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Saturday, January 31, 2009
i am starting to LOVE cca. it feels nice when you can play with the rest of the orchestra. to create MUSIC. that's a wonderful feeling! one way to improve your life is to not dread anything, even though you really dont like what you're about to do. singapore's so small, that they're only staying one day here when they come to tour thailand plus malaysia plus singapore. o.o i didnt know singapore is THAT deprived of place of interest. sigh what's the point of calculating and knowing so much when what you find out isnt even 99.9percent accurate? there's this thing called human error.
8:55 PM
i really shouldnt take it for granted. we took for granted way too many things. and that was certainly enlightening. just that right now im too absorbed in mugging for science to think about it. man i;m sick of thinking. think, think, think. most of the time, i think so much and get myself all confused. like wires inside are all.. messy and knotted and twined and what not. next week or just monday should be a dont-think day. maybe i can just start now. no wait. starts tmr. btw, people say they never thought about such stuff, they say i think a lot.. but. .. i dunno. is that true? u really dont think so much? it's hard to believe we've gotten ourselves deep into trouble with something that has never crossed our minds. it really feels weird, when i compare stuff. sth that was "impossible" has happened. to US. US. why us? i rmb last year, we were saying how 201ers wont fit in easily into the new class cuz we're so bonded and unlike any other class and all. look what's happening now. we should be glad!
8:09 PM
Friday, January 30, 2009
hmm.. my dad's pretty cool actually.
10:18 PM
i wonder what's with all those cheesy stuff in nice movies. frankenstein's very good. but those EXCESSIVE kissing scenes makes us constipated. it's like today we watched for say around less than an hour and victor and elizabeth is that her name? kissed for like at least 4 times. i bet if we're to count thruout the movie, they'll kiss at least 8 times. so annoying. not like it adds on a lot to the plot/development of the plot whatever. or maybe it does just that i dont see it. CONTAINS SPOILER: and they kiss at inappropriate times. they kissed even after they just got out of a damn carriage to a beautiful place. also, they will kiss like 5 seconds after they just kissed. WHAT THE HELL LAH. and victor so stupid never learn from his lesson. and the monster is damn smart too. quite ironic that part where they both used distractions. maybe some scenes are meant to make the audience feel constipated. like the cheezy scenes. that takes up time and has no storyline. that reminds me of the modern version of r and j we watched last year. damn cheesy. sigh. i wish to be sec one again. according to tang jing wen, sec 4 is EVEN worse than sec 3. and i thought this year is the worst. sheesh OHYES I SO WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT THIS I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT ABOUT IT JUST NOW. u know i was sighing in class, over the excessive amount of homework we have.. or maybe over the cheemness and irrelevantness of math.. no. wait. point is, i suddenly freaked out as i was sighing. quick guess why i freaked out. guess!! cuz i realized i was sighing to the melody of CHUN1 that SYF/CNY SONG. i was like hai-hai-hai-.. brainwashed or what huh. then i kept humming it unconsciously in class too until mz had to ask 'why do u keep humming that song?" sigh. yes. WE HATE HOU BAN PAIs.
9:53 PM
i found a common term used among us. "sharp sharp kind of pain" lol. last time i always told my mum if it was flat and blunt pointy cuvry pain, or sharp sharp pain. and recently i realized many people use that term too. haha and guess what. the assignment schedule on the board in our classroom is almost full, only ONE row left. so pathetic. and every teacher seems to have an obsession with making homework due on the same day as all other homework. i really think when teachers write on the thing, they dont look at others subjects' and due dates. gah what's the use? figured sth. people always say friends should walk side by side, instead of one in front one behind. but then this way, friends won't see if your bag is unzipped. get it? it's good to be equal and all, but then we always need some difference to complete one another's lives. does it make sense? cuz that wasnt what i was thinking initially. our phys teacher has this obsessive compulsive disorder i think. he dont like things to be incomplete. maybe he'll freak out if i tell him we didnt go thru the pendulum slides way back for ws 1. wondering how to life a more pointful and enjoyable life? this might help: write down one best thing or happy thing that happened every single day. so when you're upset or when you feel the world's coming down real hard on you, or even when you feel like seriously commiting suicide, u can take a look at your long list. then you will be full of hope (: she said this: some of you couldnt even solve this. you should feel ashamed. it shows how much effort you put into your work. yada yada.. math is not something you can just listen in class, then for the next 24hours you can just forget about it and yada yada yada and i felt this: yeah fine i ought to feel ashamed. but not cuz of the thins you said. only cuz i'm ashamed my brain works so much slower. so that nth goes in during class but i an only learn after 2 or 3 lessons. and i felt damn wei qu. cuz it's not like i didnt put enough effort okay. since wednesday night i had been studying for the supposed-to-be-on-thursday math quiz. and she didnt have it ytd and neither today. she postponed it to monday. i had been studying so hard but she didnt give the quiz. and i learned math until like 9:30 ytd night, when i'm supposed to sleep before 9:30, at 9 or sth. and i even bothered to read math textbook. and i thought i was enlightened cuz reading the textbook really helps. a lot. then i was in fact excited that i at last found the right way to study math and stuff. and she said those stuff. how hurting. it's just too much to handle right now all the math stuff. too much. and i also felt angry too. cuz according to her, i shouldve slept at 12am or sth to so i could study math to the most complete. but SORRY cuz math isnt my life and i dont see why i should give up so much of my sleeping (which is very important to live a good and happy life) just for math. who cares if i fails damn math quiz. but how will i feel if i only slept 4 hours every night? sorry but my priority isnt exactly studies. ACCEPT THAT. ohyeah that reminds me. ever wondered, "why must it be ME who learn to accept HER not the other way round?" well speaking shallowly, if YOU are the one who learnt to accept, it;s good for yourself. cuz then you'll learn to accept diff kinds of people and things, and learn for them to not influence you that much then u can live your live without all the complains and hate like "why ME not HER?". but then if you're to dig into it and explore further (man this sounds like LA lesson), .. there're much more. everyone should have an even amount of chance to accept other. how else will the world be fair? gah this is getting to be very confusing. yeah i am good at confusing people. good or bad, i am not afraid to say that about myself. it's the truth.
7:33 PM
our physics teacher is very funny and drama. he told us to read on archimedes even though it wasnt quite in the syllabus but said we still had to read it cuz he wanted us to complete the ws qns 9 cuz he said he would feel very "incomplete" if he didnt complete it. LOL and he has like big actions sometimes too to explain stuff that makes me wanna laugh.
5:43 AM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
i hate maths. maths suck. esp when i cant see how the stuff we learn even apply to our lives. so what's the point in finding out x? realized in math, everything have to fit. okay so that's kinda like drawing a square that's perfect. u cant get answer, but that's not it. it has to satisfy other requirements too. it's called FITTING. else your roof'll be slanted to one side and thus not stable. ohwhatever. havent had time to blog. when you're guai and do all your work on time and pre study everything and all, you feel accomplished. or just a sense of fulfilment cuz you're guai and did things you're supposed to do. that's what i'm trying very hard to do here. but then what's the point in wasting all my time on revising for weird math quizzes that doesnt even make sense? even PRCs complain the math they learn is useless. i dont get why they say things we learn now are BASIC. okay so math is not only math, it's about logic and reasoning. well maybe then they could focus more on the logic and reasoning parts, rather than imaginary numbers called i which doesnt even exist, and algebra, and alpha and beta, just because they ran out of symbols to use. like maybe they can teach us from the imaginary number thing, sth like although many things arent visible, they still exist, so we cannot neglect them. that can be a lesson we learn from math, making math more meaningful. not just plain real no. plus imaginary no. equals complex number. sucks. i'm kinda wasting time. but. at least i expressed whatever that was on my mind. ohyes. syf. might as well just kill me. no one ever told me we're supposed to MEMORIZE scores for syf. and just now that they did, i almost died. i have no talent whatsoever in memorizing scores, really, i swear. i can say that my ability to remember scores is lower than avergae people's. i swear. then i ask, they say, u play so many times, of course will rmb le what. but nothing ever goes into my brain. i dont think it's that i didnt pay enough attention to what notes i was playing. i just think my brain works by the second. so if you're telling me we need to memorize scores, i wont say it's impossible, but i'll go to the VERY extreme to do it. i dont know how but i will memorize it. and dont hate me for being extreme, since it's such an extreme request to me. my time's like.. maybe i should just find more meaning in everything i do so i wont feel i'm wasting time on everything i do and find other things to do which in the end i might just be really wasting time on. yeah that ought to be the lesson. EDIT: THAT YES MAN ENDING SONG IS DAMN NICE IM ADDICTED!!!! I LIKE THE LANGUAGE! HAHA go listen here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRyoCamScIo oh yeah and i think zooey's voice sounds very nice too.
8:18 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
wow seems like i havent posted for 2 days or so. what, is it abnormal for lisahe to not post for 2 days continuously? haha ohwell. 26th was a long day. cuz i lived 26th theoretically on 25th practically, and also on 27th practically. sounds confusing? did my job. yeah it felt so long cuz there was a countdown.. ah well. zhao ben shan's xiao pin was rather funny. sad i missed first half of feng gong's. he looks so comical. i still kinda wonder why there isnt chinese orchestra performances on chun jie lian huan wan huis. she said it's cuz they prefered more visual performances, as opposed to auditory ones.. well maybe. the jay chou one was just weird. the little guy was pro though. okay wait i take that first sentence back. that woman was extra, not jay chou was weird. then she just had to come up from a rising platform out of all the millions of ways of appearing. damn comical. these 2 days had been real good. cuz i feel enlightened and this morning i woke up so.. happy. lol. yeah i'm just sharing the joy haha BE HAPPY!!!!!!! YOU'VE GOT A LOT TO LIVE FOR REALLY!! this post is quite crappy cuz there's no central thoughts. whatever that term is. gah. i wish i was in HP class. they have philo and history ppl in hp class study american history. for now. i dont get it. isnt american history WAYYYYY more interesting than singapore's history? i like the cowboys and the route 66 and great depression and the civil war and stuff. and old america looked better than old singapore. haha i'm just cong yang mi wai. ah i really feel enlightened. like suddenly, life seems a whole lot better or sth. or just that i wanna make life a whole lot better. i feel good. haha. ohyeah you know many times when you're troubled, or something undesirable happens to you, and you complain, "why ME?"? you shouldnt. cuz you learn sth from that experience, or at least you should. and instead of blaming it, you should be thankful that it had given you a chance to learn something from it. this is what i learnt from ms teng and my foster sister. yeah they're the ones who enlightened me a whole lot. and i shall stop being so superficial esp to my parents. it's weird. always wanted to say yes to everything but just cant rmb to do it. sigh. in fact, i hope i get sore throat from cny, cuz at least it showed i ate to my maximum, proving i have appetite. so if i dont get sore throat it means i didnt have appetite to eat to my maximum. oh god what wai li. (that makes sense.) have so much to mug... ): stupid chun dao he pan cheated our feelings. at the entrance to the esplanade i heard this guy say to his family "last year also come wrong place" in a disappointed tone. right about then i figured the thing wasnt there. but we continued walking and ahh we saw people, red, and a banner saying chun dao he pan. then when we're finally there, it's empty. just the banner and some badly decorated lanterns and a signboard saying it opens only from 6pm till 12am. like what the hell so damn late? sigh. those chun dao he pans we used to go every year doesnt exist anymore..? ohyeah tmr's weds yay i'll be waiting at the track!! see you 201ers!
7:01 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
anything that happens isnt unnatural.
5:16 PM
TODAY HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST HISTORICAL DAY IN MY APPETITE HISTORY. TODAY I FINISHED A MEGA MCSPICY MEAL PLUS A VANILLA CONE AND I STILL WASNT FULL, AS IN BLOATING FULL. and finally went to swim, after some millions of.. days. my water stamina's getting worse. (my land stamina's getting better cuz of the sheng lol so are my arm muscles!!) foster sister's sleeping over tonight!!!! yeah so we went swim in the morning took the slides like over 5 times. o.o SIGH later have to go some friend's house will be boring. thenthen the adults will start to talk alot alot all the way into midnight gah whatever. i JUST WANNA WATCH CCTV 4 CHUN JIE LIAN HUAN WAN HUI TONIGHT OKAY! I WANT TO WATCH ZHAO BEN SHAN DE XIAO PIN!!!! ah. a year ago, there was a snow disaster in china. today, i hope everything's fine. ohyeah u know chinese have this superstition that if you wear black on cny then u will be sad all year round or sth like that. so then i "misunderstood" it and now chinese think that whatever you you do on cny, you will for the rest of the year. that's my misconception. and using this misconception, i'm going to read aep/IH/chem/math notes today, so that i will be studying the rest of the year. get it? and to cure boredom too. somehow i just dont feel like blogging happy chinese new year. lost its significance.
4:30 PM
there is nothing in this World that we cannot change, but it is whether we have the moral to keep it unchanged.
8:37 AM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
solitude versus isolated in a crowd
6:30 PM
if having sex is sensitive, then why isnt having-a-child? arent they the same thing?
6:22 PM
it was ME who borrowed that book. but she's reading it like she doesnt want me to read it. she knows it's good. she's finished reading it. but she's not telling me to read it. (as if i'm not supposed to read it) HOW SELFISH. and no way i'm reading that book again. if you dont want me to read it then FINE i wont read it. damn. why are people all so dependent? back to the point anyway. SHE IS NOT THAT KIND. i just know it. she's too LIFELESS to even bother looking at such a book. she thinks she needs a change. she's being all emo about it. she's sighing over things. she's horrible. fine i'm in the wrong now i know that. but it all seems so wrong that SHE is reading THAT book. it doesnt fit AT ALL. she's stolen my life. what crap. she sucks. she is seriously selfish. she doesnt even want to give more than one red plastic bags for the oranges to a PRC student. and she left me to tell it to her. how was i supposed to put it? i didnt care and just said apologetically, "sorry, she's very selfish." ohyeah, trivalities in everyday life wont be trival if we know what's their significance in our lives, and what we can learn from them. yeah it works like the ascending spiral. going back to the same spot but improving. Labels: some thinking involved (:
3:06 PM
since malay is our national language then why isnt it compulsory for us to learn it? and you know if we were not in chinese school (ie/eg nanyang), our timetable would have said "MT" (mother tongue) instead of CLC (chinese language and culture). just a realization during IH. lol.
12:30 PM
i thought i saw a dried squashed leaf. then the shape looked a little odd. and when i took a closer look, it was a dried squashed frog.
10:16 AM
Friday, January 23, 2009
oh yeah, i should have said this long ago. way back in last year perhaps. you know what? if you want to give up, it's your own business. but dont assume that others will too and dont try to influence others in a negative way. it's your own loss, really. why be so hard on yourself? you're going against nature just to avoid some unhappy ending, which we arent even sure of happening at all. we will work together to prove you wrong, and then it'd be too late for you to regret. and hopefully you will learn something from it. you're such a pessimistic person. PS i had a sudden (inhumane, sorry) feeling that all those crap last year might not even be true. who knows, you might have just made it up to see if anyone cared at all. no one knows who you really are because you dont tell us anything and you keep way too much things to yourself to the extent that it's doing damage to yourself. and the more you keep things to yourself, the more we dont know about you, and the more easy it is for you to lie to us about yourself, so the more u lie to us. then the cycles starts over again. when are you going to break from it? you didnt exactly had a wonderful life, i know, we all know, but that doesnt mean that it should stop you from being optimistic and hopeful. you're like drained of all hope. and you seem so drained, that i wonder if you ever had any sense of hope at all. i have so much more to say. but i'm afraid it may hurt your feelings.. so just be more optimistic. okay? you'll live a lot more happier, i swear.
8:32 PM
so mum said it's OBS, sec 3. then xiaohan said it's some camp. like lifeskills camp. then jessy said it's basketball camp for sec 1. then yumo finally agreed it was OBS sec 3. but i still dunno who to believe. why do people tell me different things? i dont quite understand how a straight forward piece of news can change to become sth else. this is so confusing. which is why i have enough of people telling me things. so it's like, A told me sth. then B comes and say "eh you know the blahblah .." then i say "yeah! A told me then blahblah.." then B will say "NO it's not lor, it's blahblah.." then i will feel very like WHATTHEFREAKINGHELL. i'd rather not know anything. this applies to math and what not too. ohyes. our dream house is so cool. but i dont have the strength to blog about it, so yumo and linsha, you can have the honour. just want to say it was damn funny when we came up with all those weird and crazy and cool ideas. was laughing till my throat hurts. yeah, shouldve recorded it down. and my mum was like SO ... u know what she said?? she said "aiya for your aep people ah.. architect is your only choice la.." she said that right in my face WHAT'S HER PROBLEM? it's not that architect is not good or anything, in fact it IS very good. you can change it to "lawyer" but it's still SO DISCOURAGING cuz of "THE ONLY CHOICE" like why?? i dont have any "the only choice" and no one should. there are always more than one solutions to a problem. if not why bother doing FPS? sigh they're going out to buy flowers later. cuz the shop's opening till midnight today and ah i'll be bored... oh yeah went to uh cathay then saw this damn nice table plus rubber float chair it was SO NICE but was over 3 thousand dollars. we decided to put it in our house. our huge, 4 storey-including-basement house. ahh i like the idea of living with my friends! it's so fun. i dont understand the concept of "impossible is nothing". i do the vice versa but somehow i just cant get the meaning of "impossible is nothing". will someone explain please? thank you. erm btw sorry for always making you feel awkward. you should know what i'm talking about. i didnt mean to say things like that. i was just trying to be as honest as i could.. but hm i learnt it's no good to be too honest with you so we just "keep things fresh" eh? what do you say? ohyesyes! i so wanted to share this. esp with CO people. after we're released from concert, i was walking back to classroom to get my bag then on the way i heard this tall person in front of me say "CO's the best lor.." then i was happy and went up and said to her "you think CO's the best? really?" in a hopeful tone then she look at me and said "who are you?" and i said "i'm from CO" and she said "oh that's why..". and i noticed she was a sec 4. a bit.. not right. at first i thought she was junior lor, or at least our age. then she said yeah CO's the best among all the others cuz the 2 dances werent exactly very good and stuff. lol. yes chinese dance the colors very clash.. hmm. modern dance the song a bit inappropriate right? but there's no like western english songs on chinese new year either right? but i still think their song not very appropriate. OKAY CO PEOPLE WE SHOULD FEEL HAPPY THAT AT LEAST ONE PERSON THINK'S OUR PERFORMANCE WAS THE BEST. haha >< ohyeah wanna say that MRS EE IS VERY EXTREMELY NICE to let us off from cca today, and tomorrow, "in light of chinese new year". my mum can be really selfish sometimes. she just dont understand that the movie starts at 4:25. so what if i reach home at 7? i nvr went out this year yet lor, this is only first time this year, and she think's it's already too much. gosh. i really dunno WHAT can satisfy her. and no it's really really not your fault, if you read this. (: yeah yes man is still as nice but a lot less funnier. it's cuz of my high expectations to find it extremely funny again. where are all the nice quotes???? ahhhhh .... oh yeah. that allison girl is pretty i realized!! she looks so sweet when she ties up her hair behind. her name's zooey deschanel. what a weird name. is she french? she speaks a little weird too. but she's pretty (: i also realized today that someone has got a great figure. doesnt look like she has 2 kids at all.
7:42 PM
i got a shock this morning when i walked into my parents room. guess what i saw? MY DAD!!! yay yay yay he's back! it's so cool cuz it was only monday night when he told us he's coming back, for a week. and now he's back. makes flying seems like a MRT kind of transport thing. lalalala i'm really happy now.
4:59 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
is there a common misconception of the coming year? it's year of the OX. those with HORNS. and nose piercings. not the milk-producing female cows!!!
9:02 PM
i can commit suicide anytime i want now. cuz i have coke and mentos right beside me. and they're near each other. it's just a matter of my mood now... and i'm not feeling particularly happy... LOL no la. i'm more than excited about the concert tmr!!!! we're first item!!! get to wear NEW co u!!! and court shoes which i hate o.o sigh. at least now we can confirm we dont have to audition for syf. ah. that's one big load off my mind but i don't the "off" part. weird. but xiaohan, that'd mean we'd be dying together. AND BTW, listen out for SHENG parts okay. look out for these SHINY YELLOW TUBE-Y instruments near the back. yes that's xiaohan, mayxin and me. and if you happen to hear low and hollow and blow-y sounds, that's us. and if you can hear hou ban pais coming in correctly, THAT'S OUR HARD WORK. we practised so hard so hard but we still havent entirely gotten it yet and senior and sl and queenie and so many others lian-ed us on that but no one succeeded. and we tried all sorts of ways but none worked. and i slapped myself hard on the leg and now one thing can be confirmed, i will get a VERY red and sore leg after CNY/SYF. haha it was quite reasonable cuz my theory was, u slap yourself, then you will want to say "OW!". so you slap, then "OW!" to blow. haha. and many many hand clapping games were played to help us get hou ban pais right. and if you happen to hear tu-tu-tu-tu-tu-tu-tu-tu-....... in the background of the melody, THAT IS OUR STAMINA. prac-ed so hard for it too okay! including drinking lots of water. swallowing of loads of saliva to get the next yin on time. being out of breath. and everyday you hear CO practising during lunch and recess right? that's our hard work. and dizi, they have to blow so fast some phrases my tongue cant even go that's fast. dizi are practising like mad, so so it sounds like. reminds me of the time before CO concert last year. the minute i get out of the car at school i can hear dizis. so freaky. SO YOU MUST APPRECIATE THE SONG TMR AND ALL OUR HARD WORK PUT INTO IT OKAY!!! you'll love the song. it's really nice. lalalala im happy cuz there'll be FOUR days of holiday!!!! or five! WOOHOO!!! i like happy atmosphere. no i should say FESTIVE ATMOSPHERE.
8:12 PM
u know when we take photo for the whatever thing, have to put hair behind ears right? and must show eyebrow right? yeah, so they can check you against your photo, see if your face features matches. then my question is, what if i decided to pierce my ears later? no, that's not the main point. the main point is, let's use the passport photo as an example. when u're at the customs the guy will look at your passport photo, then at you, to see if you look alike. most likely checking features like eyes nose things that'd less likely to change as compared to like hair. and the main point is, if they want so strictly for you to show your facial features in the photo, then why do they have such small photos? can you tell how exactly the ear is like on such a small photo? if you went to the extreme of asking people to put ONE hair behind the ear, why didnt you go to the extreme of magnifying each facial feature on the passport so as to check more accurately? then someone will answer, you can check against the other facial features also. like if the ear a bit bit different, but the eyebrow and eyes and blah still looks the same, then it's okay.right. and then my question is: since when were we so human?
7:56 PM
you know WHAT? i am SICK of trying to please BOTH SIDES just go and negotiate like a true singaporean and i will stay out of it then when you come up with a decision call me in and i shall be your robot. I dont CARE what decision just TELL ME WHAT TO DO. when i please this side, the other side gets angry. when i do the other side, this side gets angry. WHY THE HELL?> I AM SICK OF TRYING TO BE NICE TO EVERYONE. i can be mean too. i scared those on the bus when i started venting my anger on my bottle by squashing it. DONT THINK i'm VULNERABLE OKAY. because i can be scary when i am angry. evidence from last year's lifeskills camp. i hate it. you think i dont want to go earlier? you have to tell me? I AM SICK OF BEING EVERYTHING THAT I AM WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE NICE TO PEOPLE AND PLEASE BOTH CONTRADICTING SIDES WHEN IT MAKES ME ANGRY I DONT SEE THE POINT. OKAY? SO WHAT IF I AM ANGRY AND GET OVER IT AnD ReALIZE IT WAs STUPID OF ME TO BE ANGRY? I WAS ANGRY FOR THAT MOMENT AND IT WAS WORTHED CUZ I LIVED LIFE. WHAT'S LIFE WITHOUT SOME ANGER? I DONT CARE WHAT I DO ANYMORE. I GIVE UP TRYING TO PLEASE BOTH SIDES. GO AND NEGOTIATE then give me the fucking answer and i shall fucking obey it.
7:22 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
MATH LESSON IS LIKE A MAGIC SHOW. think about it. when you're confused, you'll understand why. (omg this is such a good pun/phrase-play!! see it's like you'll understand why i say it's like a magic show if you are confused in math class. cuz u get one question, and the next minute, using some abracadabra, the teacher comes up with the answer. but "confused" and "understand" also contradict each other. haha this is so cool.) and the secret to doing well in math, is to not think during math lesson. okay for me that is. everyone says i think a lot. to the extend that i confuse myself. maybe i do, but i dont think i do over math. more like i dont use my brain enough during math. but somehow amazingly, things seems clearer if i dont use my brain even more during math. maybe that's cuz nothing's going in that's why it's clear. lol. but then when i do think a lot over math, suddenly everything wouldnt make sense. so best is to not think during math. haha today yuxin shared with us a very funny thing on europe. i shall try to find it on the internet. and there was this singapore color thing also. very singapore de. IH was fun cuz we ended up talking about gay rights in singapore, who has the right to own the child in a divorce in singapore, and some chinese superstitions. chinese say cannot wear black on cny blah cuz later the whole year you'll be sad and stuff. O.O so then mingzhen said sth like then if you get your period on cny then that means you'll get it for the whole year? we were just trying to prove stupid chinese superstitions wrong. then i said without thinking "then if we like shit on cny then we'll-- shit everyday, oh yeah we're supposed to" then mrs kuan said we were very nonsensical. lol. ohyeah here's the singapore colors one. the europe one a little hard to find.. still searching.. oh i realized it's not singapore de. is just some singapore movie used it then localized it lol. i think the localzed one is funnier. cuz got the funny guy. A girl from Tibet went to Shanghai for job interview. To test her English, the boss ask her to create sentences with, Green, Pink,Yellow, Blue, White,Purple and Black. She answered: I hear phone Green Green, then I Pink up the phone and say Yellow, Blues that? White did you say, oh wrong number, don't Purplely disturb people and don't call black again ok? Boss say: You can go Black and wait for phone green green. lol. ohyeah there's this woman who takes the same bus as me every morning, and she plays the PSP. and u know what? she plays the same game everyday, and everyday she put the volume to full blast so the whole bus/top level of the bus can hear her collect stuff/kill monsters (you know the tinkling sounds in games) and then like everytime she win or sth happen, then will have this loud DEN-DA-DEN! sound. o.o i hear it at least twice every morning. maybe we're supposed to feel happy for her she killed a monster. ahh i cant find the europe one. nvm. you can go ask yuxin to tell you. (i dont know how she remembers such long jokes!)
8:51 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
i cant believe i went against disney in my LA essay!!! i bet you cant believe it either!!! and yes adelyn, it makes me happy to know that you're happy too! haha we're so influential to each other!
9:47 PM
today has got to be a memorable day. i merely went to take photos but who knew, she came and started talking to me. and talked lots of sense, and encouragements, which made me realize she's still so much nicer than i thought she was. she's so rare. but she's nice, reflective, and concerned about others. and i was so touched by her. by all the things she said. yes that explains my crying this morning just to let you know nothing happened and not that i'm upset or anything. i guess part of the reason why i was so touched was also cuz of all the things i thought about her back last year, in australia, late one night. it was then i realized really how nice she is, but little did i know she was more than i could ever imagine. she's amazing. she's the best, literally the best. she is one person whom i will remember forever. she is one person who makes an impact of my life. i so badly want to let her know how much she means to me and all. i really appreciated the talk this morning. i'm really so grateful. she's just such a kind, wonderful person. the most wonderful person one can ever know. january 20 shall be a special day.
8:21 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
INFERIOR. SCREWED UP KILL ME. JUST ONE FAVOR PLEASE HELP
9:15 PM
can't go back now can't go back now only hope for something better make it happen make it happen yourself.. yes. i will ask.
8:27 PM
why is destroying easier than creating? why is erasing easier than writing? why is hating easier than loving? why is killing easier than giving birth? why is shutting down easier than starting up? as in why are things made this way? i see that blogger has a new sign/symbol/logo. looks like the one for facebook. blue f. i'm glad i dont go to rgs because i would have to spend two hour plus on travelling each day. i like the "monster". he's my favourite character in the movie!!! and i guess you hate me. do you not?
7:18 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
DADDY+MOMMY+Me = Syntax Error
6:39 PM
EDIT: this may sound annoying to some people so if you're sensitive, skip this post. ah HA. when chen xi was running towards yueniang in the last chapter, her eyes were looking to her right instead of at chenxi. according to linsha's blog, looking to your right indicates according to ang eng tee, he wrote it to educate singaporeans about peranakan culture as it is slowly forgotten by people. however, he also said TV dramas are made for viewers, which, if interpreted in another way, can contradict his former/initial intention. according to wikipedia, there was an overpromotion of the little nyonya too which "received critcism from the public". this overpromotion was evidence it wanted to attract as many viewers as possible. ultimate purpose = educate as many people as possible or make as much money as possible? it was also said on wiki that "in response to the criticisms, mediacorp decided to make an alternate ending". this alternate ending was finalized on 8 jan and filmed the day after. in the next paragraph, it was mentioned that mediacorp also said that the "alternate ending" isnt an alternate ending, it was more of a presentation to thank the audience instead, also part of the reason why the ending wasnt much deifferent from the initial one. but these 2 reasons contradict each other. scriptwriter also wrote 5 possible endings. and "had he know that viewers would react as such, he would have Yueniang and Chen Xi reunite, for TV dramas are, in his words, made for viewers." in this case of the little nyonya, it's to educate peranankan culture and thru the drama the purpose was supposedly fulfiled. so the ending for this series doesnt serve as a purpose like endings in other movies or dramas which involve a lesson to be taught or a message to be delievered. but he still catered to the viwers' "needs", showing he's more of on the publicizing side than the really educating side. if a person truly wanted to educate people on something, no overpromotion would be needed and absolutely no 5 alternate endings are needed and no special presentation to say thanks is needed either. they're thanking the viewers cuz they gave support and appreciated the show and blah AND most likely helped the company make loads of money. PS I DO NOT WATCH THE LITTLE NYONYA, THE FACTS ABOVE ARE WHAT I HAVE GATHERED AFTER DOING SOME RESEARCH ON THE DRAMA, and watchingone youtube clip on the last chapter. that is all. i'm not a fan of it either.
3:07 PM
i lovelovelove the winds. i should live outdoors!
12:21 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
OH FUCK. my mum is such a selfish ..... . she thinks i'm spending way too much time on cca and that i'm wasting time and neglecting my studies. like WHAT THE HELL? i dont care. i rather go for cca than go for math lessons or look at my math homework. maybe she just doesnt know that i actually LIKE my cca and the music too. maybe she should experience being part of the music. it gives this amazing feeling. you can feel so happy when you're playing music, with so many other people, to make a more music-music. it's damn cool. it's indescribable. and my mum just doesnt understand that the whole of singapore's secondary schools are training hard for SYF now. she just doesnt see it. she thinks it's my cca's problem. after i tell her, she thinks it's my school's problem. but it's not. she's still so old-fashioned, thinking that studies is what most important. darn that wasnt grammatically correct. but times have changed and cca is very important too. to sacrifice time for cca can be more important than getting 100 for math, it's about CONTRIBUTING TO SOCIETY. but she just doesnt see it. then she keep saying that i shouldnt miss lunch for lunch prac. then i told her i could have lunch during recess just that i dont want to. then she said, you'll still get hungry if you have lunch at 9:50. come ON. it's not like i dont know eating is important. and then SL said i should try my best to have lunch during recess so as to not miss lunch prac, and it's not like i dunno that as well. both sides are telling me different things and i cant split myself to fulfil both sides okay. i feel like pulling them together, let them talk face to face, while i go listen to music, then when they come up with a decision as to whom i should follow, they tell me so i can satisfy both sides. i hate to hear things that i already know being nagged to me. fine no body likes it. but it does us good sometimes. SOME times. but i REALLY REALLY cant please BOTH sides so GAH. i'm not listening to any sides. everything is starting to get really relaly demanding. YES, DEMANDING'S THE WORD. the world is demanding. society is. what's worse, is that she doesnt see any good in getting GOLD WITH HONOURS for syf. she's like, it's good for the school but it makes no difference for you right. ohgod. obviously if your team got gold with honours u'll be happy right?? you feel you achieved sth. but then to my mum, we might as well train so hard and get a bronze.
10:49 PM
i shall prove all my theories before i die so i'm starting now. you never know when you meet with an accident and pass away you know. maybe if i explain why i think a particular way people will think i'm less weird. i hope so. but then some might think the more i explain the more weird i am. but then at least they think i'm weird for the right reason. my dad said i was never really hungry before and that i should exp it. (because everytime we have trouble during dinner time if you know what i mean) but truth is, i have been. he said it cuz even when i was "hungry", i didnt eat just anything. because according to him, when you're hungry, anything'll taste nice. but for a person with bad appetite like me, being actually hungry is a blessing. to everytime i get hungry, the more choosey i get, because it's not often that i get hungry and i want to cherish it so i'll want to eat sth i really like, instead of just anything. u know, like eat sth really nice to fill up your stomach. if i ate just anything when i'm hungry, i would have wasted my hunger. since hunger is rare for me. and i think i make sense. a lot of sense. (yes i dont care how ego i sound because to me, it makes absolute sense) i shall say that to my dad.
10:17 PM
from what i know, i think little nonya is only produced to make money. maybe the show was written in the first place so as to attract audiences, instead of delivering a particular message to the audience, like what literature is SUPPOSED to be about. cuz when most people werent satisfied with the ending, they aired another ending. it's like purposely satisfying the audiences' needs and wants, although many were still not satisfied with the alternate ending. but they came up with an alternative ending, and it showed that their purpose wasnt really to deliver a message across, it's just to attact viewers and from it earn more money.if the director wanted to deliver a message, he must have had a stand on sth first, had a point of view. and it should remain, instead of being changed by the audiences' over reaction because he is telling the audience something, even though his purpose might have been to make the audience think at the end. but still, from this event/incidence/thing you can see that they mind(ed) about the audiences' reaction that's why they had another ending. thus they produced it to attract viewers and earn money more than anything, and that should not, and never, be what literature is about. however, from some movies and shows and stuff, we can see that many of the productions are indeed based on the idea of earning more money. let's not count AFV and those taiwan/jap reality shows since their purpose in the first place is to entertain. some are more dangerous, they may seem to be very applicable to the audience and all, but their real purpose is none other than to earn money. so in a way, literature's a means by which people make money. if that sentence is grammatically correct. maybe i'm wrong, but money should be just some by-product one get from delivering a message. it should not BE the reason why one delievers a message. it's hard to tell nowadays, which comes in first, to deliever a message or to make money.
3:42 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time deep inside It was a rush, what a rush 'Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Has it ever crossed your mind When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends? Is there more, is there more? See it's a chance we've gotta take 'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last Last forever, forever Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
9:12 PM
OHMYGOD THAT THING IS SO DAMN CUTE. IT REALLY WORKSSSSS!!!!!! GOSH. SO AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 THANK YOU HUIPIN I LOVE YOU HUIPIN!!!!!!
8:42 PM
maybe one of the reasons why i hate math is that it complicates things when it can be simple, proven by the concept of complex numbers, which is a complex concept which isnt simple.
8:35 PM
THANK YOU HUIPIN ONCE AGAIN FOR THE PENGUIN IT'S SO CUTE AND AMAZING. * times are bad. but singapore doesnt seem affected, sad, ironically. have to pay: fifteen for classfund, ten for classfund, four for phototaking, thirty-four for CO U, twenty for CO fund, nine for CO tee, one for some chinese thing, etc. this is called high living expense. gao xiao fei. sigh. cca tmr at SEVEN FIFTEEN TMR MORNING to lian hou ban pais. so extreme can. dazu starts at 9 then we have to go at 7:15 to start lianing? it's not even syf YET lor. and i personally think our hou ban pais are so much better alr still have to go so early. sian. though i can enjoy the morning breeze in school at fourth floor. haha ohyes today was another windy day i'm SO happy (: climate in singapore is changing? i sure hope so. VERY PRO pilot by the way, that thing in usa.
8:19 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
ah. 601st post. yes the previous was draft. today started out nice! saw his huge orange sun low in the sky. it was so damn pretty. and i finally got to see her! after like 2 days or sth. lol. she's so sweet somemore. ><>i, which means 4 multiply by i (which is imaginary number). and you know what sucks EVEN MORE, AS IF THIS WHOLE THING DOESNT STINK UP THE WHOLE WORLD ENOUGH? 4, a real number, multiply by i, an imaginary number, gives a COMPLEX number. WHY THE FUCK CANT IT JUST BE AN IMAGINARY NUMBER????? i mean, positive times negative equals to negative right? then maybe i can be annoying and say "no, it's not a negative number, it's a COMPLICATED number". LIKE WHAT THE HELL. and it makes most amount of sense if imaginary no. multiply by real number is imaginary too right?? damn damn damn annoying. i mean it would be most normal for a normal person to answer "imaginary number" when asked real times imaginary equals to what RIGHT?! ohgod. i hate hate hate maths. HATE IT TO THE CORE. (that sounds so p5) IMAGINARY NUMBERS SUCK. wait, i go research who came up with that even. I HATE Rafael Bombelli. ITALIAN MATHEMATICIAN. i shall achieve the "impossible". muahahaha see la, ben lai got alot of nice things want to blog about de, then mood kana ruined by stupid math. ... SIGH. ohyeah. xiaozu was DAMN FUN. mayxin got so high. lixian also a bit. they started clapping to help us lian hou ban pais. me and xh low like siao alr they ended up playing =.= then played this game with mayxin which was damn stress one. gets people so jidong some more. but it was so fun. then xiaozu kept laughing and slacking and clapping until my leg is red. mayxin said she got sunburnt. LOLOL. but i think our hou ban pais imrpoved officially. HOORAY. and mayxin is so scary she can blow all the hou ban pais. but i still my method of slaping on the sheng works damn amazingly lor. muahahaha IT'S SO RARE FOR SINGAPORE TO HAVE SUCH WINDY WEATHER FOR TWO DAYS CONTINUOUSLY. it seriously rocks. it gives this amazing feeling. winds are nice. ohyeah phototaking was damn funny too. the guy was so gay, and such a perfectionist. one strand of hair also must put back. ... then we were gathering outside the glass thing watching our classmates take photo. then it was very very funny for some people cuz they take very long to put their hair back or sth. then must look down. tilt head. blah. hongzi must be in the middle o.o then then, the more funny thing was, alot of people smile when taking photo right, then when they leave, their expression change immediately. (cuz of the photographer) i think everyone looked very bushuang with the photographer like that got that sian face when they get up. damn funny we kept laughing outside there.
7:45 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
yay today was nice. cuz of the weather. it was sooo windy and cooling that i just had to take off my jacket to experience this rare coolness. and ytd ytd morning during assembly, there were 3 layers of clouds. the bottom-most were moving fast in one direction. the second layer wasnt exactly moving. the third layer was moving at a slower speed than the bottom-most layer, in another direction. it looked so cool cuz the bottom most layer clouds moved so fast that you could feel the day passing. i wish i filmed it down. one very typical incident. traffic jam. why why why?? orh... car accident. when there is a traffic jam due to car accident, here are the two mostpossible reasons: 1. closing of one lane so cars have to merge into 2 or 1 lane(s) thus resulting in jam. 2. curious people who would like to see what happened so they slow down on purpose when they pass the accident scene and THIS, is a very funny and interesting reason. because it's due to humaneness. mrs ee said it last time, and from personal exp, i think it makes loads of sense. just take that trip to blue mountains. there was a jam. after a while we saw an accident. when we passed by, all of us were looking out of the car looking at how bad the damage is. immediately after the accident place, traffic goes back to normal. no more jam. this is real life experience. if you experience it for yourself, you might laugh. really. cuz from this exp you find that a doesnt-seem-to-be-human traffic jam is actually the result of very human reasons, like taking time off to kill your curiosity. actually i'm quite glad we're still like that. imagine if one day nobody gives a damn about that accident and just drive past like they didnt see anything, cuz they dont have time for it, or cuz they dont have curiousity or whatever, that's just so not human.
8:13 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
JUST NOW SAW THIS DAMN COOL WOMAN RUNNING ON THE ROAD> ON THE BUS LANE. IN FRONT OF THE BUS. DAMN COOL> EVERYONE WAS STARING. WE WERE LAUGHING AND CHEERING. LOL. SHE'S SO COOL! yayayayay i'm very very happy today. first, THANKS EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (: you all made my day. (: then sth added on to my already-wonderful-day., lol. and i was SO DARN HAPPY. though i hope and pray and wish i wont end up the way i hope i wont end up. i just can't. anyway. yayay i'm happy today. so was i ytd. i'm HAPPY! and that's great. OHYES i love mrs ee's method of lian-ing us for the hou-ban-pai-s. DAMN COOL, like use psychology or sth. cuz she has 2 kids, so i bet she's good at these kind of things. it was soooo awesome doing that practice. and then plus she damn nice some more. ><><
8:23 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
i am so scared. so, so scared. i dont know what to do and i dont know who to tell this to and i dont know what is the "right" thing that i should do now. gosh i am at a lost. and for the first time this year, i'm getting freaked out by it. and for the first time in my entire life, i'm actually scared about my own birthday. i have nothing else to look forward to except to that, but then, it is exactly THAT which i am afraid of. now you see my.. mao dun. (what's mao dun in english??) one thing can change it all. either this extreme, or the other. and i am afraid to know the result. i am very, very afraid. cuz it makes a great difference. i dont want to know. not knowing is better no dont tell me no lalala im not listening yadayada okay whatever i dont care i dont want to know i dont need to know i dont know i dont care anything's fine yes anything;s fine no i wouldnt wanna know no thank you no PLEASE, stop it. shut up i dont want to hear it. no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no o no no no no no no no o no no no no no no no nono no no no no no no no no no no no no no no.. no. NO.
8:07 PM
i found this TRULY INSPIRING. it's what made me feel so happy today anyway: LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO NOT MAKE IT AS PASSIONATE AND FULFILLING AS IT CAN POSSIBLY BE.
7:06 PM
they're catching mynahs near my house. cuz people complained they were so noisy. so a few days ago they set up nets. and i wondered what it was for. passed by them today and thought there was a snake or sth. then went to ask these 2 guys who were talking "animatedly" about it, pointing at the tree. and found out it was mynahs. weird, i never heard those noises before. oh YES. u know what? SIGNIFICANT FIGURES SUCKS. or rather, the MAN WHO CAME UP WITH THAT SUCKS. SUCKS EVEN MORE. cuz SIGNIFICANT DOESNT MEAN SIGNIFICANT LITERALLY. how stupid. i mean u see ah, 0.001 has 1 sig fig. if you were to go according to the definition of SIGNIFICANT, it's supposed to have 4 sig figs. cuz obviously the zero before the decimal point (oh god this word reminds me of that joke) counts. and so does the two behind the decimal point because it's still in front of the one. so, these three zeros MEAN STH, SO THEY ARE SIGNIFICANT. right? i mean, a normal person will think that way right? BUT some stupid guy decided that the zeros before is not important. that means, 0.001 might as well just be 1. and then, 0.00100 has to have 3 sig figs because the brainless guy again went against normal people's thinking and decided the stupid extra (in math only not physics) zero after the 1 actually counts as significant. maybe i'm wrong about the whole thing. but i just want to know two things. i want to know what REALLY is a so called significant figure. i also want to know what purpose does significant figures serve. what good it does to us. will anyone answer me that? (in a question tone not a challenging tone) one reason why i hate ancient chinese war shows like zi-bi (not way am i calling it chi-bi) is that they always exaggerate the whole war scene and how the emperor speaks to his soldiers. they always use this very superior tone, if u watched the ad for zi-bi, he talks like blah, pause, blah, pause. so annoying. and i think i just have this thing against ancient chinese war films, and ancient chinese writers. (cuz they're so ego) it's weird. today is a happy day but then i ended up criticizing things. it's so fun so jay walk, esp when u see a car coming but u know u wont get banged. okay at least i ended this post with sth happy. haha
6:02 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
now i know why we have to study math. because many things are like math in logic, like the x itself must be a biggest possible integer in order for one over x to be a smallest number. and many many things like that. so annoying right. and i just calculated one VERY CLASSIC EXAMPLE ON HOW MATH CONTRADICTS ITSELF. (it's one of those that you'll think is right at first look but the error lies deep within....) man i am good at confusing people. okay i just wrote this in: darn it. that math ws is making my brain split into a million pieces. i hate NEGATIVE NUMBERS.
9:42 PM
first i thought we were special, as a class. then i thought we are just like everyone else, individually. now i know that we ARE special, as a class individually. Labels: some thinking involved (:
8:30 PM
ohyeah. been wanting to blog about this. suddenly, 201'08 feels so far away. even though it's only like the first week of school and all. but i look at 201'08 and think, wow, they were my classmates?? in a good way, of course. why is that? why does it all seem so far away? and i can see that class photo on the calendar. january. had it all been a dream?? it seems also impossible that we had actually been a class. it was almost too good to be true. but why would i feel that? cuz i didnt cherish enough? cuz i dont like my current class as much? cuz it IS some time ago when we were last classmates officially? why? i have this weird feeling when i look at the class photo. i would think, i was classmates with all my best friends. almost like we were good friends before we were classmates. that kind of feeling. and it leaves me speechless. okay i shall add in a line: 201'08 is too good to be true. (not literally of course. just expressing how amazing 201'08 is) Labels: some thinking involved (:
8:12 PM
ahhhh i dont understand why everyone's using livejournal now!!!!!
8:05 PM
my right palm is sweating like a pig. looks shiny from the sweat particles. okay sorry im doing chem. a certain math question is killing me and today was nice cuz seniors came back during dazu. nice to see them again. and i feel rather (very) accomplished for dazus cuz last time, or just 2 dazus before, i couldnt even play with the orchestra but now i can for most of the parts and thus i feel accomplished. then they keep saying not good enough not good enough! come on, gimme a break!! i achieved so much in 2 weeks. haha SO, if you enjoyed our item for chinese new year concert, you better remember all the hard work we put into it okay! including me drinking so much water that i have to get to the toilet like 4 times in the day. I CANT AFFORD TO GET SORETHROAT ON 23RD OR I'LL DIE!!! ohyeah did you know that medicines are actually doing harm to your body? it's the same as by spraying insecticides at insects will make insects more resilient (it's not the exact meaning actually but darn i cant find that word) towards insecticides. this is cuz of natural selection in which the weak dies and only the strong survives. this way, the strongs will give birth to more strongs and generation by generation, insects will only become more and more resilient to insecticides. (it's cool huh? i read it in sophie's world) Labels: some thinking involved (:
7:44 PM
Friday, January 9, 2009
she's not bad, seriously. so we've always disliked her and all, and the reason? i think we all know. but she is more than who she is on the outside. way much more than she can seem to be. she is definitely much more than some of the people who criticizes her, which may include me. though im not denying the fact that she still has to learn to compromise too. just that, maybe we can initiate the compromising part and realize who she really is first, before making all those nasty remarks about her. maybe then we can talk to her nicely and teach her to compromise with us. and no im not talking about wanxin. i liked what the article said, we're all blinded by the false security in singapore. it's so true. and man she can talk. she talks like a debater. my twig is significant because: i wrote 201'08 on the sand with it. it reminds me of the time i ascended the "impossible rock" cuz i had it with me then. yup, that's my precious twig. btw, does anyone know how to preserve a twig like that?? (it might just decompose on my table) Labels: some thinking involved (:
8:10 PM
i had the most hilarious bus ride today. because i was with psycho huipin. haha i think it started with our clumsy boarding of the bus. she had a fat and heavy spongebob and a bottle and wallet while i had 2 books bottle and a twig and wallet. then i took ta long time finding coins and we started laughing at our clumsiness. then since then, we went crazy and laughed at just about everything we talked about. like the 6pm school bell th teacher talk very weird, and how spongebob looked like cheese and was squashed badly by us and blah. it was really so funny i was laughing till i had a stomach ache. and we still didnt stop. its like, it was the hardest i laughed ever since yes man. gosh. thank you huipin for such an amazing bus ride. it was true pleasure laughing my lungs (ooh alliteration) out with you. ohyeah. have i mentioned that all the ancient chinese poets and blah were SO EGOISTIC? i guess everyone who learnt "lou shi ming" and "ai lian shuo" will understand what i mean. like OMG I REALLY CANT STAND THOSE TEXTS. they could even say that about themselves. gahhh and teachers are brainwashing councillors and us. what's with the ting xie?? (though it's extremely useful to me actually, i hope) and we counted till bar 16 for THIRTEEN TIMES and each time she decides to stop there, when we get ready to play. gah. so much for being attentive. Labels: some thinking involved (:
7:48 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
oh god i have so much to say. first, on my way home just now, they tv on the bus was playing this mediacorp tv show, then i heard this little kid asking "why he dont want to lend feifei the computer?" in chinese in very small-adult-and-singlish tone. and then i thought maybe small children shouldnt watch shows like these because one, they corrupt their impression of thw world, children would be told that the world is a complicated place. and they also might not understand some things, some horrible things that lurk in the adult world. also, they pre mature. im sure most people dont like seeing innocent-looking children behaving actually like small adults right? it's so not good, like they're deprived of a childhood or something, and it's kinda disturbing. i mean, a child should be a child. you live childhood only once so cherish the chance and BE A CHILD. why children in singapore esp like to pre mature??? think they understand everything and all. and then they will also start dressing like small adults, which is even more gross and make them look even more deprvied, no matter how innocent or adorable they look from the face. now it's time to say: (SINGAPORE) CHILDREN SHOULD GET A LIFE. being a disney-fan, i think children should watch disney more often instead. i mean, okay, so disney has evils too but well they're certainly more suited for children and they always have happy endings and every disney production teaches something good to the audience. like believe in yourself, blahblahblah while some adult shows teaches things like the world is not a good place so beware. like, that totally ruins children's perspective of the world and their perspective of the world should not be changed like that. even though the world might really be such a evil place, but if children are encourage to watch things like disney and happy endings and inspirational shows since young, they will have a positive mindset. so it's about mindset you see. and even though the reality might not be good, they have a mindset that allows them to want to make the world a better place and some of them will eventually set out to try do that. and maybe it's due to singapore's high standard of living and all that many singapore children are pre maturing. that should really stop. children should have their childhood. yes that's point number one. point number 2, i was reading the papers (wow) and came across this article on the melamine thing again. just that this time, it mentioned about melamine and things alike in other food like meat and even fresh produce, and all the horrible things. also something like drugs like these can get into the food even without people purposely contaminating them. that's just even more scary. and that totally made me realize that i might just die any day due to some food poisoning or something, so i better life a better life now. like do what i wanna do. and due to all the technology, the world's just getting worse and worse every single day, in terms of environment and maybe everything else except development since it's what people want. but there's like no going back already, just look at all the foods that're contaminated. they might be around the world already and it's kind of like too late or something. it's infiltrated into the society, all the bad stuff and it's hard to get rid of them now. so we only have one solution to this all: self-destruction. humans want development but we should know that everything has two sides to it and althought development might seem a very clever thing for any civilisation to do, it only leads to self destruction. and i realized another thing: china is definitely not a place i would want to work in in the future. there's just too much corruption. and dishonesty and bribing and connections and all. i dislike how it functions and i believe i have a right to say that and dislike something just like how i have the right to say "i dislike how the world functions" and dislike how the way the world functions. it'll be my own problem if i have a problem with the world, right? so i didnt offend anyone or anything, so i should not be sued. Labels: some thinking involved (:
8:17 PM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
gosh can't believe i was late for a.e.p cuz i thought it was 2:35 pm instead of 2:05pm.stupid new timetable make me confused.
9:19 PM
from today onwards, i will officially be busy. today: morning prac, aep tmr: xiaozu friday: dazu SATURDAY: dazu then monday and weds aep again and tues and thurs and fri cca again AND at least TWO days for the mentor during weekdays?? i'm gonna have to split myself. hm. into 3 so one of me could go sleep. haha yes i know im up early. this is punishment for bad memory. btw, the songs LOW and CRUSH are very nice. okay not very nice but i kept hearing them in australia. along with many others.
5:17 AM
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
new timetable is humane but messy. and ytd i took the keys out of my pocket, it slipped my fingers, dropped, slid, disappeared. i tried looking or it under the bed even. nothing. and guess where i JUST found it? in the dustbin. oh wow.
8:53 PM
AHHHHHHHHHH HP HAS PHILOSOPHY HOW COOL IS THAT HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not fair! hey, if there's anyone in hp class who doesnt like philo i dont mind exchanging class with her for that one period!! haha PHILOSOPHY IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME.
8:41 PM
u know the common saying "nothing is impossible"? yeah? u know, it somehow.. doesnt make any sense. or it just contradicts itself. u see, nothing is impossible also means, it is impossible for anything to be impossible, (since "NOTHING is impossible") which is impossible, as "NOTHING is impossible". you get the idea? and anyway, you always say ''nothing is impossible" for good things, like achieving sth in life. then what about bad things? does "nothing is impossible" also apply? i think "nothing is impossible" is merely an encouragement, that only works one-way. and humans are like trees in a forest.they appear to be an individual on the surface or above the ground. but underneath the ground, in the soil, their roots are all intertwined. just like how every human appear to be an individual on the surface but if you reach deep enough within them, they are somehow all alike. um, united? have the same uh.. gah. anyway my point is, every human have the basic darn right now i cant think of another word other than humane and humanity. they all share the same feelings about something really inhumane. okay it doesnt work i dunno how to express. long story short. humans are good-natured. just that some trees might have a thicker bark than others that make it seem "bad" or something. sigh. i get frustrated when i cant express it clearly. nvm. was happy today. at least happier than ytd. yay (: u know we have to pay class fund of fiften dollars and co fund of twenty nine dollars. no wonder they say living expense is high in singapore. (higher in australia actually) sigh. but i think IH sounds fun. and i have morning prac for co tmr. like at 7. okay i'm gonna chiong for CNY. at least CNY. syf's another thing. ohyeah, something sucks by the way. it ALWAYS happens. so annoying. my view from the window is some rich people's on-sale house. it looked creepy, that house. then i was thinking no way would i wanna live beside my classroom man! so freaky. but mingzhen pointed out i could wake up at 7 and not be late. and come to school in pyjamas. lol. my lab partner's sammy it's so cool! sammy u rock!! Labels: some thinking involved (:
7:59 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
gah. i cant stand reading the stupid ke ben. it's full of stupid crap act-cheem essays written by stupid singaporean writers. i hate singaporean writers.they always think they're very good in chinese (read rongzi) but they really suck. and their contents are ever so boring. i rather read china secondary school people's essays and not read the damn ke ben. KE BEN SUCKS. even my dad said that the stupid examples they gave in the chinese ci yu shou ce doesnt make much sense. and singapore chinese exam papers MCQs, most of the time have more then one correct answer and they always think they're so smart so give such close options so as to trick us but thing is, both answers are accepted. on a language and content level. and our chinese teacher. teaches by the textbook. like, WHO REALLY LEARNS FROM THE CHINESE TB NOW??? we only learn the way they write from the tb, but she's like making us understand the CONTENTS in the story too and i think her evil plan this year is to make us learn every single passage in the chinese textbooks. TO HELL MAN. singapore chinese textbooks sucks. singapore chinese writers suck too. they call themselves good in chinese when in fact they dont even know what's a xi hong shi. (written in rong zi, really) LIKE WHATTHEHELL? singapore chinese is so superficial.
9:02 PM
i was still wondering how empty it'd feel if you were not there.. and bam. we didnt even have time for a 'bye'. Labels: haha
8:40 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
this is so ironic. i hate lizards but i'm one of them. (i love climbing. just about anywhere) ohyes u know ther ewas this annoying couple on the bus today. sat infront infront of me and my mum. first the guy looks qianbian. the face and the hair. and the girl looks qianbian in the same way. then the girl was either pms-ing or cramp-ing or emo-ing or was angry with her boyfriend, cuz she leaned towards the window and the guy who was so didnt-have-a-life, leaned towards her. i mean, COULDNT HE SIT PROPErLY? okay i know im way too nosey to mind how he even sits but whew, that sight really made me feel constipated. o.o ohyeah the book titled "The Traveler" is really nice. it's kinda a picture book but it says a lot. and i read it on jan 1. wow. my first day of this year was a REALLY inspiring one huh. "you know how much scholarships are worth these days?" ".. a lot." yeah i really think so too. i have yet to prove my theory on how small creatures (preferrably the size of insects) are more dangerous than big creatures (around the sizes of tigers and elephants). of course you can easily tell me it's not so but im just supporting this statement since there's always 2 sides to things. Labels: some thinking involved (:
8:40 PM
ahh had a GREAT EVENING went bbq with uh.. 4 other families at sentosa it was FUN. they booked a resort which was like. WOW. everything metal and glass. and squarish. my idea of designer. it was damn cool. even the swimming pool had this man made water fall it was SO awesome. the room was very nice too. it's a new resort. it's fabulous. they also had a rooftop garden. which had no much plants. but the view was amazing. u can see the landscape of the sea and ships and blah. and it's windy up there too. had a power thingy so my friend used her tablet while i read narnia. it's a nice place to read. then when u get tired u can always look up and admire the beautiful scenery. (i realized i didnt repeat any desciprtive words in this paragraph wow) then around sunset i went to the beach. man it was rather hard to get to the beach. when i was already at the bbq place, i had to get back to the other resort to access the beach. then i was thinking "man i had to reach there before sunset". what's there to play on the beach when it's dark at night? so then i ran and phew finally reached there and walked on sand feeling happy and released then i crossed this bridge, its new, to one of the small islands connected. are they manmade or are they ridges like we've learnt in geo last year? so i went there and very fortunately to have found a nice long stick and started writing on the sand. i wrote 201'08. that was the first that that came to mind. then i walked straight into the water (after putting down my friend's dad's hp and narnia and my shoes). man it was nice in the water. started writing in the water too. it's nice to write i the water cuz it never stays. walk walk walk.. i was longing to do that since i reached the resort room from which i can see the sea. then i saw something magnificent (not exactly) then i decided to do something fun. IT'S THE GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT IN MY LIFE. (besides getting into nanyang which was a total surprise) i felt like a native though, with a stick and all. but it was just SOOO... nice. i walked and i lay there looking up at the sky, singing (even though my singing's horrible or sth). it was plain life. that was what i called LIFE. i wish i could do it again. (but the second time wouldnt be as fun as the first.. it's the adventure) i loved it so much. and i wanted to stay there until it was dark enough for my mum to start worrying then i'd go. but since i had my friend's dad's hp, i better have some responsibility with it, since i left it on the shore. (skarly someone go steal. like what happened to MY handphone last time) so i left the place and found the phone still where it was. and i still didint want to leave so i brought it with me and went for another adventure. i doubt many people have been so far out. though i saw coke bottles on my way. then after i had the time of my life i decided to come back. and i saw this huge one. "impossible" i thought. there was no intermediate steps. there was no access. but i just wanted to. not badly but. i just wanted to. so i walked around it for a while, tried here and there, slipped on and off, hanging, grabbing, hurting, .. then one time i took one huge step and held on tight and TADA there i was, at the top of the world. i looked around satisfied. great scenery. turned my head and saw a couple and they were looking at me and i heard the guy saying "later she shocked then fall off". i was trying to laugh with them but it was rather dark i dont think they could see me well. looked up at the sky, then afraid i'd lose my balance and fall so then i just sat down. then lied down. it was huge enough. it was cool. very nice. then i decide dit was time to go back and had a little trouble going back down. but i found the right places to step on and soon i was on my way back. then i saw some people standing at that rock taking posing taking photo and they tried to ascend that thing. (i felt superior, haha) 5 miss calls. gos they must have been worried sick. but what would happen!? a man's as safe as money in a safe in nature. i had scratches from the rocks. it's very cool. haha on the way back i was thinking. hey. that was a good experience. i learnt that nothing's impossible and anything's achieveable if we put in enough effort. that totally encouraged me a great deal. i love this year. then i got back and had delicious bbq food (though not much since my friend was bugging me to go to the beach (yeah, back) with her so that she could draw on the sand). we had a fun time drawing. and making 3-D stuff. like eyes, nose, smiley face. i think she couldve set the guiness world record for doing the biggest sand eye ever. really. then i did ur name in huge block letters and my friend said she wanted to destroy it cuz it looked so big and dominant lol. and she said to you "no hard feelings kay" haha. she's very funny. and nice. then.. went back to resort room. lalala. met this girl. she's cute. she was wearing this short skirt (not the extremely short kind though) but she was kinda flirting with the guys. ohwell. but she's in a girl school, i found out later. and that she's damn smart. gosh. why are all the china-kids so smart they make me feel like crap???? this is starting to get very demoralizing. stayed in the room and my friend continued to draw manga (she's really good at it with something-like-photoshop) while i get frozen while trying to read narnia. when sort of watched this quite disturbing movie on five. werewolf man? oh it's called underworld. then saw advertisement on the mummy returns which was more disturbing. to think im blogging about this at 1am. how to sleep later?? then on the car back home we got quite high talking about weird stuff and once, my friend "texted' me this damn funny thing, which she didnt even had the breath to SAY to me, well it was kinda a private joke too, it was SOOOOO DAMN FUNNY. god. i could picture it in my head and everytime i picture it i feel like laughing. haha what a pun!! i love spending time with those people. they're nice and fun. they take all your worries off your mind because sometimes, the whole of you will just be occupied thinking how bored it is. sometimes. but they are fun people. i had a great evening. on the third day of the year. it still looks like a great year. Labels: some thinking involved (:
12:14 AM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
why is there no gray coloured paper?
3:14 PM
i'm putting my new year resolution everywhere just so i stick to it. and HOW CAN SO MANY PEOPLE NOT KNOW OSAMA BIN LADEN'S A GUY???? i was still thinking if it was some weird korean name or sth that no one recognised and when i took the post-it off, I WAS DUMBFOUNDED. and i thought mingzhen's was so easy to guess. she said "i shouldve known. you disney person." haha hah i already know what to do for my LA speech this year. well it's still tentative though. but it's a interesting topic. oh yeah. did u realize our level LD always says goot instead of good? SO ANNOYING! visit this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7uaZETR584 it's very cute.
10:42 AM
mama lemon suddenly smells like sprite.
9:47 AM
Friday, January 2, 2009
first day of school. i can't believe im sec 3. i really cant. though im always conscious enough to say "last year" when im referring to last year. it's like.. i'm a senior now. like, wow. ohwell. i really have nothing to talk about. isnt that amazing? i think its cuz i crapped everything to mum already. so im lazy to repeat everything. well i guess the class gathering was really cool. no other class did that. now i really think we're the most bonded class in nanyang history i mean which class have a class gathering on the first day of school the year they're gonna be separated AND A CLASS CALENDAR?? thank you jezamine, a lot a lot a lot. really. (: it was so nice meeting up with 201. and u know when the teacher was asking if anyone was sick or not feeling well, i was thinking, "class-sick". ohyeah im actually looking forward to OBS and nyaa. at first i was dreading obs. but it's sounded and looked fun today. just that the assembly was too boring. haha just now a cockroach got into adelyn's shoe and freaked us all out then bravo huipin emptied the shoe. lol and the cockroach looked squashed too. if it wasnt for that movie, i wouldnt have been afraid of the painting of mona lisa u know. it's just freaky. um.. yeah tang jingwen has scared jessy and i to lose our faith in math when she told us how terrible math's gonna be for us this year. trigo. i realized my mum is a indecisive person to start with. our form teacher got us to write a sort of new year resolution today. our two form teachers are both quite nice. they arent quite strict at least. at least now. is it just me or does every movie has a motivation to encourage people or inspire people? i find like most of the movies i watch inspiring and one senior i meet on the bus today said yes man was no way inspiring. one man's inspiration is another man's........ ...... oh whatever. i dont like pears. the diary system was so.. primary 5, when which we had this way of communication between US, and TRAY. sucky huh. i cant belive i used to confide in TRAY. OBS'S GONA BE FUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!! i love climbing those stuff and challenging myself and i dont think mud's dirty. er.. correction: i dont think mud's dirty on mud floors/grass but they are gross in toilets. what if i have: back problem, phonophobic problems? yes i have back problems can u BELIEVE it? i'll soon need to buy one of those minitoons' soft-cushiony-thing-attached-on-a-stick-for-you-to-hit-your-back thing talk about AGING POPULATION. hey i know, get me that for my birthday! (it isnt too ex, is it? i really dont know) THANKS YUMO AND ADELYN FOR THE PRESENTS! the toy's very cute and entertaining and the notebook's very pretty too! thank you (: oheyah i realized the resolution list was so powerful, the moment i saw "sit and stand straight" on the list, i sat up straight. like, wow. love my new bottle. it's glass! im dead for cny concert and the syf is a HEADACHE man. neither options are any better. i dont want to waste 4 years of my life playing a stupid instrument for nothing okay.but neither would xiaohan. see? neither options are any better. it sucks. SUCKS. something else sucks too... cant.. breathe... suffocated..... wanna... change... it was so awesome how 201 was rather late for morning assembly and that we had to stand at the behind of each class. and had to eventually sit at the front rows in class because we didnt really go to class before the new classmates did and no one wanted to sit at the front. lol. that's what happened to mingzhen sammy jingyi and me. IT SEEMS LIKE JUST YTD THAT WE HAD OUR EOYS. or rather, first met one another. it's so hard to find someone after school now. last time, we just hang around in class after school before cca and talked. not gonna happen again. sad. it takes quite long for truths to start to sink in to lisahe. who always feel being in a new class was a day exchange programme and it'll be over the next day. nyaa requires loads of commitment which i absolutely hate. did someone use to say she think whoever-our-level-director-is looks like my dad?? lol. and he said wapiang, which my mum will definitely disapprove of. and LOL we had NO IDEA we were late today. we thought we were early infact, we were saying to find good seats so we could sit together. O.O THE COUNCILLOR'S NEW HAIRCUT IS RIDICULOUS. MAKES HER LOOK LIKE A MUSHROOM. i wonder how retarded she'll look with her hair AND rmb, the weird eyebrow thing she always do when she give announcements, acting pro. i hate splitends. it's very unreasonable for them to ban cca jackets during school hours for sec ones. THEN THEY WOULD HAVE TO BRING 2 JACKETS TO SCHOOL IF THEY WANTED A CCA JACKET. i mean, if they didnt like all the colors during morning assembly, just say you're not allowed to wear during morning assembly. i never expected cca jackets to die down so quickly. and the school's killing it. but i guess it was humane for them to allow sec 2 to 4s to still wear it during school hours. yeah, that was certainly yi ren wei ben. and so is the 50-min slot thing. VERY yi ren wei ben. Labels: some thinking involved (:
9:24 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
can u believe it? i mastered three languages in one night. yeah, impressive huh? and i call it master, cuz i can even sing songs of those languages. now THAT's something, aint it? LOL AND u know why the dead sea salts spa treatment whatever is a bad business? (bad as in evil-bad not unpopular-bad) cuz either way, it makes them the BAD guys. now why do i say that? let's see. assuming they were using REAL dead sea salts. well it's a well known fact that the dead sea's shrinking nowadays. and they extract salts from it. this, is bad. that goes without thinking. okay so u may tell me "don't worry, it's not REAL dead sea salts they're using!". THEN IT'S EVEN WORSE isnt it??? in this case they're not living up to their name cuz they're using FAKE dead sea salts! and that means they gave the name "dead sea" just to that it'll somehow impress the customers and lure more customers, which is such a evil thing to do. which is nothing much, i guess, in this evil world. but i am so not implying this second option is better than the first. either way, THEY ARE BAD GUYS. in a HUMAN'S opinion. ohyeah i think i should define the term human. human are animals with FEELING, who THINK, who REASONS, who are HUMANE. haha i really think this business of theirs drive them to extremes leaving them no other way out cuz, either way, they're BAD GUYS. they totally set up themselves. haha ohwell. revenge is sweeeeet... Labels: some thinking involved (:
8:21 PM
i made a sudden realization. chinese who have an english name has BILINGUAL names.talk about a global village. Labels: some thinking involved (:
6:22 PM
GOSH. yes man was AMAZING. i was planning long ago to watch it on january first. it's always nice to get some huge inspiration on the first day of the year to get you a good start, isnt it? and guess what. it lived WAY PAST my expectations. way better than i thought. plus it was HILARIOUS. yeah, really. u know this is the ONLY movie that made me laugh till i CRY. it was simply awesome. and truly inspiring. there's a twist near the end. that kinda changes all. it's nice. i love the movie. now it's at the same rank as hsm123. i mean to me. PLUS the 2 main characters were both quite cute. (the only bad part was that i watched it with my mum then some parts were kinda... awkward then also cannot laugh at the sexual jokes and that we didnt have coke and nachos (which i SO badly wanted today) with us.) it's a GREAT movie. i like the plot. i like some of the things they say. the world is a playground. you dont have to say yes to things you dont want to. and stuff. also, they kinda brought the message "follow your heart" indirectly. really, i didnt waste the good first day of 2009! (and really, i can just SENSE that this year's gonna be different.) oh yeah something else was cool. u know when the cast list starts rolling, people start to get out of the cinema. then some people know there'd be some stuff at the back so they stay. and the cool part was, when the "some stuff at the back" started playing, the whole room of people frooze to watch. including those on their way out. really. you could look around and everyone's right where they are, looking at the screen. how amazing huh! and i just love how everyone laughs together in a cinema. that's why we go to cinemas in the first place, isnt it? (i mean besides the big screen and darkness) ahh.. i should buy the DVD. i totally should. it's a classic! Labels: some thinking involved (:
5:24 PM
i think i have a long resolution list.haha call me greedy. nah. or just .. hopeful, perhaps? lol 1. Project IL’09 a. Be efficient and productive 2. Self-improvement Scheme a. Be decisive b. Stop being a giver-upper c. Don’t procrastinate 3. Drink more water 4. Don’t 憋尿 5. Sit and stand straight 6. Drink milk at least once in three days 7. Pierce ear(still tentative :S) 8. Keep in touch and go out with 201’08 people 9. Harry Potter reading marathon (read all 7 books) 10. Set a Guinness World Record 11. Continue decorating room and door 12. Overcome fear of insects and lizards 13. Stop fumbling with hair 14. Be hardworking and attentive and don’t copy homework 15. Save paper when doing Math homework 16. Continue watching Disney, Discovery, Travel & Living and National Geographic 17. Bring penknife everywhere 18. Work towards my dreams 19. Get along with 312’09 20. Constantly remind myself that everyone is good-natured 21. Stick to my resolutions more or less like that.
9:35 AM
isnt it funny? all that big fuss about a new year coming and the previous ending. and you wake up on the morning of january first, and the world looks just the same as some eight hours ago. it's merely a figure humans invented to keep themselves organised. like age. there's nothing exactly "new" about a second later, just because it's 01/01 on the calendar.
7:46 AM
YO PEOPLE HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (2008's never an end) (but 2009 IS a beginning.) btw, my fringe is SO SCREWED i just realized. its damn short i look like guaikia. AGAIN, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
1:07 AM
Yours Truly To put it negatively, I am just yet another human being on this badly overpopulated and ruled-by-money Earth, but on the bright side, I am proudly from 201'08 and I love 201'08.(: I love my CCA.(: I have big dreams.(: I believe in Squigglerism.(: I like using the penknife. It is convenient and neat.(: I am more than glad to be in Singapore, letting me be more than satisfied with life.(: Exits
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