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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
wish to dedicate this post to all from NYCO you know why we won't find a picture of spring that can represent chun? it's cuz a picture is still while our music is alive and moving. (:
10:06 AM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
on second thoughts, our lives are too short to be weeds. when you get the chance to be a strawberry, grab it.
10:45 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buy_Nothing_Day http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/World_Population_Day ahh this is SO COOL. i'm an environmentalist by the way.
11:03 PM
GO THIS WEBSITE: http://www.nupeo.org/Home.html HAH. finally someone shares the same view as me. ohyes and if the sabbats really suck, i'm just gonna get my mum to write the school a letter saying i DO NOT WISH TO WASTE ONE WEEK DOING SOMETHING SILLY. OMG AND AND IF THEY RANDOMLY PLACE ME IN THAT I AND E COURSE, THE UH.. YES ENTREPRENEURSHIP THING, I WILL EITHER PON THE WHOLE WEEK OR CRASH (LITERALLY) THE WHOLE COURSE BY SCREAMING HOW I HATE COMMERCIALIZATION THE FIRST THING I STEP INTO THE ROOM AND THEN DISRUPTING THE LESSON EVERY MINUTE. OH FREAK I HATE MY MUM SHE SUCKS SHE IS SOOOOOO>> OMG I REALLY CANT STAND HER. you know WHAT. just now i was playing the syf results announcements for my grandparents, thru QQ, sth like msn, and and at the beginning there, was announcing some others schools' results, and there were cheers, and i somehow paused the thing for it to load, AND MY DAMN MUM CAME IN AND SAY "DID YOU HEAR THOSE SCREAMS? IT'S THEM" in chinese and I SCREAMED AT HER "NO!" FIRMLY. she totally acted like she knew exactly what was going on you know. LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE DEAF OR SOMETHING?? i played it so loud and she could so have heard what school they were announcing and one cheer and she thinks it was us. WHAT'S HER FUCKING PROBLEM. OHYES. another big thing i like about the boarding school is that no one SMOKES there. so the air is so clean. as compared to at home.. THIS IS HELL I TELL YOU. i really want to stay in boarding school forever. feels so damn efficient will get everything done and will do everything i dont feel like doing when i'm at home and nice scenery at night. I HATE SMOKERS. AS WELL AS GAMBLERS. they just dont know ANY better. smokers are selfish people who just doesnt care about anyone else because if they want to die early cuz of bad lungs, it's their problem but smoking affects EVERYONE ELSE. SMOKERS ARE DAMN SELFISH AND JUST PLAIN STUPID. and gamblers just.. have to lose everything until they decide it;s too late.
10:07 PM
actually, only being nice is not enough. we must PRESENT our niceness in a nice way too.
10:07 PM
ahh. i step into the house and think, 还是 boarding school is better. seriously, it's so humid and suffocating. no wind at all, like the gas particles are suspended in space. and also i realized it's easier to be efficient when there're more people. okayokay.. so i know i said i didnt want to touch this tablet for 3 weeks but, i just have so much to blog about. anyway i still want to continue with my philosophy project so i'll need this. ohwell. i know this makes me sound like a strawberry but, I CANT STAND THIS AND I NEED AIR CON. i hate singapore's weather. that's why when there's actually wind or breeze here, i will stop doing anything and just enjoy it. winds are not common in singapore. it's to be treasured. or cherished. or whatever word that's more appropriate. ohwell. but no i shant on the aircon and prove to myself that I AM NOT A STRAWBERRY. yup. so anyway. this weekend is just plain dead boring. mugging for geo and probably physics. ohyeah just now we went to play basketball (and wow i feel so happy cuz i dont exercise often) and mr chang came back and dropped by and played with us. lol you know he's really really cool.
9:36 PM
OMG. there is this voice recording of the results announcement of syf on nyco blog and i heard it again and AHHHHHHHHH MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY ALL OVER AGAIN!!!! OMGOMG WANQING SAYS HELLO haha
2:31 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
ah. i FINALLY get to blog. ah. yesterday was AWESOME. it was so jin chang when they were announcing the results. people were holding hands tightly. clenching their fists and practically not breathing. and the instant she (a bad prounouncer) said, "36, nanyang girls high school, rong-" people everywhere started SCREAMING AND CHEERING AND AT THE SAME TIME CRYING. too happy too jidon too unexpected. i was a little slow and i was thinking what is "rong yu" THEN a split second later it ocurred to me it's gold WITH HONOURS. i only hoped to get ggwh, the concept, but have never imagined her saying the "gold with honours or rong yu jin" so when she said it i took some time to relate and i am happy with my justification of my slowness. haha that's just irrelevant. it's so weird, everyone started crying so immediately, almost like the tears were already prepared. the only words to describe is "tears of joy". OH! OMG I HAVE A DAMN LAME PUN. okay the person who's going to be mentioned is no one in particular, just a girl by that name. here: joy shed tears of joy. AHAHAHAHA GET IT?? joy as in happiness AND joy herself!! OMG I AM SO LAME =.= okay anyway. YES GOLD WITH HONOURS! gosh. it was so unexpected. we were SO HAPPY. we went out and everyone cried and thanked and screamed and hugged and laughed and shouted and embraced our achievement. but sad that we have to move on. i rather, no, many rather have syf than study. right? ohwell. so we'll still have IH and maybe when they ask "What is national identity?" we can write "This is NYCO identity." ahahaha. okay i still cant get over it. it just sound too good to be achieved. but there's nothing nyco cant do so. anyhow, I'M SOOOO HAPPYYYY!!!!!!!!!
1:06 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
gonna miss my dear dear laptop. meanwhile i should bond with my guitar.
11:14 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
i cant do fn2. and i feel discouraged but i have like thousands of homework to be done and i cant believe i'm stupid enough to leave chem file in school when it's to be handed up like tuesday. tuesday. THE BIG DAY. nervous. feeling butterflies already. and i cant do physics either. think i'll just fail this year or something. this is horrible.
11:03 PM
ah. was an awesome evening/night. so cool so awesome. have never done anything like this before. i just felt obliged to do it. yeah i'm sick of it already. sick of suffering from ocd of whatever it is that makes me do things like this. well day of silence. at first i kept forgetting that i'm not supposed to talk. but anyone who knows me will know that i cant stay quiet for long so i broke the silence several times ): and i realize i just cant experience the silence the lgbts suffer from, mainly cuz in school everyone's or at least 201ers are too nice to not accept lgbs. so it's kind of normal. okay i am determined to really not speak at all next year. like, by isolating myself so i wont even signal or whatsoever. shall have a break the silence speech as a post tmr, IF I HAVE TIME. i officially lied to my mum i had school stuff till late in the night. now she believes our person-in-charge is cruel and heartless because i told her what i have on tmr as well. i feel bad for the person-in-charge now. weekends, as usual, are fully packed as well. AND BOARDING SCHOOL!
11:03 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
i hate the cg. it makes things go off-balance.
9:25 PM
yay yay. it's geo lesson now but teacher not here and i finished my work. ah. today i learnt that i can be very efficient f i want. but only at the cost of lowquality work. anduh..isolating myself, and .. overcoming procrastination AND have a good attitude towards work. right. oh yeah. been wanting to say thissince ytd. you know what's so amazing? time is now governed by the simple ticking of a clock. yeah, it just takes ONE clock to do it. and how easy it is to tamper with the hands of the clock. but how hard it is to turn back or forward time, which to me is non-existent. t's just sunrise, one period of day, sun set. there's no difference we're like repeating everything everyday.so humans invented time so get organized. imagine if there's no such thng as time now. how are we to revise for block tests, and to plan stuff ahead. we'll be like, "some sunrises later". whch sound totally insane now. but may not if tme wasnt even invented in the first place. i have contradicted myself twice already in this paragraph. it's just to show there're good side and bad side to everything. still, time sucks. and that's an opinion. looks lke t's going to rain. the rain is so tempting. but no, for syf. cant afford to be sick. recess bell. it's really dark outside and i gues windy. it was DAMN men1 this morning felt SO uncomfortable. i just realzed "gtg" is very um.. sec 1 or sth. cuz i was about to write "gtg" when i stopped myself.
9:29 AM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
it's not like i never eat. i did. in fact, i ALWAYS did. just very little. but at least i ate. but you said i didnt eat at all. you BOTH said i didnt eat at all. and you know what? be careful what you wish for, cuz you got what you wanted. i now fit perfectly into your description of a dont-eat-breakfast person. i feel like laughing in your face now. you complained about what you already have. you never really realized what you have until you lose it. humans are all like that. u were too greedy. you thought it wasnt enough and you wanted more. but sadly, and ironically, what you got is the exact opposite of what you wanted, but the exact thing as you said, the lie.
12:12 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
no idea what young girls are turning into nowadays. oh wait. i know. they're turning into miniature women, who wear high heels and carry a shoulder bag. they've lost their childhood. it's very sad. but young girls who wear high heels and carry a shoulder bag just look too qianbian for me to pity. anyway they're watching way too much dramas. dramas that contain adult contents, not the sick ones but the really evil ones. and the complicated ones. i have no idea why they dress up like their parents, or why their parents make them dress up like that, or whatever it is. children wear children clothes. children style. not woman-y style. it's just gross. they just dont go together. but maybe times have changed. only to become worse.
7:50 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
oh well. since im here. i knew it. i knew i would digress and shun bian add this post. but ah, whatever. you know how there're always crap practices just before competition/concerts? maybe it's when everyone just gets tired or continuous practices and sick of everything and bad mood and add them all up it becomes a crap session. but you know for sure the next one will be better. even if you dont put in effort. it's all to do with psychology. u think this one is so crap, it shouldnt be any crappier. you think this one is so crap, so you should jiayou, and make the next practice better. either way, the next one WILL be better. same as a pep talk. a solution to this problem? a pep talk. and you're doing it right now. we will feel damn awful after a bad practice so it makes us strive even more. well it's crap, whatever i'm saying because i'm not making any point. but anyhow, we still shouldnt take this "the next session will definitely be better" theory for granted. at least that was a point. quote of the day: homosexuality is the world's answer to overpopulation. and i mean it on a very neutral basis. as in, it doesnt have anything to do with my orientation. because it IS a fact, aint it? ANYWAY I STILL HATE LOUD MOTORBIKES. DAMN YOU ACT COOL LOUD MOTORBIKERS. I WANTED TO SAY HOPE YOU"LL DIE SOMEDAY RIDING THE BIKE BUT DECIDED NOT TO BE SO MEAN SO. FUCK YOU PEOPLE. want an overview of a typical nanyang girl's long weekend schedule? friday: do homework and study for block test saturday: morning cca, afternoon finish painting, night study for block test sunday: morning guitar lesson, midday to afternoon do chem sia, afternoon to night dinner at friend's house. just that the last last last time doesnt fit my standpoint so perfectly. but. ah. it shows we socialize. lol. as much as i really dont feel like going, cuz, i have to study. i feel damn slack this year. like, yes, totally slack. if not for all my last minute sci worksheets, i really have no idea how i survive them. anyway painting is finally done but. i dont feel a sense of accomplishment. the seeds were boring and unchallenging. that's it. and the whole painting doesnt look good. that's another. but i have a short and sweet uh, write-up on it. you guys will hear it on monday. i love my write-up cuz it's really short and sweet and i wrote it in the gentle breeze, in the void deck on a stone bench cum table, which i find very nice and relaxing and homely and singaporely and nice. and the fact that i took little time writing it. i realize good products doesnt necessarily come from long processes. yup. ah. i just set my alarm. i have at least 9 hours to sleep. good. oh yeah speaking of the alarm, i found the alarm that will jump off your table when it starts ringing. it's so damn cool. and the description of the clock in the shop was just so cute. i wish i was living my own bungalow in usa in a dust-free house so i could use that alarm clock. else will disturb my parents and i think THEY will get crazy, instead of me. haha. cuz my mum said i will become crazy if i get that. yeah. i am so totally aniticipating life in a bungalow in usa. um.. i dont know whatto expect. maybe lostness. i dunno. but it all sounds fun. maybe i'll get a friend to live with me. yay. so cool. no wait, a girl friend. ahahaha. then we'll make typical american breakfast like eggs and cereals and pancakes and stuff. ahh.. i have planned out my life. and it's pretty stupid and not so much thought out and dull. but still, this is quite ideal: live in texas where there're loads of land so i can have a big old backyard for treehouse and tire swings and what not. and have a spacious front yard for like plants to keep the air clean. and of course the house will be designer and green. then i'd work in coca-cola company. m-hm. but i think i will hate coke if i work there cuz i will realize there're loads of complicated stuff going on behind the simple bottling and produciton of coke. then i will be so damn sian with all those "seemingly" unnecessary things then i will hate it. oh well i'm sleep talking have you realized?
10:07 PM
f u. you say i have no liang xin cuz i dont talk. but have you ever thought, did you even GIVE me a chance to say something? if you havent realized, i can tell you that all you do is to talk and talk and talk and dont care what they are saying. and then you'll interrupt them when they're saying something. you think it's all about YOU. you're such a failure. i'm on my own now.
10:07 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
omg that was rather shocking. knew it was going to be a year but when it really happens, it feels so weird. ONE YEAR ALREADY. hard to believe. hey, you, HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY. well it cant be fake then, can it?
1:33 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
i have 777 messages in my phone now. how cool!! and this is my 774th post. lol it's going to be a year. it's really fast. cant believe it's been almost a year. it just doesnt feel like. JUST DOESNT. and today when i looked at you, i realized, some things never changed.
9:58 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009
havent been posting often recently. so arent everyone else coming online so oftenly. guess we're too caught up with our work. oh well. i realize there's really nothing much to blog about now. maybe cuz im in a much too neutral mood to make any comments about anything. or maybe i just lost my mind. i hoe it's not the latter. ohyeah today yumo said their IH teacher let them listen to ZOMBIE. it's related to the irish war thing. i shall suggest mrs kuan play that next lesson! ANYWAY. I REALLY REALLY WANT AEP FIELDTRIP. well, we ALL want it, dont we? WE DO DESERVE IT ESPECIALLY SINCE: hmp is going to europe. and they arent even official government program. hp is going taiwan. some cca is planning a fieldtrip. hwachong aep is going overseas. this is ny's 25th anniversary aep. IN CONCLUSION WE DESERVE TO GO. there doesnt have to be a stupid formal proposal. which makes everything so cold and machinerized and systematic, too systematic to be humane. there are OBVIOUS reasons why we should go! not the proposal, but we can do a brief itinery of the trip. proposals are stupid. well, for cases like these. and have you ever thought, if i really get a bad sore throat on syf, then all the effort will go to waste? well like xuyue said, what's with syf anyway? why did everyone get so anxious over syf in the first place? what makes it such a mega event? anyway, i still think COP sounds better than bronze. like i've said, COP sounds cheem whereas bronze sounds cheapskate. ohwell. uh. shucks it slipped my mind. ohyeah. feeling very constipated nowadays cuz i seldom listen to music anymore and everytime i rmbed a song i just cant sing it out either cuz forget the tune or forget the lyrics. and why am i even blogging these. well yeah at first i was unhappy. but then, two weeks and it'd be over. DAMN IT i just cant bring myself to revise for linear graph. i need LN1 to do. gah. hate math. hate graphs. the stupid guy who out of boredom wanted to locate a damn lizard on a ceiling. HAH i realized something: BOREDOM IS DANGEROUS. cuz when one is in a state of boredom, he'll think of all sorts of things to do and who knows what he'll think of? well, even for a math of science, it'll be dangerous to the disdevelopment of the world. it endangers the world so boredom is dangerous. flowers for algernon is so true. and it is so much better than that movie whic h is SO 80s. and i hate loud motorbikes. they think they're damn cool and pro when they have those damn loud engines. it's so damn annoying. haha lixian is cute. and nice. but she can be so pc sometimes. which really annoys me. but nvm i shouldnt say too much about my sl here. lest something bad happens.
2:09 PM
AWESOME. i lived 4 full days without switching on the computer. and i liked it! well and as a reward, said mum, she'll buy me that children's bible. LOL. so happy on wednesday to see twenty over people turn up at the track in the morning! and at sac too. rehearsal was like concert all over again and i'm thinking syf will be like rehearsal all over again. flowers for algernon was really nice. i keep feeling bad after i read it. and feeling sad. ohwell. havent been sleeping properly recently. u know what. i woke up horizontal across my bed ytd morning and vertical this morning. i was so tired to even sleep properly. you know how people always say back to you "but everyone else are tired" coldly? maybe we should say "then let's all have a rest" instead.
2:09 PM
Yours Truly To put it negatively, I am just yet another human being on this badly overpopulated and ruled-by-money Earth, but on the bright side, I am proudly from 201'08 and I love 201'08.(: I love my CCA.(: I have big dreams.(: I believe in Squigglerism.(: I like using the penknife. It is convenient and neat.(: I am more than glad to be in Singapore, letting me be more than satisfied with life.(: Exits
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