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Sunday, April 25, 2010
7:10 PM
i find it hard to commit to a new blog.
6:59 PM
we get more and more research type of homework. and it sucks because google's not a PERSON-walking encyclopedia so we dont get results that we want resulting in ahlf a day gone just to research on ONE BLOODY TOPIC we dont quite give a shit about. AND it results in myopia, maybe singapore should reflect on why it has an increasing number of myopia cases in young children? and the sight of people below 10 using mobile phones is such an eyesore. if you say "technology makes me smile", i say "technology makes me smile makes me cry"
4:48 PM
the blog's gone. i didnt even notice. poof. was that the url? if i didnt remember wrong. but my memory's failing me. i'd better go play some memory games. but in my faintest memory i saw the blog somewhere.. after it was "replaced". that skin is still so vivid in my mind. maybe if we look at ourselves as someone else, we'd like ourselves better. it's scary how two year's gonna pass just like that. much difference between these 2 same days.
4:46 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
some things that can save the environment: 1. have short hair. saves shampoo and conditioner. and water. 2. write small. saves pen ink and plastic and paper.
8:56 PM
the next time you drink plain water, look thru the water at the solid thing below your bottle, or the bottom of your cup. what do you see? the solid thing below your bottle, or the bottom of your cup. exactly! that only shows how transparent and how clean our water is. almost nothing is as clear as clean drinking water. today i was drinking plain water from an opaque beige colored cup during dinner. and then it striked me how clear the bottom of the cup looked. as if there was no water between my eyes and the bottom of the cup. only the water made the bottom of the cup look even prettier. and then i started staring at the crystal clear water. i think crystal clear is not a good way of describing transparent things because crystal is certainly not the most transparent thing. but really, the clarity of the bottom of the cup was exactly what astounded me. and at the sight of the bottom of the cup, it was as if a stone hit my head and it got me thinking and realizing what i had never realized before. i realized that water looked so beautiful in its purest state, and i realized that south africans in kwazulu-natal, limpopo and eastern cape may not have such sparkling water to drink. not as 0.0001% as cheezy as it sounds, we're fortunate to have such nice clean water to drink. even to look at. i could just look at that cup of water for the entire day thinking about so many things and appreciating nature. and i must thank mayxin for bringing me that cup of plain water because i had wanted to drink cordial if she hadnt already taken a drink for me. although it's just PLAIN water, looking normal and boring, it had sure made a lot of difference for me. and i think everyone else who have access to such clean water should not take it for granted too. sometimes the thing that touches you most is the simplest and most common thing. it's just that we are SO CAUGHT UP WITH USELESS THINGS IN LIFE SUCH AS SOLVING MATH PROBLEMS to notice its presence and to feel its beauty. the cup of enlightenment.
7:51 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
aish. some teachers dislike me. i just know it. they dislike me because they think i am defiant. they think i am irresponsible. well, over certain things that doesnt matter to me, yeah. and they also think i have a bad bad attitude of can't be bothered-ness. but those are not wholly true. it's not like i've never put in effort and tried math you know. i did, but it's against me, and i dont beg for it to like me because it doesnt appeal to me in the least sense, so i just let it be. okay, cant be bothered, sure. but not without reason. and yeah they think i like to go against the politically right way of answering things and doing things when the truth is, WHEN ASKED FOR YOUR OPINION, arent we supposed to say the truth? and i know two of them thinks im so not hardworking. copying IS effective. esp if you intend to mug and cram like mad all your notes before exams. yeah. because i just cant learn anything in the school terms. and when you want to say i dont try, think again. because i am the one who's been asking questions all the while, TILL I AM SO AFRAID OF ASKING ANYMORE QUESTIONS NOW. i am afraid i will annoy the teacher. why am i bothering to prove other people wrong? i'd totally love to put MORE work into my coursework, under the circumstance that I DO NOT NED TO TAKE ANY OTHER SUBJECTS BESIDES AEP. and what's the big deal? yeah, i am asking this even after you said we ought not think it's not a big deal. BECAUSE, for heaven's sake, the school didnt mention it, and WHY are we SUPPOSED to know what to do when the school didnt say anything?? and even if we didnt know, or are not smart enough to know, once we moved the tables, wouldnt it be problem solved? WHY GO AND COMPLAIN TO OUR TEACHERS AND CAUSING US AVE TWO LECTURES ON THE SAME MATTER?? honestly, really honestly, i rather be independent. who treats others like that? now i know, you. and exactly because you say different people have different preferences, why must we follow YOUR preference? okay, i am feeling bad bitching about you because you didnt give up on me even though i sounded so determined. sorry. but i was really pissed at how it was against me. anyway, everyone hates me. i just need to vent. after knowing i ought to do so many things for aep. AND i hevtn studied for geography. AND IH. but i know everyone hates me. dont deny it. you do. i am not forcing you to, but you do.
5:04 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
when we enjoy something, we just want it to continue on, or hope for more and more, without really appreciating the thing itself. and that's how we drive commercialism, and materialism. and that's why the world is scary. because we keep wanting more and more of things that we enjoy but dont even appreciate. did u watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs? if you did then you'll get what i mean. at first it sounded nice, having food falling from the skies. but soon after, human's greed for only more and more caused it to end up in nothing but a disaster. yeah and many times i find i write things which end up meaning nothing at all. because everything is built on the basis that humans want survival. but then after, my mind will tell my thoughts that no one ever said they wanted survival, which is only MY viewpoint that the world might be better without humans.my thoughts tricked my mind into thinking something that is not true. okay nvm. anyway, the point is, many things i write end up being meaningless.
8:46 PM
it's so funny. when she scolded us, we were all quiet and listening. then once in the toilet, we started cursing and slamming doors. and returning looking quite normal once again. you know, pubic hair's so annoying. esp the down there one. and once, while i was showering, one strand was on my finger, and i tried to wash it off with the water, but it just wouldnt get washed away, and it just stick to your finger like a glued piece of paper, and i was thinking, damn it, even my HEAD hair doesnt have this problem. and i hate math. i hope to take h1 math and h1 physics and be an architect. is it possible? cuz i really dont think i cant stand learning this standard math and physics for another 2 years. they called me defiant. thank them so much. OH OH! I LIKE THE RAIN NOW!! it's SO DAMN WINDY here! ther windows are open and can hear the sound of the almost literally POURING rain. LOVELY. and our napfa today was a complete anti-climax.
8:25 PM
Friday, April 9, 2010
i have no number sense.
12:47 PM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
WHAT THE HELL ARE WE TO DO FOR MATH SIA??! dont even FIND an math article. reflection? i learnt that there's no such thing as math articles, only science articles.
4:14 PM
phineas: do i know romance or what! isabella: what. phineas: i just said do i- isabella: yeah, i heard you. HAHAHAHA
10:05 AM
Saturday, April 3, 2010
the practicality of learning math? just ask yourself, what are the chances of anyone needing to ln 5(15) - 28 divide by sin 61 ?
7:24 PM
ng eng teng's name is a matter of adding e's and t to his surname.
7:15 PM
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