be none of my concerns, at least for now. and only when i master the skill of completing homework in a split second, shall i consider the quality of the work. AHAHAHAHA. well my motivation is simply to shock teachers that i can complete work in such a short amount of time. and i believe i can do it. (this is not a good goal)
9:36 PM
life is not made up of many days, insteda, it's made up of one long day in which you sleep and wake many times.
7:24 PM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
ohgod tired tired tired.
4:41 PM
Friday, June 5, 2009
said you'll be there when i need you. and where have you disappeared to?
10:37 PM
YEAH AND I WOULD NOT LIKE TO FRY EGGS ON MY EARS DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH TEXT MESSAGING???
10:34 PM
OH FUCK I AM SO NOT IN A GOOD MOOD RIGHT NOW THAT DAMN MICROSOFT POWERPOINT LAGS LIKE SHIT AND YOU KNOW< IF YOU HAVENT TRIED< IT'S NOT AS SIMPLE AS U THINK OKAY SO QUIT HURRYING ME. AND PEOPLE SAY YOURE NICE AND ALL YEAH SUREI USED TO THINK THAT TOO BUT NOW I FIND IT HARD TO AGREE WITH OTHERS DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO CALL AND STUFF AND SORRY BUT I JUST CANT STAND YOUR VOICE MAYBE UR TRYING TO NOT OFFEND ANYONE BUT YOURE JUST PLAIN ANNOYING OKAY AND GAH STOP WORRYING OVER EVERY SINGLE THING IT JUSTS MAKES US SICK IM SO SURE SHE HAS GOT ENOUGH OF YOU TOO YOU KNOW FUCK YOU AND FUCK ALL THE PROJECTS YOU KNOW ITS SO DAMN TIRING ALL THE SIAS AND HOMEWORK AND CCA IT'S LIKE, NON STOP ITS LIKE A HORSE GALLOPING AWAY NON STOP AND YOU JUST HAVE TO HEAR IT GALLOP GALLOP GALLOP DOESNT IT TIRES YOU TO EVEN HEAR IT AFTER SOME TIME??! FUCK EVERYTHING. THERE'S NO BREAK ONE SIA AFTER THE OTHER EVEN WORSE, THEY OVERLAP YEAH AND TMR, SATURDAY I GOTTA DO ANOTHER STUPID SIA THAT I DONT EVEN GIVE A SHIT ABOUT IM LIKE< CONFINED TO COMMITMENTS YEAH THATS A GOOD PHRASE THAT DESCRIBES MY LIFE NOW. THIS SUCKS DAMN IT I HATE SIAS FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKCU FKCUFKUCKFUCKFUKFUCKFCU
9:50 PM
recently found out i have a liking for immature villians. such ka hmun rah and that white coat guy from phineas and ferb. they make me laugh!!!
6:15 PM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
hah, i have a damn nice ringtone because it says "MUSIC!" before it starts playing the song everytime there's a call. very suitable. but thing is, it's damn scary every time it shouts "MUSIC!" cuz sounds very human like and after the MUSIC! got this immediate silence. and guess what my ringtone is/ kuzco theme song.
9:08 PM
damn i no longer believe in coincidences anymore. because anything that happens happens for a reason. and i cant figure what this means. it's just plain freaky. Labels: haha
10:16 AM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
it's very funny. when i try to walk straight instead of hunched, i feel like a sissy.
8:46 PM
I AM VERY TIRED AND NOT SO FREE. and i have no one cooking dinner and i have to survive on all 3 meals ALONE and i'm not getting enough sleep thanks to everything and come on it's a HOLIDAY and i'm spending one QUARTER of my holidays on like CCA what the hell. and it's full day ones. i'm quite sure by the end of this week i'll be so tired i'll get eye bags. am so going to sleep till as late as possible tmr and friday. and you're always asking me to do this do that so i have to arrange my timings so it fit YOURS isnt it? and cant you just go draw that thing yourself it's not like it's how difficult. gah. but i'm lucky to be 4. else i dunno how to survive this week. yeah? and shouldnt you go reflect on yourself? sure you're doing the RIGHT thing but have you thought about others? you may not be tired, or you may want to sacrifice your rest for that but OTHERS dont want to. and it's not like they're being lazy. and also it's not like they can choose not to go when YOU GO. is there anything wrong with just, being humane for once and sacrificing your attendance, for all of the others? isnt that a better sacrifice?
10:44 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough Been a fool, girl I know Didn't expect this is how things would go Maybe in time, you'll change your mind Now looking back i wish i could rewind Because i can't sleep til you're next to me No i can't live without you no more Oh i stay up til you're next to me Til this house feels like it did before Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know) Didn't expect this is how things would go Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind) Now looking back i wish i could rewind Because i can't sleep til you're next to me No i can't live without you no more (without you no more) Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me) Til this house feels like it did before (Because it) Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah Ah, i just can't go to sleep Cause it feels like I've fallen for you It's getting way too deep And i know that it's love because I can't sleep til you're next to me No i can't live without you no more (without you no more) Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me) Til this house feels like it did before Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Labels: haha
10:54 PM
Yours Truly To put it negatively, I am just yet another human being on this badly overpopulated and ruled-by-money Earth, but on the bright side, I am proudly from 201'08 and I love 201'08.(: I love my CCA.(: I have big dreams.(: I believe in Squigglerism.(: I like using the penknife. It is convenient and neat.(: I am more than glad to be in Singapore, letting me be more than satisfied with life.(: Exits
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